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Constant inner practice
THE CESSATION OF THOUGHTFORMS IS BROUGHT ABOUT BY PERSISTENT INNER EFFORT AND NON-ATTACHMENT.
OF THESE TWO, ABHYASA THE INNER PRACTICE IS THE EFFORT FOR BEING FIRMLY
ESTABLISHED IN ONESELF.
IT BECOMES FIRMLY GROUNDED ON BEING CONTINUED FOR A LONG TIME, WITHOUT
INTERRUPTION AND WITH REVERENT DEVOTION.
Man is not only his conscious mind and emotions. He has also nine times more than the
conscious, the unconscious layer of the mind in which exists Energy Blockages
and unconscious Emotions.. Not only that, man has the body,
the soma, in which this mind exists. The body is absolutely unconscious. Its
working is almost non-voluntary. Only the surface of the body is voluntary. The
inner sources are non-voluntary; you cannot do anything about them. Your will is
not effective.
This pattern of man's existence has to be understood before one can enter into
oneself. And the understanding should not remain only intellectual. It must go
deeper. It must penetrate the unconscious layers; it must reach to the very body
itself.
Hence, the importance of abhyasa -- constant inner practice of Meditation.
These two words
are very significant: abhyasa and vairagya. Abhyasa means constant inner
practice, and vairagya means non-attachment, desirelessness. The coming sutras
of Patanjali are concerned with these two most significant concepts, but before
we enter the sutras, that this, the pattern of human personality, is not totally
intellectual, has to be firmly grasped.
If it was only intellect, then there would be no need for abhyasa -- constant,
repetitive effort. You can understand immediately anything, if it is rational,
through the mind, but just that understanding won't do. You can understand
easily anger is bad, poisonous, but this understanding is not enough for the
anger to leave you, to disappear. In spite of your understanding the anger will
continue, because the anger exists in many layers of your unconscious mind --
not only in the mind, but in your body also.
The body cannot understand just by verbal communication. Only your head can
understand, but the body remains unaffected. And unless understanding reaches to
the very roots of the body, you cannot be transformed. You will remain the same.
Your ideas may go on changing, but your personality will persist. And then a new
conflict will arise. And you will be in more turmoil than ever, because now you
can see what is wrong and still you persist doing it; you go on doing it.
A self-guilt and condemnation is created. You start hating yourself; you start
thinking yourself a sinner. And the more you understand, the more condemnation
grows, because you see how it is difficult, almost impossible, to change
yourself.
Yoga does not believe in intellectual understanding. It believes in bodily
understanding in a total understanding in which your wholeness is involved. Not
only you change in your head, but the deep sources of your being also change.
How they can change? Constant repetition of a particular practice becomes
non-voluntary. If you do a particular practice constantly -- just repeating it
continuously by and by it drops from the conscious, reaches to the unconscious
and becomes part of it Once it becomes part of the unconscious, it starts
functioning from that deep source.
Anything can become unconscious if you go on repeating it continuously. For
example, your name has been repeated so constantly from your childhood. Now it
is not part of the conscious, it has become part of the unconscious. You may be
sleeping with one hundred persons in a room, and if somebody comes and calls
"Ram? Is Ram there?" ninety-nine persons who are not concerned with the name
will go on sleeping. They will not be disturbed. But the person who has the name
"Ram" will suddenly ask, "Who is calling me? Why are you disturbing my sleep?"
Even in sleep, he knows his name is Ram. How this name has reached so deep?
Just by constant repetition. Everybody is repeating his name; everybody is
calling he himself, introducing himself. Continuous use. Now it is not
conscious. It has reached to the unconscious
The language, your mother tongue, becomes a part of the unconscious. Whatsoever
else you learn later on will never be so unconscious; it will remain conscious.
That's why your unconscious language will continuously affect your conscious
language.
If a German speaks English, it is different; if a Frenchman speaks English, it
is different; if an Indian speaks English, it is different. The difference is
not in English, the difference is in their innermost patterns. The Frenchman has
a different pattern -- unconscious pattern. That affects. So whatsoever you
learn later on will be affected by your mother tongue. And if you fall
unconscious, then only your mother tongue can penetrate.
I remember one of my friends who was a Maharashtrian. He was in Germany for
twenty years or even more. For twenty years he was using German language. He has
completely forgotten his own mother tongue, Marathi. He couldn't read it, he
couldn't talk in it. Consciously, the language was completely forgotten because
it was not used.
Then he was ill. And in that illness sometimes he would become unconscious.
Whenever he will become unconscious, a totally different type of personality
will evolve. He will start behaving in a different way. In his unconscious he
will utter words from Marathi, not from German. When he was unconscious, then he
will utter words which are from Marathi language. And after his unconscious,
when he will come back to the conscious, for few minutes he will not be able to
understand German.
Constant repetition in the childhood goes deeper because the child has no
conscious really. He has more of unconscious just near the surface; everything
enters into the unconscious. As he will learn, as he will get educated, the
conscious will become a thicker layer -- then less and less penetration towards
the unconscious.
Psychologists say that almost fifty percent of your learning is finished by the
seventh year of your age. The seventh year of your life, you have almost known
half of the things that you are ever going to know. Your half education is
finished, and this half is going to be the base. Now everything else will be
just imposed on it. And the deeper pattern will remain of the childhood.
That's why modern psychology, modern psychoanalysis, psychiatry, they all try
to penetrate in your childhood, because if you are mentally ill, somewhere the
seed is to be found in your childhood-not now. The pattern must be located there
in your childhood. Once that deep pattern is located, then something can be done
and you can be transformed.
But how to penetrate it? Yoga has a method. That method is called abhyasa.
Abhyasa means constant, repetitive practice of a certain thing. Why, through
repetition, something becomes unconscious? There are few reasons for it.
If you want to learn something, you will have to repeat it. Why? If you read a
poem just once, you may remember few words here and there, but if you read it
twice, thrice, many more times, then you can remember lines, paragraphs. If you
repeat it a hundred times, then you can remember it as a whole pattern. If you
repeat it even more, then it may continue, persist in your memory for years. You
may not be able to forget it.
What is happening? When you repeat a certain thing, the more you repeat, the
more it is engraved on the brain cells. A constant repetition is a constant
hammering. Then it is engrained. It becomes a part of your brain cells. And the
more it becomes a part of your brain cells, less consciousness is needed Your
consciousness can move; now it is not needed.
So whatsoever you learn deeply, for it you need not be conscious. In the
beginning, if you learn driving, how to drive a car, then it is a conscious
effort. That's why it is so much trouble, because you have to be alert
continuously, and there are so many things to be aware -- the road, the traffic,
the mechanism, the wheel, the accelerator, the brakes, and everything, and the
rules and regulations of the road. You have to be constantly aware of
everything. So you are so much involved in it, it becomes arduous, it becomes a
deep effort.
But by and by, you will be able to completely forget everything. You will
drive; driving will become unconscious. You need not bring your mind to it, you
can go on thinking anything you like, you can be anywhere you like, and the car
will move unconsciously. Now your body has learned it. Now the whole mechanism
knows it. It has become an unconscious learning.
Whenever something becomes so deep that you need not be conscious about it, it
falls into the unconscious. And once the thing has fallen into the unconscious,
it will start changing your being, your life, your character. And the change
will be effortless now; you need not be concerned with it. Simply you will move
in the directions where the unconscious is leading you.
Yoga has worked very much on abhyasa, constant repetition. This constant
repetition is just to bring your unconscious into work. And when unconscious
starts functioning, you are at ease. No effort is needed; things become natural.
It is said in old scriptures that a sage is not one who has a good character,
because even that consciousness shows that the "anti" still exists, the opposite
still exists. A sage is one who cannot do bad, cannot think about it. The
goodness has become unconscious; it has become like breathing. Whatsoever he is
going to do will be good. It has become so deep in his being that no effort is
needed. It has become his life. So you cannot say a sage is a good man. He
doesn't know what is good, what is bad. Now there is no conflict. The good has
penetrated so deeply that there is no need to be aware about it.
If you are aware about your goodness, the badness still exists side by side.
And there is a constant struggle. And every time you have to move into action,
you have to choose: "I have to do good; I have not to do bad." And this choice
is going to be a deep turmoil, struggle, a constant inner violence, inner war.
And if conflict is there, you cannot be at ease, at home.
Now we should enter the sutra. The cessation of mind is yoga, but how can the
mind, and its modifications, cease?
THEIR CESSATION IS
BROUGHT ABOUT BY PERSISTENT INNER PRACTICE AND NON-ATTACHMENT.
Two things -- how the mind can cease with all its modifications: one -- abhyasa,
persistent inner practice, and second -- non-attachment. Non-attachment will
create the situation, and persistent practice is the technique to be used in
that situation. Try to understand both.
Whatsoever you do, you do because you have certain desires. And those desires
can be fulfilled only by doing certain things. Unless those desires are dropped
your activities cannot be dropped. You have some investment in those activities,
in those actions. This is one of the dilemmas of human character and mind, that
you may want to stop certain actions because they lead you into misery.
