TAO AND TAOISM. THE CHUANG TSU PARABLE - FLIGHT FROM THE SHADOW
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THERE WAS A MAN WHO WAS SO DISTURBED BY
THE SIGHT OF HIS OWN SHADOW AND SO DISPLEASED WITH HIS OWN FOOTSTEPS, THAT HE
DETERMINED TO GET RID OF BOTH.
THE METHOD HE HIT UPON WAS TO RUN AWAY FROM THEM. SO HE GOT UP AND RAN.
BUT EVERY TIME HE PUT HIS FOOT DOWN THERE WAS ANOTHER STEP, WHILE HIS SHADOW
KEPT UP WITH HIM WITHOUT THE SLIGHTEST DIFFICULTY.
HE ATTRIBUTED HIS FAILURE TO THE FACT THAT HE WAS NOT RUNNING FAST ENOUGH. SO HE
RAN FASTER AND FASTER, WITHOUT STOPPING, UNTIL HE FINALLY DROPPED DEAD.
HE FAILED TO REALISE THAT IF HE MERELY STEPPED INTO THE SHADE, HIS SHADOW WOULD
VANISH, AND IF HE SAT DOWN AND STAYED STILL, THERE WOULD BE NO MORE FOOTSTEPS.
"BLOCKAGES WHEN HELD UNDER THE LIGHT OF THE SOUL
CREATE A SHADOW. THE WHOLE WORLD IS UNDER THAT COLLECTIVE SHADOW. IT IS THE
CAUSE OF ALL EVIL IN THIS WORLD" - ENERGY
ENHANCEMENT SWAMI SATCHIDANAND
Man creates his own confusion just because he goes on rejecting himself,
condemning himself, not accepting himself. Then a chain of confusion, inner
chaos and misery is created. Why don't you accept yourself as you are? What is
wrong? The whole existence accepts you as you are, but you don't.
You have some ideal to achieve. That ideal is always in the future -- it has to
be, no ideal can be in the present. And the future is nowhere; it is not yet
born. Because of the ideal you live in the future which is nothing but a dream;
because of the ideal you cannot live here and now; because of the ideal you
condemn yourself.
All ideologies, all ideals, are condemnatory because then an image is created in
the mind. And when you go on comparing yourself with that image you will always
feel that something is lacking, something is missing. Nothing is lacking and
nothing is missing. You are perfect as far as there is any possibility of
perfection.
Try to understand this, because only then will you be able to understand Chuang
Tzu's parable. It is one of the most beautiful parables that anybody has ever
talked about, and it goes very deep into the very mechanism of the human mind.
Why do you go on carrying ideals in the mind? Why are you not enough as you are?
Just at this moment why are you not like gods? Who is interfering? Who is
blocking your path? This very moment why can't you enjoy and be blissful? Where
is the block?
The block comes through the ideal.... How can you enjoy? You are filled with so
much anger; first the anger has to go. How can you be blissful? You are filled
with so much sexuality; first the sex has to go. How can you be like gods
celebrating this very moment? You are filled with so much greed, passion, anger;
first they have to go. Then you will be like gods.
This is how the ideal is created and because of the ideal, you become condemned.
Compare yourself with the ideal, and you will never be perfect, it is
impossible. If you say 'if', then bliss is impossible because that 'if' is the
greatest disturbance.
If you say, 'If those conditions are fulfilled then I will be blissful', then
these conditions are never going to be fulfilled. And, secondly, even if these
conditions are fulfilled, by that time you will have lost the very capacity to
celebrate and enjoy. And moreover, when these conditions are fulfilled -- if
ever, because they cannot be fulfilled -- your mind will create further ideals.
This is how you have been missing life for lives together. You create an ideal
and then you want to be that ideal; then you feel condemned and inferior.
Because of your dreaming mind your reality is condemned; dreams have been
disturbing you.
I tell you just the opposite. Be like gods this very moment. Let there be anger,
let there be sex, let there be greed -- you celebrate life. And by and by you
will feel more celebration, less anger; more blissfulness, less greed; more joy,
less sex. Then you have hit upon the right path. It is not otherwise. When a
person can celebrate life in its totality, all that is wrong disappears, but if
you try first to make arrangements for the wrong to disappear, it never
disappears.
