MEDITATION ENERGY ENHANCEMENT COURSE FIRST SCRIBBLINGS
Thomas Blair from Sheffield, UK writes:
To feel a significant increase in the energy flowing upward through my base chakra, once I had removed a large blockage there, was truly a life giving experience.
My entire pelvic area felt warm and energised, and I as a person felt more in touch with the world around me.
Using the SOL Energy Enhancement techniques of creating positive thought forms to remove blockages, I also remarkably removed a blockage from my knee, which was preventing the natural healing process of a bad knee injury.
Its as if you have to leave the world you know for a while, in order to tune into what really IS!
THE MEDITATION ENERGY ENHANCEMENT SEPTEMBER
COURSE IN SPAIN
Thomas Blair -MEDITATION ENERGY ENHANCEMENT AND THE HEALING OF DESTRUCTIVE SUB PERSONALITIES
Coming on the Energy Enhancement course has revealed just how destructive certain inner children or sub personalities have been in my life so far.
With the help of Satchi, Devi and feedback from other students on the course in helping me pinpoint certain behavioural attributes of potential sub personalities, I had all the ammunition necessary to hunt down one of these Inner Children.
I circled with white light the words "sloth" and "fu*k it!" and an image of a honey pot contaminated with butter (I'll explain later!). Good meditation preparation and circulation of energies, allowed me the powers of psychic vision making it possible to see whereabouts in my life the inner child had been spawned and had split from the stem of my main personality.
The first vision that came to me was of a pair of slip on shoes that I had got my mum to buy me at school. Then came the image of a wild curly haired boy called Andy X, who was in the year above me at school. Visions came back to me of how Andy had threatened me with violence and started to pick on me at school. To avoid this developing further I started to do things to make Andy and some of his friends laugh.
The second vision was that of Andy and his friends laughing not at me but at the trouble I was getting into and the mad things I was doing. It became clear that I was getting involved in things that would make them laugh and entertain them, in order to prevent being picked on or bullied. These activities involved wanton vandalism, not caring about school work; always trying to gain Andy's approval at my own expense.
The third vision
The third vision was that although I feared this boy called Andy and his peer group (1 year my senior), I started to idolize them. The visions gave me more information: the shoes I had got my mum to buy were the same as his. The suit I had got my mum to buy was the same as his. The car I wanted to have - was.....yes, you've guessed it.....the same as his!! I was becoming a "somebody" by not caring about myself, by getting into trouble, by coming bottom in class - in fact, the more disastrously poor my results were, the "funnier" it was to Andy and his peers, and this made me a "somebody" with a kind of revered status.
"Fu*k It! Why bother?
The next step was to circle this situation of a sub personality being born in a 15 year old boy. In an attempt to ground the situation, I was presented with a psychic key. Asking what the key was for, I was then presented with a wrought iron gate, which gave access to a big sphere made of iron railings. Opening the gate I could see clearly that this gate entered a world in which Thomas Blair would burn the candle at both ends and get sucked into a world that starts with simply not caring about things and then progresses rapidly to a wastoid life of Sex, Drugs and Rock n Roll; and all this due to an Inner Child that said to me, "Fu*k It! Why bother? I don't care! Who cares if it's a knife and not a spoon in the honey pot, and who cares if the knife leaves lumps of butter in the honey pot!!? It's funny and makes me look good."
"seal the door where evil dwells"
It was clear to me that the wrought iron sphere could not be grounded, as this represented the world and what faces us each day of our lives. The key, on the other hand, once used to lock the gate and "seal the door where evil dwells", had to be grounded.
Energy Enhancement and the white light of Samadhi
I directed energies I had gathered from the white light above to dissolve this key, and although there was much resistance, now with the techniques of Energy Enhancement, I was able to source and use the white light of Samadhi, I was able to ground the entire situation and fuse the Inner Child back into my main soul personality.
disenfranchised of any power
Its such a relief to know that I can now get on with my life and know that this very destructive sub personality has been disenfranchised of any power it once had over me.