But why you do them? You do them because you have certain desires, and those
desires cannot be fulfilled without doing them. So these are two things. One,
you have to do certain things. For example, anger. Why you get angry? You get
angry only when somewhere, somehow, someone creates a hindrance. You are going
to achieve something, and someone creates a hindrance. Your desire is
obstructed. You get angry.
You can get angry even with things. If you are moving, and you are trying to
reach somewhere immediately, and a chair comes in the way, you get angry with
the chair. You try to unlock the door and the key is not working, you become
angry with the door. It is absurd, because to be angry with a thing is nonsense.
Anything that creates any type of obstruction createS anger.
You have a desire to reach, to do, to achieve something. Whosoever comes in
between your desire appearS to be your enemy. You want to destroy him. This is
what anger means: you want to destroy the obstacles. But anger leads in misery;
anger becomes an illness. So you want not to be angry.
But how you can drop anger if you have desires goals? If you have desires and
goals, then anger is bound to be there because life is complex; you are not
alone here on this earth. Millions of people striving for their own desires,
they criss-cross each other; they come into each other's path. If you have
desires, then anger is bound to be there, frustration is bound to be there,
violence is bound to be there. And whosoever comes in your path your mind will
think to destroy.
This attitude to destroy the obstacle is anger. But anger creates misery, so
you want not to be angry. But just wanting not to be angry will not be of much
help because anger is part of a greater pattern -- of a mind which desires, a
mind which has goals, a mind which wants to reach somewhere. You cannot drop
anger.
So the first thing is not to desire. Then half of the possibility of anger is
dropped; the base is dropped. But then too it is not necessary that anger should
disappear because you have been angry for millions of years. It has become a
deep-rooted habit.
You may drop desires, but anger will still persist. It will not be so forceful,
but it will persist because it is now a habit. It has become unconscious habit.
For many, many lives you have been carrying it. It has become your heredity. It
is in your cells; the body has taken it. It is now chemical and physiological.
Just by your dropping your desires your body is not going to change its pattern.
The pattern is very old. You will have to change this pattern also.
For that change, repetitive practice will be needed. Just to change the inner
mechanism, repetitive practice will be needed -- a reconditioning of the whole
body-mind pattern. But this is possible only if you have dropped desiring.
Look at it from another point of view. One man came to me and he said, "I don't
want to be sad, but I am always sad and depressed. Sometimes, I cannot even feel
what is the reason why I am sad, but I am sad. No visible cause, nothing that I
can pinpoint that this is the reason. It seems that it has just become my style
to be sad. I don't remember," he said, "that I was ever happy. And I don't want
to be sad. It is a dead burden. I am the unhappiest person. So how I can drop?"
So I asked him, "Have you got any investment in your sadness?" He said, "Why I
should have any investment?" But he had. I knew the person well. I knew the
person for many years, but he was not aware that there is some vested interest
in it. So he wants to drop sadness, but he is not aware why the sadness is
there. He has been maintaining it for some other reasons which he cannot
connect.
He needs love, but to be loving... If you need love you need to be loving. If
you ask for love, you have to give love, and you have to give more than you can
ask. But he is a miser; he cannot give love. Giving is impossible; he cannot
give anything. Just the word "giving", and he will shrink within himself. He can
only take; he cannot give. He is closed as far as giving is concerned.
But without love you cannot flower. Without love you cannot attain any joy; you
cannot be happy. And he cannot love because love looks like giving something. It
is a giving, wholehearted giving of all that you have, your being also. He
cannot give love, he cannot receive love. Then what to do? But he hankers, as
everybody hankers for love. It is a basic need just like food. Without food your
body will die and without love your soul will shrink. It is a must.
Then he has created a substitute, and that substitute is sympathy. He cannot
get love because he cannot give love, but he can get sympathy. Sympathy is a
poor substitute for love. So he is sad. When he is sad people give him sympathy.
Whosoever comes to him feels sympathetic because he is always crying and
weeping. His mood is always that of a very miserable man. But he enjoys!
Whenever you give him sympathy he enjoys it. He becomes more miserable, because
the more he is miserable, the more he can get this sympathy.
So I told him, "You have a certain investment in your sadness. This whole
pattern, just sadness, cannot be dropped. It is rooted somewhere else. Don't ask
for sympathy. But you can stop asking for sympathy only when you start giving
love, because it is a substitute. And once you start giving love, love will
happen to you. Then you will be happy. Then a different pattern is created."
I have heard, one man entered one car-park. He was in a very ridiculous
posture. It looked almost impossible how he was walking, because he was
crouching as if he was driving a car. His hands on some invisible wheel, moving,
his feet on some invisible accelerator, and he was walking. And it was so
difficult, so impossible, how he was walking. A crowd gathered there. He was
doing something impossible. And they asked the attendant, "What is the matter?
What this man is doing?"
The attendant said, "Don't ask loudly. The man in his past loved cars. He was
one of the best drivers. He has even won a national prize in car races. But now,
due to some mental deficiency, he has been debarred. He is not allowed to drive
a car, but just the old hobby."
The crowd said, "If you know that, then why don't you say to him,'You don't
have a car. What are you doing here?' " The man said, "That's why I said,'Don't
say so loudly.' I cannot do, because one rupee per day he gives me to wash the
car. That I cannot do. I cannot say that 'You have no car.' He is going to park
the car, and then I will wash."
That one rupee investment, the vested interest, is there. You have many vested
interests in your misery also, in your anguish also, in your illness also. And
then you go on saying, "We don't want. We don't want to be angry, we don't want
to be this and that." But unless you come to see how all these things have
happened to you, unless you see the whole pattern, nothing can be changed.
The deepest pattern of the mind is desire. You are whatsoever you are because
you have certain desires, a group of desires. Patanjali says, "First thing is
non-attachment." Drop all desires; don't be attached. And then, abhyasa.
For example, someone comes to me and he says, "I don't want to collect more fat
in my body, but I go on eating. I want to stop it, but I go on eating."
The wanting is superficial. There is a pattern inside, why he goes on eating
more and more. And even for a few days he stops, then again with more gusto he
eats. And he will collect more weight than he has lost through few days fasting
or dieting. And this has been continuously, for years. It is not just a question
of eating less. Why he is eating more? Body doesn't need, then somewhere in the
mind food has become a substitute for something.
He may be afraid of death. People who are afraid of death eat more because
eating seems to be the base of life. The more you eat, the more alive. This is
the arithmetic in their mind. Because if you don't eat you die. So non-eating is
equivalent to death and more eating equivalent to more life. So if you are
afraid of death you will eat more, or if nobody loves you, you will eat more.
Food can become a substitute for love, because the child, in the beginning,
comes to associate food and love. The first thing the child is going to be aware
is mother, the food from the mother and the love from the mother. Love and food
enter in his consciousness simultaneously. And whenever the mother is loving,
she gives more milk. The breast is given happy. But whenever mother is angry,
non-loving, she snatches the breast.
Food is taken away whenever mother is non-loving; food is given whenever she is
loving. Love and food become one. In the mind, in the child's mind, they become
associated. So whenever the child will get more love, he will reduce his food,
because the love is so much the food is not needed. Whenever love is not there,
he will eat more because a balance has to be kept. If there is no love at all,
then he will fill his belly.
You may be surprised -- whenever two persons are in love, they lose fat. That's
why girls start gathering fat the moment they are married. When love is settled,
they start getting fat because now there is no need. The love and the world of
love is, in a way, finished.
In the countries where divorce has become more prevalent, the women are showing
better figures. In the countries where divorce is not prevalent, women don't
bother at all about their figures, because if divorce is possible then the women
will have to find new lovers; they are figure conscious. The search for love
helps the body figure. When love is settled, it is finished in a way. You need
not worry about the body; you need not take any care.
So this person may be afraid of death; may be he is not in any deep, intimate
love with anyone. And these two are again connected. If you are in deep love,
you are not afraid of death. Love is so fulfilling that you don't care what is
going to happen in the future. Love itself is the fulfillment. Even if death
comes, it can be welcomed. But if you are not in love, then death creates a
fear; because you have not even loved yet and death is approaching near. And
death will finish and there will be no more time and no future after it.
If there is no love, fear of death will be more. If there is love, less fear of
death. If total love, death disappears. These are all connected inside. Even
very simple things are deeply rooted in greater patterns.
Mulla Nasruddin was standing before his veterinary doctor with his dog and
insisting that, "Cut the tail of my dog." The doctor was saying, "But why,
Nasruddin? If I cut the tail of your dog, this beautiful dog will be destroyed.
He will look ugly. And why you are insisting this?" Nasruddin said, "Between you
and me, don't say this to anybody: I want the dog's tail to be cut because my
mother-in-law is going to come soon and I don't want any sign of welcome in my
house. I have removed everything. Only this dog, he can welcome my
mother-in-law."
Even a dog's tail has a bigger pattern of so many relationships. If Nasruddin
cannot welcome even through his dog his mother-in-law, he cannot be in love with
his wife; it is impossible, If you are in love with your wife, you will welcome
the mother-in-law. You will be loving towards her.