It is just like fighting with darkness. Your house is filled with darkness and
you ask: How can I light a candle? Before I light a candle this darkness has to
be dispelled. This is what you have been doing. You say that first greed must
go, then there will be samadhi, ecstasy. You are foolish! You are saying that
first the darkness must go then you can light a candle as if darkness can hinder
you. Darkness is a non entity, it is nothing, it has no solidity to it. It is
just an absence, not a presence, it is just the absence of light. Light the
light and darkness disappears.
Celebrate, become a blissful flame, and all that is wrong disappears. Anger,
greed, sex, or whatsoever else you name, are not solid, they are just the
absence of a blissful, ecstatic life.
Because you cannot enjoy, you are angry. It is not that somebody creates your
anger -- because you cannot enjoy, you are in much misery, that is why you are
angry. Others are only excuses. Because you cannot celebrate love cannot happen
to you -- hence sex. That is settling for shadows. And then the mind says: First
destroy these and then there will be the descendence of God. It is one of the
most patent stupidities of humanity, the most ancient. And it follows everybody.
It is difficult for you to think that at this very moment you are gods, but I
ask you -- what is lacking? What is missing? You are alive, breathing, conscious
-- what else do you need? This very moment be like gods. Even if you feel that
it is just an 'as if', don't bother. Even if you feel 'I am just presuming that
I am like a god', presume, don't bother. Start with the 'as if', and soon the
reality will follow, because in reality you are. And once you start existing as
a god, all misery, all confusion, all darkness disappears. Become a light and
this becoming has no conditions to be fulfilled.
Now I will enter this beautiful parable.
THERE WAS A MAN WHO WAS SO DISTURBED BY
THE SIGHT OF HIS OWN SHADOW AND SO DISPLEASED WITH HIS OWN FOOTSTEPS, THAT HE
DETERMINED TO GET RID OF BOTH.
Remember, you are this man, this man exists in everybody. This is how you have
been behaving, this is also your logic -- flight from the shadow. This man was
much disturbed by the sight of his own shadow. Why? What is wrong with a shadow?
Why should you be disturbed by a shadow? Because you may have heard, dreamers
have said, that gods have no shadows. When they walk no shadow is created. This
man was disturbed because of these gods.
It is said that in heaven the sun rises and gods walk but they don't have any
shadows, they are transparent. But I tell you, this is just a dream. Nowhere
does anything exist, can anything exist, without a shadow. If it is, then a
shadow will be created; if it is not, only then the shadow can disappear.
To be, means to create a shadow. Your anger, your sex, your greed -- all are
shadows. But remember they are shadows. They are in a sense, and still they are
not, that is the meaning of a shadow. It is non substantial. A shadow is just an
absence. You stand, the sun's rays fall on you, and because of you, a few rays
cannot pass. Then the figure is created, the figure of the shadow. It is just an
absence. You obstruct the sun, that is why the shadow is created.
The shadow is not substantial, YOU are substantial. You are substantial, that is
why the shadow is created. If you were like a ghost then there would be no
shadow. And the angels in heaven are nothing but ghosts, ghosts dreamed up by
you and your ideologists, men who create ideals. This man was disturbed because
he had heard that you become a god only when the shadow disappears.
THERE WAS A MAN WHO WAS SO DISTURBED BY
THE SIGHT OF HIS OWN SHADOW AND SO DISPLEASED WITH HIS OWN FOOTSTEPS, THAT HE
DETERMINED TO GET RID OF BOTH.
What are your disturbances? If you go deep, you will find nothing but the sound
of your footsteps. Why are you so disturbed by the sound of your footsteps? You
are substantial so there must be a little sound, one has to accept this
But the man had heard the story that gods have no shadows, and when they walk,
no sound of footsteps is created. These gods can be nothing but dream-objects;
they exist only in the mind. This heaven exists nowhere. Whenever something
exists, sound is created around it -- footsteps, shadows. This is how things
are, you cannot do anything about it, this is how nature is. If you try to do
something about it you will go wrong; if you try to do something about it your
whole life will be wasted, and in the end you will feel that you have not
reached anywhere. The shadow remains, the footsteps make sounds, and death is
knocking at the door.
Before death knocks, accept yourself -- and then a miracle happens. That miracle
is that when you accept yourself, you don't run away from yourself.
Right now, each one of you is running away from himself. Even if you come to me,
you come to me as part of your escape from yourself. That is why you cannot
reach me; that is the gap. If you have come to me as an escape from yourself you
cannot come to me, because my whole effort is to help you not to escape from
yourself. Don't try to escape from yourself, you cannot be anybody else. You
have a definite destiny and individuality.