Simple things on the surface are deeply rooted in complex things, and
everything is interrelated. So just by changing a thought nothing is changed.
Unless you go to the complex pattern, uncondition it, recondition it, create a
new pattern, only then a new life can arise out of it. So these two things have
to be done: non-attachment, non-attachment about everything.
That doesn't mean that you stop enjoying. That misunderstanding has been there,
and yoga has been misinterpreted in many ways. One is this -- it seems that yoga
is saying that you die to life because non-attachment means then you don't
desire anything. If you don't desire anything, if you are not attached to
anything, if you don't love anything, then you will be just a dead corpse. No,
that is not the meaning.
Non-attachment means don't be dependent on anything, and don't make your life
and happiness dependent on anything. Preference is okay, attachment is not okay.
When I say preference is okay, I mean you can prefer, you have to prefer. If
many persons are there, you have to love someone, you have to choose someone,
you have to be friendly with someone. Prefer someone, but don't get attached.
What is the difference? If you get attached, then it becomes an obsession. If
the person is not there, you are unhappy. If you miss the person, you are in
misery. And attachment is such a disease that if the person is not there you are
in misery, and if the person is there you are indifferent. Then it is okay; it
is taken for granted. If the person is there it is okay -- no more than that. If
the person is not there, then you are in misery. This is attachment.
Preference is just the reverse. If the person is not there, you are okay; if
the person is there, you feel happy, thankful. If the person is there, you don't
take it for granted. You are happy, you enjoy it, you celebrate it. But if the
person is not there, you are okay. You don't demand, you are not obsessed. You
can also be alone and happy. You would have preferred that the person was there,
but this is not an obsession.
Preference is good, attachment is disease. And a man who lives with preference
lives life in deep happiness. You cannot make him miserable. You can only make
him happy, more happy. But you cannot make him miserable. And a person who lives
with attachment -- you cannot make him happy, you can only make him more
miserable. And you know this You know this well. If your friend is there you
don't enjoy much; if the friend is not there you miss much.
Just a girl came a few days before to me. She had seen me two months before
also with her boyfriend. And they were constantly fighting with each other and
the fight has become just an illness, so I told them to be separate for a few
weeks. They said it was impossible to live together, so I sent them away
separately.
So the girl was here on Christmas Eve, and she said, "These two months, I have
missed my boyfriend so much! I am thinking of him constantly. Even in my dreams
he has started to appear. Never before it has happened. When we were together,
never I have seen him in my dreams. In my dreams I was making love to other men.
But now, constantly, my boyfriend is in my dreams. And now, allow us to live
together again."
So I told her, "It is okay with me; you can live together again. But just
remember this: that you were living together just two months before and you were
never happy."
Attachment is a disease. When you are together, you are not happy. If you have
riches, you are not happy. You will be miserable if you are poor. If you are
healthy, you never feel thankfulness. If you are healthy, you never feel
grateful to existence. But if you are ill you are condemning whole life and
existence. Everything is meaningless, and there is no God.
Even an ordinary headache is enough to cancel all gods. But when you are happy
and healthy, you never feel like going to a church or a temple just to thank, "I
am happy and I am healthy, and I have not earned these. These are simply gifts
from you."
Mulla Nasruddin once fell in a river, and he was just going to be drowned. He
was not a religious man, but suddenly, at the verge of death, he cried loudly,
"Allah, God, please save me, help me, and from today, now I will pray and I will
do whatsoever is written in the scriptures."
While he was saying this "God help me", he caught hold of a branch hanging over
on the river. And when he was grabbing and, coming toward safety, he felt
relaxed, and he said, "Now it is okay. Now you need not worry." He told again to
God, "Now you need not worry. Now I am safe." Suddenly the branch broke, and he
fell again. So he said, "Can't you take a simple joke?"
But this is how our minds are moving. Attachment will make you more and more
miserable; preference will make you more and more happy. Patanjali is against
attachment, not against preference. Everybody has to prefer. You may like one
food, you may not like another. But this is just a preference. If the food of
your liking is not available, then you will choose the second food and you will
be happy because you know the first is not available, and whatsoever is
available had to be enjoyed. You will not cry and weep. You will accept life as
it happens to you.
But a person who is constantly attached with everything never enjoys anything
and misses always. The whole life becomes a continuous misery. If you are not
attached, you are free; you have much energy; you are not dependent on anything.
You are independent, and this energy can be moved into inner effort. It can
become a practice. It can become abhyasa. What is abhyasa? Abhyasa is fighting
the old habitual pattern. Every religion has developed many practices, but the
base is this sutra of Patanjali.
For example, whenever you get angry, make it a constant practice that before
entering into the anger you will take five deep breaths. A simple practice,
apparently not related to anger at all. And somebody can even laugh, "How it is
going to help?" But it is going to help. Whenever you feel anger is coming,
before you express it take five deep exhalations, inhalations.
What it will do? It will do many things. Anger can be only if you are
unconscious, and this is a conscious effort. Just before anger you consciously
breathe in and out five times. This will make your mind alert, and with
alertness anger cannot enter. This will not only make your mind alert, it will
make your body also alert, because more oxygen in the body, the body is more
alert. In this alert moment, suddenly you will feel that the anger has
disappeared.
Secondly, your mind can be only one-pointed. Mind cannot think of two things
simultaneously; it is impossible for the mind. It can change from one to another
very swiftly, but it cannot have two points together in the mind simultaneously.
One thing at a time. Mind has a very narrow window; only one thing at a time. So
if anger is there, anger is there. If you breathe in and out five times suddenly
the mind is with breathing. It has diverted. Now it is moving in a different
direction. And even if you move again to anger, you cannot be the same again
because the moment has been lost.
Gurdjieff says that, "When my father was dying, he told me to remember only one
thing: 'Whenever you are angry wait for twenty-four hours, and then do
whatsoever you like. Even if you want to murder, go and murder, but wait for
twenty-four hours.'"
Twenty-four hours is too much, twenty-four seconds will do. Just the waiting
changes you. The energy that was flowing towards anger has taken a new route. It
is the same energy. It can become anger, it can become compassion. Just give it
a chance.
So old scriptures say, "If a good thought comes to your mind, don't postpone
it; do it immediately. And if a bad thought comes to your mind, postpone it;
never do it immediately." But we are very cunning or very clever, we think.
Whenever a good thought comes we postpone it.
Mark Twain has written in his memoirs that he was listening to a priest in a
church for ten minutes. The lecture was just wonderful, and he thought in his
mind that, "Today I am going to donate ten dollars. The priest is wonderful.
This church must be helped!" He decided for ten dollars he is going to donate
after the lecture. Ten minutes more and he started thinking that ten dollars
would be too much, five would do. Ten minutes more, and he thought, "This is not
even worth five, this man."
Now he is not listening. He is worried about those ten dollars. He has not told
anybody, but now is convincing himself that this is too much. "By the time", he
says, "the lecture finished, I decided not to give anything. And when the man
came before me to take the donations, the man who was moving, even I thought to
take a few dollars and escape from the church!"
Mind is continuously changing. It is never static; it is a flow. If something
bad is there, wait a little. You cannot fix the mind, mind is a flow. Just wait!
Just wait a little, and you will not be able to do bad. If some good is there
and you want to do it, do it immediately because mind is changing, and after a
few minutes you will not be able to do it. So if it is a loving and kind act,
don't postpone it. If it is something violent or destructive, postpone it a
little.
If anger comes, postpone it even for five breaths, and you will not be able to
do it. This will become a practice. Every time anger comes, first you breathe
five times in and out. Then you are free to do. Go on continuously. It becomes a
habit; you need not even think. The moment anger enters, immediately your
mechanism starts breathing fast, deep. Within years it will become absolutely
impossible for you to be angry. You will not be able to be angry.
Any practice, any conscious effort, can change your old patterns. And this is
not a work which can be done immediately; it will take time -- because you have
created your pattern of habits in many, many lives. Even in one life you can't
change it-it is too soon.
My sannyasins come to me and they say, "When it will happen?" and I say,
"Soon." And they say, "What do you mean by your 'soon', because for years you
have been telling us 'soon'."
Even in one life it happens -- it is soon. Whenever it happens, it has happened
before its time because you have created this pattern in so many lives. It has
to be destroyed, recreated. So any time, even lives, is not too late.
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Introduction : Osho is saying that all the techniques of Yoga have really one focus: how to use the mind. Rightly used it becomes no- mind and you are absolutely silent; wrongly, it becomes so divided you go insane. Through the sutras of Patanjali, Osho leads the reader step by step toward an understanding of the mind - that it is not something different from the body, and how to use it as an instrument.
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Introduction : Osho says, "Patanjali is our future, 5000 tears old." And when he comments on Patanjali's sutras - about the two kinds of samadhi, succeeding through total effort and surrender, meditating on the AUM mantra, disease and anguish, breath and inner light, we see the true significance of Patanjali to the here and now.
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Introduction : Osho brings a juiciness to the aridity of Patanjali's language, turning it into a fascinating garden of exploration. Patanjali says, "When the activity of the mind is under control..." Osho says, "The mind is a process...doesn't exist, only thoughts, thoughts moving so fast that you think and feel that something exists there in continuity. One thought comes, another thought comes another, and they go on and on. The gap between them is so small that you cannot see the gap between one thought and another. So two thoughts become joined, they become a continuity. Because of that continuity you think there is a mind." Osho brings a simple but intriguing view to these sutras about knowledge and reasoning, samadhi, samadhi with and without contemplation, subtle objects of meditation and subtle energies. He has the knack of removing the dust and tarnish of the passage of time to make these sutras irresistible and vital reading.
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Introduction : Osho dissects the cause of misery -- our clinging to life and fear of death, egoism, attraction and repulsion...our lack of awareness. At the outset he puts the situation straight, that the austerity Patanjali is talking about has nothing to do with torturing the body: "Life is more if you are sensitive; life is less if you are less sensitive." Osho as always has the vision and understanding to bring everything, even the seemingly most complex to its simplest: "To me life in its totality is good. And when you understand life in its totality, only then can you celebrate... Celebration is my attitude, unconditional to what life brings."
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Introduction : Osho presents the eight steps of Yoga: self-restraint, fixed observation, posture, breath regulation, abstraction, concentration, contemplation and trance. With complete understanding and compassion he speaks on what meditative techniques are best for different types of people. There is no right or wrong only the individual and his choice for that works best.
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Introduction : Osho discusses modern scientific research on four states of consciousness : alpha, beta, theta and delta; and continues to expand on the significance of the eight steps of Yoga. Patanjali's whole art is of how to attain to the state where you can die willingly, with no resistance. These precious sutras are a preparation, a preparation to die and a preparation to a greater life, and you can use this book and Patanjali's methodology to touch these very depths.
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Introduction : Osho shows how three methods -- concentration, uninterrupted flow of consciousness and oneness -- bring about an inner balance when subject and object disappear. He defines Yoga as an attitude toward life not concerned with metaphysics but with questions close to the seeker's heart.
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Introduction : Osho introduces Patanjali's sutras as scientific methods to commit suicide—that is, real suicide, the death of the ego as a pretender. He describes subtle obstacles that can arise when going within and encourages the reader to understand that these are only tricks, sabotage—that the only way to reach the goal is to search deeply within.
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Introduction : Osho speaks of Patanjali's system of preparation for enlightenment as empirical, a tool to work with. He talks on mastery over the five bodies of the human personality—the food body, energy body, mental body, intuitive body and the bliss body; cognition; non-attachment; and liberation.
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Introduction : Osho talks at length on the mind and how it functions. He speaks of desirelessness, enlightenment and pure consciousness. But what is the art of liberation? "Nothing but the art of de-hypnosis," says Osho, " -- how to drop this state of mind; how to become unconditioned; how to look at reality without any idea creating a barrier between you and the real; how to simply see without any desires in the eyes; how simply to be without any motivation. That's all yoga is about. Then suddenly that which is inside you, and has always been inside you from the very beginning, is revealed."
THEIR CESSATION IS
BROUGHT ABOUT BY PERSISTENT INNER PRACTICE AND NON-ATTACHMENT. OF THESE TWO,
abhyasa THE INNER PRACTICE IS THE EFFORT FOR BEING FIRMLY ESTABLISHED IN
ONESELF.
The essence of abhyasa is to be centered in oneself. Whatsoever happens, you
should not move immediately. First you should be centered in yourself, and from
that centering you should look around and then decide.
Someone insults you and you are pulled by his insult. You have moved without
consulting your center. Without even for a single moment going back to the
center and then moving, you have moved
Abhyasa means inner practice. Conscious effort means, "Before I move out, I
must move within. First movement must be toward my center; first I must be in
contact with my center. There, centered, I will look at the situation and then
decide." And this is such a tremendous, such a transforming phenomenon. Once you
are centered within, the whole thing appears different; the perspective has
changed. It may not look like an insult. The man may just look stupid. Or, if
you are really centered, you will come to know that he is right, "This is not an
insult. He has not said anything wrong about it."
I have heard that once it happened -- I don't know whether it is true or not,
but I have heard this anecdote -- that one newspaper was continuously writing
against Richard Nixon, continuously! -- defaming him, condemning him. So Richard
Nixon went to the editor and said, "What are you doing? You are telling lies
about me and you know it well!" The editor said, "Yes, we know that we are
telling lies about you, but if we start telling truths about you, you will be in
more trouble!"
So if someone is saying something about you he may be lying, but just look
again. If he is really true, it may be worse. Or, whatsoever he is saying may
apply to you. But when you are centered, you can look about yourself also
dispassionately.
Patanjali says that of these two, abhyasa the inner practice-is the effort for
being firmly established in oneself. Before moving into act, any sort of act,
move within yourself. First be established there-even if for only a single
moment -- and your action will be totally different. It cannot be the same
unconscious pattern of old. It will be something new, it will be an alive
response. Just try it. Whenever you feel that you are going to act or to do
something, move first within, because whatsoever you have been doing up until
now has become robot-like, mechanical. You go on doing it continuously in a
repetitive circle.
Just note down a diary for thirty days -- from the morning to the evening,
thirty days, and you will be able to see the pattern. You are moving like a
machine; you are not a man. Your responses are dead. Whatsoever you do is
predictable. And if you study your diary penetratingly, you may be able to
decipher the pattern -- that Monday, every Monday, you are angry; every Sunday
you feel sexual; every Saturday you are fighting. Or in the morning you are
good, in the afternoon you feel bitter, by the evening you are against the whole
world. You may see the pattern. And once you see the pattern then you can just
observe that you are working like a robot. And to be a robot is what is the
misery. You have to be conscious, not a mechanical thing.
Gurdjieff used to say that, "Man is machine, as he is. You become man only when
you become conscious. And this constant effort to be established in oneself will
make you conscious, will make you non-mechanical, will make you unpredictable,
will make you free. Then someone can insult you and you can still laugh; you
have never laughed before. Someone can insult you and you can feel love for the
man; you have not felt that before. Someone can insult you and you can be
thankful towards him. Something new is being born. Now you are creating a
conscious being within yourself.
But the first thing to do before moving into act, because act means moving
outward, moving without, moving toward others, going away from the self. Every
act is a going away from the self. Before you go away, have a look, have a
contact, have a dip in your inner being. First be established.
Before every moment, let there be a moment of meditation: this is what abhyasa
is. Whatsoever you do, before doing it close your eyes, remain silent, move
within. Just become dispassionate, non-attached, so you can look on as an
observer, unprejudiced -- as if you are not involved, you are just a witness.
And then move!
One day, just in the morning, Mulla Nasruddin's wife said to Mulla that, "In
the night, while you were asleep, you were insulting me. You were saying things
against me, swearing against me. What do you mean? You will have to explain."
Mulla Nasruddin said, "But who says that I was asleep? I was not asleep. Just
the things I want to say, I cannot say in the day. I cannot gather so much
courage."
In your dreams, in your waking, you are constantly doing things, and those
things are not consciously done -- as if you are being forced to do them. Even
in your dreams, you are not free. This constant mechanical behavior is the
bondage. So how to be established in oneself? Through abhyasa.
Sufis use continuously. Whatsoever they say, do; they sit, stand, whatsoever...
Before a Sufi disciple stands, he will take Allah's name. First he will take
God's name. He will sit, he will take God's name. An action is to be done --
even sitting is an action -- he will say, "Allah!" So, sitting, he will say,
"Allah!" Standing he will say, "Allah!" If it is not possible to say loudly, he
will say inside. Every action is done through the remembrance. And by and by,
this remembrance becomes a constant barrier between him and the action -- a
division, a gap.
And the more this gap grows, the more he can look at his own action as if he is
not the doer. Continuous repetition of Allah, by and by, he starts seeing that
only Allah is the doer. "I am not the doer. I am just a vehicle or an
instrument." And the moment this gap grows, all that is evil falls. You cannot
do evil. You can do evil only when there is no gap between the actor and the
action. Then good flows automatically.
Greater the gap between the actor and the action, more the good. Life becomes a
sacred thing. Your body becomes a temple. Anything that makes you alert,
established within yourself, is abhyasa.
OF THESE TWO, ABHYASA -- THE INNER PRACTICE -- IS THE EFFORT FOR BEING FIRMLY
ESTABLISHED IN ONESELF. IT BECOMES FIRMLY GROUNDED ON BEING CONTINUED FOR A LONG
TIME WITHOUT INTERRUPTION AND WITH REVERENT DEVOTION.
Two things. "Continuous practice for a long time." How much long? It will
depend. It will depend on you, on each person, how long. The length will depend
on the intensity. If the intensity is total, then very soon it can happen, even
immediately. If the intensity is not so deep, then it will take a longer period.
I have heard one Sufi mystic, Junaid, was walking, just taking a walk outside
his village in the morning. One man came running and asked Junaid that, "The
capital of this kingdom... I want to reach the capital, how much long I will
still have to travel? How much time it will take?"
Junaid looked at the man and, without answering him, again started walking. And
the man was also going in the same direction, so the man followed. The man
thought, "This old man seems to be deaf," so a second time asked more loudly
that, "I want to know how much time it will take for me to reach the capital!"