Just as your thumb makes a sign, a print, unique and individual -- that type of
thumb has never existed before and will never exist again, it belongs only to
you, there will never be another like it -- the same is the case with your being
also. You have a being unique and individual, incomparable. It has never been
before, it will never be again, only YOU have got it. Celebrate it! Something
unique has happened to everyone, God has given a unique gift to everyone, and
you condemn it You want something better! You try to be wiser than the
existence, you try to be wiser than Tao -- then you go wrong.
Remember, the part can never be wiser than the whole, and whatsoever the whole
is doing is the final thing, you cannot change. You can make an effort to do so
and waste your life, but nothing will be achieved through it.
The whole is vast, you are just an atomic cell. The ocean is vast, you are just
a drop in it. The whole ocean is salty, and you are trying to be sweet. It is
impossible! But the ego wants to do the impossible, the difficult, that which
cannot be done. And Chuang Tzu says, EASY IS RIGHT. Why can't you be easy and
accepting? Why not say yes to the shadow? The moment you say yes, you forget it,
it disappears, from the mind at least, even if it remains with the body.
But what is the problem How does a shadow create a problem? Why make a problem
out of it? As you are right now, you make a problem out of everything. This man
was puzzled, disturbed, by the sight of his own shadow. He would have liked to
be a god, he would have liked to be shadowless.
But you are already like a god and you cannot be anything that you are not
already. How can you be? You can only be that which you are, all becoming is
just moving towards the being which is already there. You may wander, and knock
on others' doors, but this is just playing hide and seek with yourself. It is up
to you how much you knock on others' doors and how much you wander here and
there. Finally you will come to your own and to the realisation that your own
has always been there. Nobody can take it away. Nature, the Tao, cannot be taken
away from you.
This man was disturbed because of his shadow. The method he hit upon was to run
away from it. That is the method everybody hits upon. It seems that the mind has
a vicious logic.
For example, if you feel angry, what will you do? The mind will say: Don't be
angry, take a vow. What will you do? You will suppress it and the more you
suppress, the more the anger will move to the very roots of your being. Then you
will not be sometimes angry and sometimes not angry; if you have suppressed too
much you will be continuously angry, it will become your blood, it will be a
poison all over. It will spread into all your relationships. Even if you are in
love with someone, the anger will be there and the love will become violent.
Even if you try to help somebody, in that help there will be poison because the
poison is in you. And all your acts will carry it, they will reflect you. When
you feel this again, the mind will say: You have not been suppressing enough,
suppress more. But anger is there because of suppression, and the mind says:
Suppress it more! Then there will be more anger.
Your mind is sexual because of suppression and the mind says: Suppress it more.
Find new methods, and ways and means to suppress it more so BRAHMACHARYA will
flower. But it cannot flower that way. Through suppression sex not only goes
into the body, it goes into the mind, it becomes cerebral. Then a person goes on
thinking about it, again and again. Hence so much pornographic literature in the
world.
Why do people like to see pictures of naked women? Are women not enough? They
are, they are more than enough! So what is the need? The picture is always more
sexual than a real woman. A real woman has a body and a shadow, and her
footsteps will be there, and sound will be created. A photograph is a dream, it
is absolutely mental, cerebral, and it has no shadow.
A real woman will perspire and there will be a smell of the body; a picture
never perspires, and there is no smell of the body. A real woman will be angry;
a picture is never angry. A real woman will age, will become old; a picture
always remains young and fresh. A picture is just mental. Those who suppress sex
in the body become mentally sexual. Then their mind moves in sexuality, and then
it is a disease.
If you feel hungry it is okay, eat But if you think about food continuously then
it is an obsession and a disease. When you feel hungry it is okay if you eat and
are finished with it. But you are never finished with anything, and everything
goes into the mind.
Mulla Nasrudin's wife was ill and she had been operated on. A few days earlier
she had come back home from the hospital, so I asked: How is your wife? Has she
recovered from the operation? He said: No, she is still talking about it. If you
are thinking about something, talking about something, it is there. And now it
is more dangerous because the body will recover, but the mind can go on and on
and on -- ad infinitum. The body may recover, but the mind will never recover.
If you suppress hunger in the body, it goes into the mind. The problem has not
been thrown out, it has been pushed in. Suppress anything and it goes to the
roots. Then the mind will say that if you are not succeeding, something is wrong
you are not making enough effort. Make more effort.