But Junaid still continued walking. After walking two miles with that man,
Junaid said, "You will have to walk at least ten hours." The man said, "But you
could have said that before!" Junaid said, "How can I say it? I first must know
your speed. It depends on your speed. So for these two miles I was watching,
what is your speed. Only then I can answer." It depends on your intensity, your
speed.
The first thing is continued practice for a long time without interruption.
This has to be remembered. If you interrupt, if you do for some days and then
leave for some days, the whole effort is lost. And when you start again, it is
again a beginning.
If you are meditating and then you say for a few days there is no problem, you
feel lazy, you feel like sleeping in the morning, and you say, "I can postpone,
I can do it tomorrow," -- even one day missed, you have undone the work of many
days, because you are not doing meditation today, but you will be doing many
other things. Those many other things belong to your old pattern, so a layer is
created. Your yesterday and your tomorrow is cut off. Today has become a layer,
a different layer. The continuity is lost, and when tomorrow you start again it
is again a beginning. I see many persons starting, stopping, again starting. The
work that can be done within months they take years.
So this is to be remembered: without interruption. Whatsoever practice you
choose, then choose it for your whole life, and just go on hammering on it,
don't listen to the mind. Mind will try to persuade you, and mind is a great
seducer. It can give all kinds of reasons that today it is a must not to do
because you are feeling ill, there is headache, you couldn't sleep in the night,
you have been so much tired so you can just rest today. But these are tricks of
the mind.
Mind wants to follow its old pattern. Why the mind wants to follow its old
pattern? Because there is least resistance; it is easier. And everybody wants to
follow the easier path, the easier course. It is easy for the mind just to
follow the old. The new is difficult.
So mind resists everything that is new. If you are in practice, in abhyasa,
don't listen to the mind, you go on doing. By and by this new practice will go
deep in the mind, and mind will stop resisting it because then it will become
easier. Then for mind it will be an easy flow. Unless it becomes an easy flow,
don't interrupt. You can undo a long effort by a little laziness. So it must be
uninterrupted.
And, second, with reverent devotion. You can do a practice mechanically, with
no love, no devotion, no feeling of holiness about it. Then it will take very
long, because through love things penetrate easily in you. Through devotion you
are open, more open. Seeds fall deeper.
With no devotion you can do the same thing. Look at a temple, you can have a
hired priest. He will do prayers continuously for years, with no result, with no
fulfillment through it. He is doing as it is prescribed, but it is a work with
no devotion. He may show devotion, but he is just a servant. He is interested in
his salary -- not in the prayer, not in the puja, not in the ritual. It is to be
done -- it is a duty; it is not a love. So he will do it, years. Even for his
whole life he will be just a hired priest, a salaried man. In the end, he will
die as if he has never prayed. He may die in the temple praying-but he will die
as if he has never prayed, because there was no devotion.
So don't do abhyasa, a practice, without devotion, because then you are
unnecessarily wasting energy. Much can come out of it if devotion is there. What
is the difference? The difference is in duty and love. Duty is something you
have to do; you don't enjoy doing it. You have to carry it on somehow; you have
to finish it soon. It is just an outward work. If this is the attitude, then how
it can penetrate in you?
A love is not a duty, you enjoy. There is no limit to its enjoyment; there is
no hurry to finish it. The longer it is, the better. It is never enough. Always
you feel something more, something more. It is always unfinished. If this is the
attitude, then things go deep in you. The seeds reach to the deeper soil.
Devotion means you are in love with a particular abhyasa, a particular practice.
I observe many people; I work with many people. This division is very clear.
Those who practice meditation as if they are doing just a technique, they go on
doing it for years, but no change happens. It may help a little, bodily. They
may be more healthy; their physiques will get some benefits out of it. But it is
just an exercise. And then they come to me and they say "Nothing is happening."
Nothing will happen, because the way they are doing, it is something outside,
just like a work -- as they go to the office at eleven and leave the office at
five. With no involvement, they can go to the meditation hall. They can meditate
for one hour and come back, with no involvement. It is not in their heart.
The other category of people is those who do it with love. It is not a question
of doing something. It is not quantitative, it is qualitative -- how much you
are involved, how much deeply you love it, how much you enjoy it -not the goal,
not the end, not the result, but the very practice.
Sufis say repetition of the name of God -- repetition of the name of Allah --
is in itself the bliss. They go on repeating and they enjoy. This becomes their
whole life just the repetition of the name.
Nanak says, nam smaran -- remembering the name is enough. You are eating, you
are going to sleep, you are taking your bath, and continuously your heart is
filled with the remembrance. Just go on repeating "Ram" or "Allah" or
whatsoever, but not as a word, as a devotion, as a love.
Your whole being feels filled, vibrates with it, it becomes your deeper breath.
You cannot live without it. And by and by it creates an inner harmony, a music.
Your whole being starts falling into harmony. An ecstasy is born, a humming
sensation, a sweetness surrounds you. By and by this sweetness becomes your
nature. Then whatsoever you say, it becomes the name of Allah; whatsoever you
say, it becomes the remembrance of the divine.
Any practice WITHOUT INTERRUPTION AND WITH REVERENT DEVOTION... for the western
mind it is very difficult. They can understand practice; they cannot understand
REVERENT DEVOTION. They have completely forgotten that language, and without
that language practice is just Western seekers come to me and they say,
"Whatsoever you say we will do," and they follow it exactly as it is said. But
they work on it just as if they were working on any other know-how, a technique.
They are not in love with it; they have not become mad; they are not lost in it.
They remain manipulating.
They are the master, and they go on manipulating the technique just as any
mechanical device they will manipulate. Just as you can push the button and the
fan starts -- there is no need of any reverent devotion for the button or for
the fan. And everything in life you do like that, but abhyasa cannot be done
that way. You have to be so deeply related with your abhyasa, your practice,
that you become secondary and the practice becomes primary, that you become the
shadow and the practice becomes the soul -- as if it is not you who is doing the
practice. But the practice is going on by itself, and you are just a part of it,
vibrating with it. Then it may be that no time will be needed.
With deep devotion, results can follow immediately. In a single moment of
devotion, you can undo many lives of the past. In a deep moment of devotion, you
can become completely free from the past.
But it is difficult how to explain it, that reverent devotion. There is
friendship, there is love, and there is a different quality of friendship plus
love which is called reverend devotion. Friendship and love exist between
equals. Love between opposite sex, freindship with the same sex, but on the same
level -- you are equals.
Compassion is just the opposite of reverent devotion. Compassion exists from a
higher source towards a lower source. Compassion is like a river flowing from
the Himalayas to the ocean. A Buddha is compassion. Whosoever comes to him, his
compassion is flowing downwards. Reverence is just the opposite, as if the
Ganges is flowing from the ocean towards the Himalays, from the lower to the
higher.
Love is between the equals, compassion from the higher to the lower; devotion
is from the lower to the higher. Compassion and devotion both have disappeared;
only friendship has remained. And without compassion and devotion friendship is
just hanging in between, dead, because two poles are missing. And it can exist,
living, only between those two poles.
If you are in devotion, then sooner or later compassion will start flowing
towards you. If you are in de3votion,, then some higher peak will start flwoing
towards you. But if you are not in devotion, compassion cannot flow towards you,
you are not open to it.
All abhyasa, all practice, is to become the lowest so the highest can flow in
you -- to become the lowest. As Jesus says, "Only those who stand last will
become the first in my kingdom of God."
Become the lowest,, the last. Suddenly, when you are the lowest, you are
capagble of receiving the highest. And to the lowest depth only is the highest
attracted, pulled. It becomes the magnet. "With devotion" means you are the
lowest. That is why Buddhists choose to be beggars,, Sufis have chosen to be
beggars -- just the lowest, the beggars. And we have seen that in these beggars
the highest has happened.
But this is their choice. They have put themselves in the last. They are the
last ones -- not in competition with anybody, just valley-like, low, lowest.
That's why, in the old Sufi sayings it is said, "Become a slave of God" -- just
a slave, repeating his name, constantly thanking him,, constantly feeling
gratitude, constantly filled with so many blessings that he has poured upon you.
And with this reverence, devotion, uninterrupted abhyasa, practice. Patanjali
says these two, vairagya and abhyasa, they help the mind to cease. And when mind
ceases you are, for the first time, really taht which you are meant to be, that
which is your destiny.
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The first question:
Question 1
PATANJALI HAS STRESSED THE IMPORTANCE OF NON-ATTACHMENT, THAT IS, CESSATION OF
DESIRES, FOR BEING ROOTED IN ONESELF. BUT IS NON-ATTACHMENT REALLY AT THE
BEGINNING OF THE JOURNEY, OR AT THE VERY END?
The beginning and the end are not two things. The beginning is the end, so
don't divide them and don't think in terms of duality. If you want to be silent
in the end, you will have to be in silence from the very beginning. In the
beginning the silence will be like a seed; in the end it will become a tree. But
the tree is hidden in the seed, so the beginning is just the seed.
Whatsoever the ultimate goal, it must be hidden here and now, just in you, in
the very beginning. If it is not there in the beginning, you cannot achieve it
in the end. Of course, there will be a difference -- in the beginning it can
only be a seed; in the end it will be the total flowering. You may not be able
to recognize it when it is a seed, but it is there whether you recognize it or
not. So when Patanjali says non-attachment is needed in the very beginning of
the journey, he is not saying that it will not be needed in the end.
Non-attachment in the beginning will be with effort; non-attachment in the end
will be spontaneous. In the beginning you will have to be conscious about it; in
the end there will be no need to be conscious about it. It will be just your
natural flow.
In the beginning you have to practice it. Constant alertness will be needed. A
struggle will be there with your past, with your patterns of attachment; fight
will be there. In the end there will be no fight, no alternative no choice. You
will simply flow in the direction of desirelessness. That would have become your
nature.
But, remember, whatsoever is the goal, it has to be practiced from the very
beginning. The first step is also the last. So one has to be very careful about
the first step. If the first is in the right direction, only then the last will
be achieved. If you miss the first step, you have missed all.
This will come again and again to your mind, so understand it deeply because
many things Patanjali will say which look like ends. Non-violence is the end --
when a person becomes so compassionate, so deeply love-filled, that there is no
violence, no possibility of violence. Love or non-violence is the end. Patanjali
will say to practice it from the very beginning.
The goal has to be in your view from the very beginning. The first step of the
journey must be absolutely devoted to the goal, directed to the goal, moving
towards the goal. It cannot be the absolute thing in the beginning, neither
Patanjali expects it. You cannot be totally non-attached, but you can try. The
very effort will help you.
You will fall many times; you will again and again get attached. And your mind
is such that you may even get attached with non-attachment. Your pattern is so
unconscious, but effort, conscious effort, by and by will make you alert and
aware. And once you start feeling the misery of attachment then there will be
less need for the effort, because no one wants to be miserable, no one wants to
be unhappy.
We are unhappy because we don't know what we are doing, but the longing in
every human being is for happiness. No one longs for misery; everybody creates
misery because we don't know what we are doing. Or we may be moving in desires
towards happiness, but the pattern of our mind is such that we actually move
towards misery.
From the very beginning, a child is born, is brought up, wrong mechanisms are
fed in his mind, wrong attitudes are fed. No one is trying to make him wrong,
but wrong people are all around. They cannot be anything else; they are
helpless.
A child is born without any pattern. Only a deep longing for happiness is
present, but he doesn't know how to achieve it; the how is unknown. He knows
this much is certain, that happiness is to be attained. He will struggle his
whole life, but the means, the methods how it is to be achieved, where it is to
be achieved, where he should go to find it, he doesn't know. The society teaches
him how to achieve happiness, and the society is wrong.
A child wants happiness, but we don't know how to teach him to be happy. And
whatsoever we teach him, it becomes the path towards misery. For example, we
teach him to be good. We teach him not to do certain things and to do certain
things without ever thinking that it is natural or unnatural. We say, "Do this;
don't do that." Our "good" may be unnatural -- and if whatsoever we teach as
good is unnatural, then we are creating a pattern of misery.
For example, a child is angry, and we tell him, "Anger is bad. Don't be angry."
But anger is natural, and just by saying, "Don't be angry," we are not
destroying anger, we are just teaching the child to suppress it. Suppression
will become misery because whatsoever is suppressed becomes poisonous. It moves
into the very chemicals of the body; it is toxic. And continuously teaching,
that "Don't be angry," we are teaching him to poison his own system.
One thing we are not teaching him: how not to be angry. We are simply teaching
him how to suppress the anger. And we can force him because he is dependent on
us. He is helpless; he has to follow us. If we say, "Don't be angry," then he
will smile. That smile will be false. Inside he is bubbling, inside he is in
turmoil, inside there is fire, and he is smiling outside.
A small child -- we are making a hypocrite out of him. He is becoming false and
divided. He knows that his smile is false, his anger is real, but the real has
to be suppressed and the unreal has to be forced. He will be split. And by and
by, the split will become so deep, the gap will become so deep, that whenever he
smiles he will smile a false smile.
And if he cannot be really angry, then he cannot be really anything because
reality is condemned. He cannot express his love, he cannot express his ecstasy
-- he has become afraid of the real. If you condemn one part of the real, the
whole reality is condemned, because reality cannot be divided and a child cannot
divide.
One thing is certain: the child has come to understand that he is not accepted.
As he is, he is not acceptable. The real is somehow bad, so he has to be false.
He has to use faces, masks. Once he has learned this, the whole life will move
in a false dimension. And the false can only lead to misery, the false cannot
lead to happiness. Only the true, authentically real, can lead you towards
ecstasy, towards peak experiences of life -- love, joy, meditation, whatsoever
you name.
Everybody is brought up in this pattern, so you long for happiness, but
whatsoever you do creates misery. The first thing towards happiness is to accept
oneself, and the society never teaches you to accept yourself. It teaches you to
condemn yourself, to be guilty about yourself, to cut many parts. It cripples
you, and a crippled man cannot reach to the goal. And we are all crippled.
Attachment is misery, but from the very beginning the child is taught for
attachment. The mother will say to the child, "Love me; I am your mother." The
father will say, "Love me; I am your father" -- as if someone is a father or a
mother so he becomes automatically lovable.
Just being a mother doesn't mean much or just being a father doesn't mean much.
To be a father is to pass through a great discipline. One has to be lovable. To
be a mother is not just to reproduce. To be a mother means a great training, a
great inner discipline. One has to be lovable.
If the mother is lovable, then the child will love without any attachment. And
wherever he will find that someone is lovable, he will love. But mothers are not
lovable, fathers are not lovable; they have never thought in those terms -- that
love is a quality. You have to create it; you have to become.
You have to grow. Only then can you create love in others. It cannot be
demanded. If you demand it, it can become an attachment, but not love. So the
child will love the mother because she is his mother. The mother or the father,
they become the goals. These are relationships, not love. Then he becomes
attached to the family, and family is a destructive force because the family of
the neighbor is separate. It is not lovable because you don't belong to it. Then
your community, your nation... but the neighboring nation is the enemy.
You cannot love the whole humanity. Your family is the root cause. And the
family has not been bringing you to be a lovable person, and a loving person. It
is forcing some relationships. Attachment is a relationship, and love -- love is
a state of mind. Your father will not say to you, "Be loving," because if you
are loving you can be loving to anybody. Even sometimes the neighbor may be mc
re lovable than your father, but the father cannot accept this -- that anybody
can be more lovable than him, because he is your father. So relationship has to
be taught, not love.
This is my country; that's why I have to love this country. If simply this is
taught: that love -- then I can love any country. But the politician will be
against it, because if I love any country, if I love this earth, then I cannot
be dragged into war. So the politicians will teach, "Love this country. This is
your country. You are born here. You belong to this country; your life, your
death, belongs to this country." So he sacrifices you for it.
The whole society is teaching you relationships, attachments, not love. Love is
dangerous because it knows no boundaries. It can move; it is freedom. So your
wife will teach you, "Love me because I am your wife." The husband is teaching
the wife, "Love me because I am your husband." Nobody is teaching love.
If simply love is taught, then the wife can say, "But the other person is more
lovable." If the world was really free to love, then just being a husband cannot
carry any meaning, just by being a wife, doesn't mean anything. Then love will
freely flow. But that is dangerous; the society cannot allow it, the family
cannot allow it, religions cannot allow it. So in the name of love they teach
attachment, and then everybody is in misery.
When Patanjali says "non-attachment", he is not anti-love. Really, he is for
love. Non-attachment means be natural, loving, flowing, but don't get obsessed
and addicted. Addiction is the problem. Then it is like a disease. You cannot
love anybody except your child -- this is addiction. Then you will be in misery.
Your child can die; then there is no possibility for your love to flow. Even if
your child is not going to die, he will grow. And the more he grows, the more he
will become independent. And then there will be pain. Every mother suffers,
every father suffers.
And the child will become adult, he will fall in love with some woman. And then
the mother suffers: a competitor has entered. But this is because of attachment.
If a mother really loved the child, she will help him to be independent. She
will help him to move in the world and to make as many love contacts as
possible, because she would know that the more you love, the more you are
fulfilled. And when her child falls in love with a woman, she will be happy; she
will dance with joy.
Love never gives you misery because if you love someone you love his happiness.
If you are attached to someone, you don't love his happiness, you love only your
selfishness; you are concerned only with your own egocentric demands.
Freud discovered many things. One of them is mother or father fixation. He says
the most dangerous mother is that which forces the child to love her so much
that he becomes fixed, and he will not be able to love anybody else. So there
are millions of people suffering because of such fixations.
As far as I have been trying to study many people... Almost all the husbands,
at least ninety-nine percent, are trying to find their mothers in their wives.
Of course, you cannot find your mother in your wife; your wife is not your
mother. But a deep fixation with the mother, and then they are dissatisfied with
the wife because she is not mothering them. And every wife is searching for the
father in the husband. No husband is your father. And if she is not satisfied
with the fathering, then she is dissatisfied.