THE METHOD HE HIT UPON WAS TO RUN AWAY
FROM THEM.
Mind has only two alternatives, fight or flight. Whenever there is a problem,
the mind says either fight it, or escape from it. And both are wrong. If you
fight, you remain with the problem. If you fight, the problem will be there
continuously. If you fight, you are divided, because the problem is not outside
-- the problem is inside. For example, if there is anger and you fight, what
will happen? Half of your being will be with the anger, and half with this idea
of fight. It is as if both your hands are fighting each other. Who is going to
win? You will be simply dissipating energy. No one is going to be victorious.
You can fool yourself that you have now got your anger suppressed, now you are
sitting on your anger, but then you will have to sit on it continuously, not
even a single moment's holiday is allowed. If you forget about it for a single
moment, you will lose your whole victory. So people who have suppressed
something are always sitting on those suppressed things and they are always
afraid. They cannot relax. Why has relaxation become so difficult? Why can't you
sleep? Why can't you relax? Why can't you be in a let go? Because you have
suppressed so many things. You are afraid that if you relax, they will come up.
Your so called religious people cannot relax. They are tense, and the tension is
because of this: they have suppressed something, and you say relax They know
that if they relax the enemy will come up. They cannot relax. They are afraid to
go to sleep.
Go to your Mahatmas, they are more afraid of sleep than anything. And they think
in their minds that someday they will be capable of not sleeping at all. They go
on cutting their sleep from eight hours to six, from six to five, from five to
three, to two. And if an old monk, a SANNYASIN can sleep for only two hours a
day, this is thought to be something of an achievement. This is foolish. This is
not an achievement. And this is not what Krishna means when he says in the Gita,
that when the world sleeps, the yogi is awake. This is not the meaning. The
meaning is that the body is relaxed, the body goes into sleep, but the inner
consciousness remains alert even in sleep. That is something absolutely
different, it has nothing to do with ordinary sleep.
Really a yogi sleeps better than you. He will do, because he can relax, he is
not afraid. But these so called religious people will be afraid, because in
their dreams all that they have suppressed will come up. Mahatma Gandhi has
written in his autobiography: I have become a victor of sex as far as my waking
hours are concerned, but in sleep, sex dreams still persist. They will persist,
because a suppressed thing will come up in the dreams. Why in the dream? Because
now you are asleep, the censor is relaxed, and the fighter is no longer there --
he is sleeping. The enemy will bubble up.
The mind thinks, either fight -- if you fight then you suppress -- or escape.
But to where will you escape? Even if you go to the Himalayas the anger will
follow you, it is your shadow; the sex will follow you, it is your shadow.
Wherever you go, your shadow will be with you.
THE METHOD HE HIT UPON WAS TO RUN AWAY
FROM THEM. SO HE GOT UP AND RAN.
BUT EVERY TIME HE PUT HIS FOOT DOWN THERE WAS ANOTHER STEP, WHILE HIS SHADOW
KEPT UP WITH HIM WITHOUT THE SLIGHTEST DIFFICULTY.
He was surprised, he was running so fast, but there was no difficulty for the
shadow. The shadow was following easily, not even perspiring, not breathing
hard. There was no difficulty on the part of the shadow because a shadow is not
substantial, a shadow is nobody. The man may have been perspiring, he may have
had difficulty breathing, but the shadow was always in step with him. The shadow
cannot leave you in this way. Neither fighting nor flight will help. Where will
you go? Wherever you go, you will carry yourself with you and your shadow will
be there.
HE ATTRIBUTED HIS FAILURE TO THE FACT THAT
HE WAS NOT RUNNING FAST ENOUGH. SO HE RAN FASTER AND FASTER, WITHOUT STOPPING,
UNTIL HE FINALLY DROPPED DEAD.
One has to understand the logic of the mind. If you don't understand you will be
a victim of it. The mind has a vicious logic, it is a vicious circle -- it is
circular. If you listen to it, then every step will lead you more and more into
the circle. This man is perfectly logical, you cannot find any fault, any flaw,
in his logic. There is no loophole, he is as perfect a logician as any
Aristotle. He says that if the shadow is following him it shows that he is not
running fast enough. He must run faster and faster, then the moment will come
when the shadow will not be able to follow him. But the shadow is yours, and the
shadow is nobody. It is not somebody else following you; if it were, then the
logic would have been right.