These are fixations. In Patanjali's language, he calls them attachments. Freud
calls them fixations. The words differ, but the meaning is the same. Don't get
fixed; be flowing. Non-attachment means you are not fixed. Don't be like ice
cubes, be like water -- flowing. Don't be frozen.
Every attachment becomes a frozen thing, dead. It is not vibrating with life;
it is not a constantly moving response. It is not moment to moment alive, it is
fixed. You love a person -- if it is love, then you cannot predict what is going
to happen next moment. It is impossible to predict; moods change like weather.
You cannot say the next moment also your lover will be loving to you. Next
moment he may not feel like loving. You cannot expect.
If he next moment also loves you, it is good, you are thankful. If he is not
loving in the next moment, nothing can be done; you are helpless. You have to
accept the fact that he is not in the mood. Nothing to cry about, simply there
is no mood! You accept the situation. You don't force the lover to pretend,
because pretension is dangerous.
If I feel loving towards you, I say, "I love you," but the next moment I can
say, "No, I don't feel any love in this moment." So there are only two
possibilities -- either you accept my non-loving mood, or you force that
"Whether you love me or not, at least show that you love me." If you force me,
then I become false and the relationship becomes a pretension, a hypocrisy. Then
we are not true to each other. And two persons who are not true to each other
how can they be in love? Their relationship will have become a fixation.
Wife and husband, they are fixed, dead. Everything is certain. They are
behaving towards each other as if they are things. You come to your home, your
furniture will be the same because furniture is dead. Your house will be the
same because house is dead. But you cannot expect your wife to be the same, she
is alive, a person. And if you expect her to be the same as she was when you
left the house, then you are forcing her to be just a furniture, just a thing.
Attachment forces the persons related to be things and love helps the persons to
be more free, to be more independent, to be more true. But truth can only be in
constant flow, it can never be frozen.
When Patanjali says "non-attachment, he is not saying to kill your love.
Rather, on the contrary, he is saying that "Kill all that poisons your love,
kill all the obstacles, destroy all the obstacles that kill your love." Only a
yogi can be loving. The worldly person cannot be loving, he can be attached.
Remember this: attachment means fixation -- and you cannot accept anything new
in it, only the past. You don't allow the present, you don't allow the future to
change anything. And life is change. Only death is unchanging.
If you are unattached, then moment to moment you move without any fixation.
Every moment life will bring new happinesses, new miseries. There will be dark
nights and there will be sunny days, but you are open; you don't have a fixed
mind. When you don't have a fixed mind even a miserable situation cannot give
you misery, because you don't have anything to compare it. You were not
expecting something against it, so you cannot be frustrated.
You get frustrated because of your demands. You were thinking that when you
will come back home, your wife will be just standing outside to welcome you. And
if she is not standing there outside to welcome you, you cannot accept it. And
this gives you frustration and misery. You demand, and through demand you create
misery. And demand is possible only if you are attached. You cannot demand with
persons who are strangers to you. Only with attachment demand comes in. That is
why all attachments become hellish.
Patanjali says be non-attached. That means be flowing, accepting, whatsoever
life brings. Don't demand and don't force. Life is not going to follow you. You
cannot force life to be according to you. It is better to flow with the river
rather than pushing it. Just flow with it! Much happiness becomes possible.
There is already much happiness all around you, but you cannot see it because of
your wrong fixations.
But this non-attachment in the beginning will only be a seed. In the end,
non-attachment becomes desirelessness. In the beginning non-attachment means
non-fixation; in the end non-attachment will mean desirelessness, no desire. In
the beginning no demand; in the end no desire.
But if you want to reach to this end of no-desire, start from no-demand. Even
for twenty-four hours try Patanjali's formula. Just for twenty-four hours,
flowing with life not demanding anything. Whatsoever life gives, feeling
grateful, thankful. Just moving for twenty-four hours in a prayerful state of
mind -- not asking, not demanding, not expecting -- and you will have a new
opening. Those twenty-four hours will become a new window. And you will feel how
ecstatic you can become.
But you will have to be alert in the beginning. It cannot be expected that
non-attachment, for the seeker can be a spontaneous act.
The second question:
Question 2
HOW IS IT THAT AN ENLIGHTENED ONE GIVES OF HIMSELF TO ONE ONLY, AS LORD BUDDHA
DID IN THE CASE OF MAHAKASHYAP? REALLY, THIS BUDDHIST TRADITION OF ONE DISCIPLE
RECEIVING THE LIGHT CONTINUED FOR EIGHT GENERATIONS. WAS IT NOT POSSIBLE FOR A
GROUP TO BE ITS RECIPIENT?
No, it is never possible because the group has got no soul, the group has got
no self. Only the individual can be the recipient, the receiver, because only
the individual has the heart. Group is not a person.
You are here, I am talking, but I am not talking to the group because with the
group there can be no communication. I am talking to each individual here. You
have gathered in a group, but you are not hearing me as a group; you are hearing
me as individuals. Really, the group doesn't exist. Only individuals exist.
"Group" is just a word. It has no reality, no substance. It is just the name of
a collectivity.
You cannot love a group, you cannot love a nation, you cannot love humanity.
But there are persons who claim that they love humanity. They deceive themselves
because there is no one like humanity anywhere, only human beings are there. Go
and search; you will never find humanity somewhere.
Really, these are the persons who claim that they love humanity; these are the
persons who cannot love persons. They are incapable of being in love with
persons. Then big names -- humanity, nation, universe. They may even love God,
but they cannot love a person, because to love a person is arduous, difficult.
It is a struggle. You have to change yourself. To love humanity, there is no
problem -- there is no humanity; you are alone. Truth, beauty, love or anything
that is significant always belongs to the individual. Only individuals can be
recipients.
Ten thousand monks were there when Buddha poured his being into Mahakashyap,
but the group was incapable. No group can be capable, because consciousness is
individual, awareness is individual. Mahakashyap rose to the peak where he could
receive Buddha. Other individuals can also become that peak, but no group.
Religion basically remains individualistic, and it cannot be otherwise. That is
one of the basic fights between communism and religion. Communism thinks in
terms of groups, societies, collectivities, and religion thinks in terms of the
individual person, self. Communism thinks that the society can be changed as a
whole, and religion thinks only individuals can be changed. Society cannot be
changed as a whole because society has no soul, it cannot be transformed. In
fact, there is no society, only individuals.
Communism says there are no individuals, only society. Communism and religion,
they are absolutely antagonistic, and this is the antagonism -- if communism
becomes prevalent, then individual freedom disappears. Then only the society
exists. Individual is not allowed really to be there. He can exist only as a
part, as a cog in the wheel. He cannot be allowed to be a self.
I have heard one anecdote. One man reported into a Moscow police station that
his parrot is missing. So he was directed to the clerk concerned. The clerk
wrote, and the clerk asked, "Does the parrot speak also? He talks?" The man
became afraid, a little troubled, uncomfortable. The man said, "Yes, he talks.
But whatsoever political opinion he expresses, those political opinions are
strictly his own!" A parrot! This individual was afraid because parrot means
those political opinions must belong to his master. A parrot simply imitates.
No individuality is allowed. You cannot have your opinions. Opinions are the
concern of the state, the group mind. And group mind is the lowest thing
possible. Individuals can reach to the peaks; no group has ever become
Buddha-like or Jesus-like. Only individual peaks.
Buddha is giving his whole life's experience to Mahakashyap because there is no
other way. It cannot be given to any group. It cannot be; it is just impossible.
Communication, communion can only be between two individuals. It is a personal,
deeply personal faith. Group is impersonal. And remember that group can do many
things -- madness is possible with the group, but Buddhahood is not possible. A
group can be mad, but a group cannot be enlightened.
Lower the phenomenon, the group can participate in it more. So all great sins
are committed by the group not by individuals. An individual can murder few
people, but an individual cannot become "Fascism", he cannot murder millions.
Fascism can murder millions, and with good conscience!
After the Second World War all the war criminals confessed that they are not
responsible: they were just ordered from above, and they followed the orders.
They were just part of the group. Even Hitler and Mussolini were very much
sensitive in their private lives. Hitler used to listen to music; loved music.
Even sometimes he used to paint; loved painting. Seems impossible, Hitler loving
painting and music, so sensitive, and killing millions of Jews without any
inconvenience, without any discomfort in his conscience, not even a prick. He
was "not responsible". Then he was just the leader of a group.
When you are moving in a crowd, you can commit anything because you feel "The
crowd is doing it. I am just part of it." Alone, you would think thrice whether
to do it or not. In the crowd responsibility is lost, your individual thinking
is lost, your discrimination is lost, your awareness is lost. You have become
just a part of a crowd. Crowds can go mad. Every country knows, every period
knows crowds can go mad, and then they can do anything. But it has never been
heard that crowds can become enlightened.
The higher states of consciousness can be achieved only by individuals. More
responsibility has to be felt -- more individual responsibility, more
conscience. The more you feel you are responsible, the more you feel you have to
be aware, the more you become individual.