Remember, when there is somebody else the mind is always right; when you are
alone, the mind is always wrong. In society, with others, the mind is almost
always right; with yourself, in isolation, the mind is always wrong. Why?
Because mind is just an instrument to exist with others; it is just a technique
to help you to be with others; it has nothing to do with yourself. Mind is
needed because of society. If a child is born and he is not exposed to any
society then the mind will not develop, there will be no mind. It has happened
many times. It happened near Calcutta, thirty or forty years ago, that a girl
was taken by wolves who took care of her, and she grew. She was fourteen when
she was caught again by society. But she was just a wolf child; no human mind at
all. She would run on all fours, and she was very dangerous, she needed to eat
raw meat. And she was very strong, even eight strong men were not enough to
control her. She had a wolf mind. She had to grow up with wolves, a society of
wolves, so she had to grow a wolf-mind. It was impossible to train her to stand
on two feet. She would try two or three steps, and again, she would fall down
and be on all fours. But she could run so fast on all fours that nobody could
follow her.
Again, just ten years ago, a boy was found in Uttar Pradesh, near Lucknow. The
same incident had happened -- wolves seem to be very loving to children. They
raised the child, a boy. When he was caught he was about twelve. This time the
doctors tried hard. They hospitalised the boy, they massaged him, they gave him
medicines and everything. Within six months the child was dead, because they
tried to make him a human being and his whole being refused. When they got hold
of him he was so healthy that no human being was ever so healthy. He was wild,
he was a wolf, and when they hospitalised him and started treating him he became
ill; within six months they killed him. They were trying to create a human mind,
but it was impossible. They only succeeded in training him to say one word, his
name. They named him Ram. In six months, that was their only success. If you
asked him: What is your name? the wolf child could say: Ram. That was all.
A mind is a social function. A wolf needs a mind for a society of wolves; a man
needs a mind for a society of men. And because of this there exist many types of
human minds because there are so many societies on the earth.
A Hindu has a different mind from a Mohammedan; a Christian has a different mind
from an aboriginal; a Russian has a different mind from an American. They see
differently, their perspective is different, their interpretation is different.
The same thing is seen absolutely differently. Why? Because to exist in a
particular society you need a particular mind. In Russia if you believe in God,
you are thought to be crazy. In India if you don't believe in a God you are
thought to be crazy.
Once it happened that I was conducting a meditation camp and two dogs were
watching people doing the dynamic meditation, with chaotic expressions. And then
I heard the one dog say to the other: When I do this, my master gives me worm
pills! He thinks I am crazy!
Wherever you go in the world, be alert, don't do the dynamic meditation in front
of others, they will think you have gone crazy.
Everybody has settled for a mind, and every mind is a fragment. One has to throw
away this mind only then the Cosmic mind, the Universal mind, happens to you.
This fragmentary mind is just a method, a function for society. You need
language to talk to others, you need mind to relate to others. Remember, mind is
almost always right when you are using it with others, and it is almost always
wrong when you start using it with yourselves. This man was right. If somebody
else had been following him, then he was right, absolutely right: he was not
running fast enough and that was why the other was following. But he was wrong,
because there was nobody else. The mind was useless. Mind for others --
meditation for yourself. Mind for others -- no mind for yourself. That is the
whole emphasis of Chuang Tzu, or Zen, or Sufis, or Hasids, of all those who
know; of Buddha, Jesus, Mohammed, of all those who have known. The whole
emphasis is: mind for others, no mind for yourself.
This man got into trouble because he used the mind for himself, and the mind has
its own pattern. The mind said: Faster, faster! If you go fast enough, this
shadow will not be able to follow you.
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HE ATTRIBUTED HIS FAILURE TO THE FACT THAT HE WAS NOT RUNNING FAST ENOUGH. The
failure was there in the first place BECAUSE he was running. But the mind cannot
say that, the mind has not been fed for it. It is a computer, you have to feed
it, it is a mechanism. It cannot give you anything new, it can only give you
whatsoever you have fed into it. The mind cannot give you anything new;
whatsoever it gives you is borrowed. And if you are addicted to listening to it
always you will be in trouble when you turn towards yourself. When there is a
conversion, a turning towards the source, then you will be in difficulty. Then
this mind is absolutely useless -- not only useless, it is a positive hindrance,
it is harmful. So drop it.
I have heard it happened that one day Mulla Nasrudin's son came home from his
progressive school and brought a book on sexology. The mother was very much
disturbed but she waited for Mulla Nasrudin to come. Something had to be done;
this progressive school was going too far! When Mulla Nasrudin came his wife
showed him the book.
Nasrudin went upstairs to find out where his son was. He found him in his room,
kissing the maidservant. So Nasrudin said: Son, when you are finished with your
homework, come down.
But this is logical! Logic has its own steps, and each step follows another,
there is no end to it.
This man followed the mind, so he ran faster and faster without stopping, until
he finally dropped dead. Faster and faster without stopping -- then only death
can occur.
Have you ever observed that life has not occurred to you yet? Have you observed
that there has never been a single moment of life as such happening to you? You
have not experienced a single moment of the bliss that Chuang Tzu and Buddha
talk about. And what is going to happen to you? Nothing is going to happen to
you except death. And the nearer you come to death, the faster you run, because
you think that if you go faster you will escape.
Where are you going, so fast? Man and man's mind have always been mad about
speed, as if we are going somewhere and speed is needed. So we go on becoming
more and more speedy. Where are you going?
Finally, whether you go slow or fast, you reach death.
There is a Sufi story. A King dreamed that his death was coming. He saw a shadow
standing in the dream so he asked: Who are you? The shadow said: I am your death
and tomorrow, by the time the sun sets, I will be coming to you. The King wanted
to ask if there was any way to escape, but he couldn't because he became so
afraid that the dream was broken, and the shadow disappeared. He was perspiring
and trembling.
In the middle of the night he called all his wise men and said: Find out the
meaning of this dream. And as you know, you cannot find more foolish people than
wise men. They ran to their houses and brought their scriptures. They were big,
big volumes. And they started to consult and debate and discuss and fight with
each other and argue.
Listening to their talk the King became more and more confused. They were not
agreeing on any point; they belonged to different sects, as wise men always do.
They don't belong to themselves, they belong to some dead tradition. One was a
Hindu, another was a Mohammedan, another was a Christian. They had brought their
scriptures with them and they tried and tried. And as they got into discussion
they became mad, and argued over and over again. The King was very much
disturbed because the sun was rising, and when the sun rises, it is not long
until the sun will set, because rising is really setting, it has already
started. The journey has started and within twelve hours the sun will set.
He tried to interrupt them, but they said: Don't interrupt, this is a serious
question. Then one old man, who had served the King for his whole life, came
near and whispered in his ear: It is better that you escape, because these
people will never come to any conclusion. Wise men have never reached any
conclusion. They will discuss and debate, and their death will come, but the
conclusion will not come My suggestion is that when death has warned you, it is
better that you escape from this palace at least! Go anywhere! And go fast! This
advice appealed, it was absolutely right. When man cannot do anything, he thinks
of flight, escape.
The King had a very fast horse, he got onto it and escaped. He had told the wise
men: If I come back alive and you have decided, tell me -- but right now, I am
going. He was very happy, and faster and faster he went, because it was a life
and death problem.
Again and again he looked back to see if the shadow was coming, but there was no
shadow. He was happy, death was not there, and he was escaping. By the time the
sun was setting, he was hundreds and hundreds of miles away from the capital.
Under a big Banyan tree he stopped, got down from his horse, thanked it and
said: It is you, you who have saved me. Suddenly, as he was talking to and
thanking the horse, he felt the same hand that he had felt in the dream. He
looked back. The same shadow was there, and Death said: I would also like to
thank your horse, he is really fast. I have been waiting under this Banyan tree
all day and I was worried whether you would be able to reach it or not The
distance was so great, but this horse is really something. You have arrived at
exactly the moment you were needed here.
Where are you going? Where will you reach? All this flight and escape will bring
you under the Banyan tree. And as you are thanking your horse or your car, you
will feel the hand of Death on your shoulder. Death will say: I have been
waiting here for you for a long time. You have come.
And everybody comes at the right moment, not a single moment is lost. Everybody
reaches there right on time, nobody is ever late. I have heard that a few people
have reached before their time but I have never heard of anybody reaching there
late.
Some people reach there before their time because of their doctors.
HE ATTRIBUTED HIS FAILURE TO THE FACT THAT
HE WAS NOT RUNNING FAST ENOUGH. SO HE RAN FASTER AND FASTER, WITHOUT STOPPING,
UNTIL HE FINALLY DROPPED DEAD. HE FAILED TO REALISE THAT IF HE MERELY STEPPED
INTO THE SHADE, HIS SHADOW WOULD VANISH.
Easy it was -- the easiest! If you just move into the shade where the sun is
not, the shadow disappears, because a shadow is created by the sun. It is the
absence of the sun's rays. If you are under a tree in the shade, the shadow
disappears.
HE FAILED TO REALISE THAT IF HE MERELY STEPPED INTO THE SHADE, HIS SHADOW WOULD
VANISH. That shade is called silence, that shade is called inner peace. Don't
listen to the mind, just step into the shade, into the inner silence where no
rays of the sun enter.
You remain on the periphery, that is the problem. There you are in the light of
the outside world, and shadow is created.
Close your eyes, move into the shade. The moment you close your eyes the sun is
no longer there, hence all meditations are done with closed eyes -- you are
moving into your own shade. Inside there is no sun and no shadow, outside is
society, and outside are all types of shadows. Have you ever realised that your
anger, your sex, your greed, your ambition, are all part of the society? If you
really move in and leave the society out, where is anger? Where is sex? But
remember, in the beginning when you close your eyes, they are not really closed.
You carry images from the outside inside and you will find the same society
reflected. But if you continue simply moving, moving, moving inside, sooner or
later the society will be left out. You are in, society is out -- you have moved
from the periphery to the centre.
In this centre, there is a silence: no anger, and no anti anger, no sex, and
also no BRAHMACHARYA, no greed, no non-greed, no violence, no non-voilence --
because those are all outside. The opposites are also outside -- remember.
Inside you are neither, not this nor that, you are simply a being, pure. This is
what I mean, being like a god -- a pure being with no opposites hanging around,
fighting, 'flighting' -- no! Simply being. You have moved into the shade.
He failed to realise that if he only moved into the shade then his shadow would
vanish, and if he sat down and stayed still, there could be no more footsteps.
It was really so easy. But that which is easy is so difficult for the mind
because mind always finds it easier to run, to fight, because then there is
something to do. If you say to the mind, 'Don't do anything', that is the most
difficult thing. The mind will ask: Give me a mantra at least, so that with
closed eyes I can say: Aum, Aum; Ram, Ram.... Something to do, because how can
we remain without doing anything, without something to run after, chase?
Mind is activity, and being is absolute inactivity. Mind is running; being is
sitting. The periphery is moving; the centre is not moving. Look at a bullock
cart moving -- the wheel is moving, but the centre around which the whole wheel
moves is static, absolutely static, non-moving. Your being is eternally
unmoving, and your periphery is continuously moving. This is the point to
remember in Dervish dancing. When you do it, let the body become the periphery
-- the body moves, and you are eternally unmoving. Become a wheel. The body
becomes the wheel, the periphery, and you are the centre. Soon you will realise
that although the body goes on moving faster and faster and faster, inside you
can feel that you are not moving; and the faster the body moves the better,
because then the contrast is created. Suddenly, the body and you are separate.
But you move with The body continuously so there is no separation. Go and sit.
Simply sitting is enough, not doing anything. Simply close your eyes and sit,
and sit, and sit and allow everything to settle. It will take time, because you
have been unsettled for so many lives. You have been trying to create all sorts
of disturbances. It will take time, but only time. You need not do anything; you
simply look and sit, look and sit.... Zen people call it ZAZEN. ZAZEN means just
sitting, not doing anything.
This is what Chuang Tzu says: HE FAILED TO
REALISE THAT IF HE MERELY STEPPED INTO THE SHADE, HIS SHADOW WOULD VANISH, AND
IF HE SAT DOWN AND STAYED STILL, THERE WOULD BE NO MORE FOOTSTEPS.
There was no need to fight, and there was no need to escape. The only thing
needed was just to move into the shade and sit still. And this is to be done
during your whole life. Don't fight with anything and don't try to escape from
anything. Let things take their own course. You simply close your eyes and move
inside to the centre where no sun ray has ever penetrated. There is no shadow.
And really, that is the meaning of the myth that gods have no shadows. Not that
there are gods somewhere who have no shadows, but the god that is within you has
no shadow because no outside penetrates there. It cannot penetrate, it is always
under the shade.
That shade Chuang Tzu calls 'Tao', your innermost nature -- utterly innermost,
absolutely innermost.
So what is to be done? One, don't listen to the mind. It is a good tool for the
outside but it is absolutely a barrier for the inside. Logic is good for people,
it is not good for yourself. On the contrary, faith is better, because faith is
illogical. Faith is dangerous in society because they will cheat you. There
logic is needed, doubt is needed. In tackling things, logic and doubt are
needed. Science depends on doubt and religion depends on faith, SHRADDHA. Just
sit, with a deep trust that your inner nature will take over. It always takes
over, you have only to wait, patience only is needed. And whatsoever your mind
says simply don't listen to it because mind says: Drop it!
And mind will go on saying things because you have always listened to it, you
have given it so much significance. Even where it is absolutely useless it will
go on suggesting and advising.
I have heard that a bank was trying to decide if they should have computers and
automatic mechanisms installed in their headquarters. So an efficiency expert
was called in to do some research work: which people were needed, and which
people were not needed. which could be disposed of.
The efficiency expert asked one clerk: What do you do here? The clerk said:
Nothing. Then he asked an executive: What do you do here? The executive said:
Nothing. Triumphantly, very happy, the efficiency expert turned to the directors
and he said: I told you, there is much duplication. Two people doing nothing --
there is much duplication!
An efficiency expert is an efficiency expert, he uses logic, he has been
trained. If two persons are doing the same thing then there is duplication, and
if two persons are not doing anything then too there is duplication and one can
be disposed of. One has to be retained to do nothing.
Listen to the mind for the outside world, don't listen to the mind for the
inside -- simply put it aside. There is no need to fight with it, because if you
fight with it it may influence you. You simply put it aside. That's what faith
is. Faith is not a fight with the mind. If you fight, then the enemy impresses
you, and remember... even friends don't have such an impact as enemies have. If
you fight with someone continuously, you will be influenced by them, because you
will have to use the same techniques to fight them. Ultimately, enemies become
similar. It is very difficult to be aloof and detached from the enemy; the enemy
influences you. And those who start fighting with the mind become great
philosophers. They may talk about anti mind, but their whole talk is of the
mind. They may say, 'Be against the mind', but whatsoever they say is coming
from the mind even their enmity. And you have to remain with your enemy. And by
and by enemies settle terms, and they become the same.
It happened in the Second World War. Adolf Hitler almost completely turned the
whole world Nazi, Fascist. Even his enemies, those who were fighting against
Fascism, also became Fascist; they had to.
One interesting incident happened: Adolf Hitler was almost mad, and he wouldn't
listen to the military experts. He thought himself to be the greatest military
genius ever born; so the whole war was to be conducted according to his whims.
That's why in the beginning he continued to win, because the French generals,
English generals, American generals and Russian generals, could not understand
what was going to happen. They could have understood if the war was being run by
military generals -- they have the same minds. Then they could have known what
the next move would be.
But here was a madman who didn't believe in any military training, who didn't
believe in any military tactics or strategy, who would simply decide. And what
was his way of deciding? He had astrologers to decide! And you may be surprised
that when Churchill came to know, he had to appoint an astrologer. And Churchill
thought that this was foolish, because he was an army man! It was foolish to
decide how the war should be run by using astrologers! But if the enemy is doing
it what can you do? And the moment he appointed astrologers he started to win,
because now they were the same.
Always remember, don't fight with the mind otherwise you will have to yield to
the terms. If you want to convince the mind, you have to be argumentative -- and
that is the whole point. If you have to convince the mind you have to use words
-- that is the whole problem. Simply put it aside. This putting aside is
SHRADDHA. It is not against mind, it is beyond mind, it is simply putting it
aside.
Just as when you go out, you use your shoes, and when you come in, you put them
aside -- there is no fight, nothing. You don't say to the shoes, 'Now I am going
in and you are not needed so I will put you aside', you simply put them aside,
they are not needed.
Just like this -- EASY IS RIGHT -- there is no fight. EASY IS RIGHT -- there is
no struggle and conflict. You simply put mind aside, move into the inner shade
and sit, then no footsteps are heard, and no shadow follows you, you become
god-like. And you can become only that which you are already. So I tell you, you
are god-like, you are gods. Don't settle for less than that.
And don't create any ideal, otherwise you will create conflict and condemnation
and escaping and fighting -- and your whole life becomes a riddle. Life is a
mystery, not a riddle. It has to be lived, not solved.
By OSHO...the PATH OF PARADOX VOL1.
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