Buddha communicates with Mahakashyap his silent experience, his silent sambodhi,
his silent enlightenment, because Mahakashyap also has become a peak, a height,
and two heights can meet now. And this will always be so. So if you want to
reach higher peaks, don't think in terms of groups, think in terms of your own
individuality. A group can be helpful in the beginning, but the more you grow,
less and less group can be helpful.
A point comes when group cannot be of any help, you are left alone. And when
you are totally alone and you start growing in your loneliness, for the first
time you are crystallized. You become a soul, a self.
The third question:
Question 3
PRACTICE IS A SORT OF CONDITIONING AT PHYSICAL AND MENTAL LEVELS, AND IT IS
THROUGH CONDITIONING THAT SOCIETY MAKES MAN ITS SLAVE. IN THAT CASE HOW CAN
PATANJALI'S PRACTICE BE AN INSTRUMENT OF LIBERATION?
Society conditions you to make a slave out of you, an obedient member, so the
question seems valid-how a continuous reconditioning of the mind can make you
liberated? The question seems valid only because you are confusing two types of
conditioning.
You have come to me, you have traveled a path. When you will be going back, you
will travel the same path again. The mind can ask, "The path which brought you
here, how it can take you back, the same path?" The path will be the same, your
direction will be different -- quite the opposite. While you were coming towards
me you were facing towards me, when going back you will be facing the opposite
direction -- the path will be the same.
The society conditions you to make an obedient member, to make you a slave.
Just a path. The same path has to be traveled to make you free, only the
direction will be the opposite. The same method has to be used to "uncondition"
you.
I remember one parable. Once Buddha came to his monks; he was going to deliver
a sermon. He sat under his tree. He was having a handkerchief in his hand. He
looked at the handkerchief. The whole congregation also looked what he was
doing. Then he binds five knots in the handkerchief and then he asks, "What
should I do now to unknot this handkerchief? What should I do now?" And he asked
two questions. One: "Is the handkerchief the same when there were no knots on it
or is it different?"
One bhikkhu, one monk, says that, "In a sense it is the same because the
quality of the handkerchief has not changed. Even with knots it is the same, the
same handkerchief. The inherent nature remains the same. But in a sense it has
changed because something new has appeared. Knots were not there, now knots are
there. So superficially it has changed, but deep down it has remained the same."
Buddha says, "This is the situation of human mind. Deep down it remains
unknotted. The quality remains the same." When you become a Buddha, an
enlightened one, you will not have a different consciousness. The quality will
be the same. The difference is only that now you are a knotted handkerchief;
your consciousness has a few knots.
Second thing Buddha asked: "What I should do to unknot the handkerchief?"
Another monk says, "Unless we know what you have done to knot it we cannot say
anything, because the reverse process will have to be applied. The way you have
knotted it has to be known first, because that will be the way again in the
reverse order to unknot." So Buddha says, "This is the second thing. How you
have come into this bondage, this has to be understood. How you are conditioned
in your bondage, this has to be understood, because the same will be the
process, in reverse order, to uncondition you."
If attachment is the conditioning factor, then non-attachment will become the
unconditioning factor. If expectation leads you in misery, then non-expectation
will lead you into non-misery. If anger creates a hell within you, then
compassion will create a heaven. So whatsoever the process of misery, the
reverse will be the process of happiness. Unconditioning means you have to
understand the whole knotted phenomenon of human consciousness as it is. This
whole process of yoga will be nothing understanding the complex knots and then
unknotting them, unconditioning them. It is not a reconditioning, remember. It
is simply unconditioning; it is negative. If it is a reconditioning, then you
will become a slave again -- a new type of slave in a new imprisonment. So this
difference has to be remembered: it is unconditioning, not reconditioning.
Because of this, many problems have arisen. Krishnamurti goes on saying that if
you do anything it will become a reconditioning, so don't do anything. If you do
anything it will become a reconditioning. You may be a better slave, but you
will remain a slave. Listening to him, many people have stopped all efforts. But
that doesn't make them liberated. They are not liberated. The conditioning is
there. They are not reconditioning. Listening to Krishnamurti, they have
stopped, they are not reconditioning. But are they also not unconditioning. They
remain the slaves.
So I am not for reconditioning, neither is Patanjali for reconditioning. I am
for unconditioning, and Patanjali is also for unconditioning. Just understand
the mind. Whatsoever its disease, understand the disease, diagnose it, and move
in the reverse order.
What is the difference? Take some actual example. You feel anger. Anger is a
conditioning; you have learned it. Psychologists say that it is a learning; it
is a programmed thing. Your society teaches it to you. There are societies even
now which never get angry, the members never get angry. There are societies,
small tribal clans still in existence, which have never known any fight, no war.
In Philippines, a small aboriginal tribe exists. For three thousand years it
has not known any fight, not a single murder, not a single suicide. What has
happened to it? And they are the most peace-loving people, the most happy
possible. Their society from the very beginning never conditions them for anger.
In that tribe, even in your dream if you kill someone, you have to go and ask
his forgiveness -- even in dream. If you are angry with someone and fighting,
next day you have to declare to the village that you have done something wrong.
Then the village will gather together, and the wise men of the village will
diagnose your dream and they will suggest what is to be done now -- even small
children!
I was reading their dream analyses. They seem to be one of the most penetrating
people. A small child dreams. In dream he sees the boy of the neighbor, very
sad. So he tells the dream to his father so in the morning that "I have seen the
boy of the neighbor very sad."
So the father thinks over it, closes his eyes, meditates, and then he says, "If
you have seen him sad, that means somehow his sadness is related to you. No one
else has dreamed about him that he is sad, so either knowingly or unknowingly
you have done something which creates his sadness. Or, if you have not done, in
the future you are going to do. So the dream is just a prediction for the
future. You go with many sweets, many gifts. Give sweets and gifts to the boy
and ask for his forgiveness -- either of something done in the past or something
which you are going to do in the future."
So the boy goes, gives the fruits, sweets, gifts, and asks his forgiveness
because somehow, in the dream, he is responsible for his sadness. From the very
beginning the children are brought up in this way. If this tribe has existed
without strife, fight, murder, suicide, there is no wonder. They cannot
conceive. A different type of mind is functioning there.
Psychologists say that hate or anger are not natural. Love is natural: hate and
anger are just created. They are hindrances in love, and society conditions you
for them. Unconditioning means whatsoever the society has done, it has done.
There is no use going on condemning it; it is already the case. And by simply
saying the society is responsible, you are not helped. It has been done. Now --
right now what you can do, you can uncondition. So whatsoever your problems,
look deep in the problem. Penetrate it, analyze it, and look how you are
conditioned for it.
For example, there are societies which never feel competitive. Even in India,
there are aboriginal tribes -- no competition exists. Of course, they cannot be
very progressive in our measurement, because our progress can only be through
competition. They are not competitive. Because they are not competitive, they
are not angry, they are not jealous, they are not so hate-filled, they are not
so violent. They don't expect much, and whatsoever their life gives to them they
feel happy and grateful.
To you, whatsoever life gives... you will never feel grateful. You will always
be frustrated because you can always ask more. And there is no end to your
expectations and desires. So if you feel miserable, look into the misery and
analyze it. What are the conditioning factors which are creating the misery? And
there is not much difficulty to understand. If you can create misery, if you are
so capable of creating misery, there is no difficulty in understanding it. If
you can create it, you can understand it.
Patanjali's whole standpoint is this: looking into the misery of man, it is
found that man himself is responsible. He is doing something to create it. That
doing has become habitual, so he goes on doing it. It has become repetitive,
mechanical, robot-like. If you become alert, you can drop out of it. You can
simply say, "I will not cooperate." The mechanism will start working.
Someone insults you. You just stand still, remain silent. The mechanism will
start; it will bring the past pattern. The anger will be coming, the smoke will
arise, and you will feel just on the verge of getting mad. But you stand. Don't
cooperate and just look what the mechanism is doing. You will feel wheels within
wheels within you, but they are impotent because you are not cooperating.
Or, if you feel it impossible to remain in such a still state, then close your
door, move into the room, have a pillow before you, and beat the pillow. And be
angry with the pillow. And when you are beating on, getting angry and mad with
the pillow, just go on watching what you are doing, what is happening, how the
pattern is repeating itself.
If you can stand still, that's the best. If you feel it is difficult, you are
pulled, then move into a room and be angry on the pillow. Because with the
pillow, your madness will be totally visible to you; it will become transparent.
And the pillow is not going to react; you can watch more easily. And there is no
danger, no safety problem. You can watch. Slowly, the rising of the anger and
the decline of the anger.
Watch both, the rhythm. And when your anger is exhausted, you don't feel like
beating the pillow any more, or you have started laughing or you feel
ridiculous, close your eyes, sit on the floor, and meditate on what has
happened. Do you still feel anger for the person who has insulted you, or it is
thrown onto the pillow? You will feel a certain calmness falling on you. And you
will not feel angry now with the person concerned. Rather, you may even feel
compassion for him.
One young American boy was here two years before. He had escaped from America
only because of one problem, one obsession: he was continuously thinking of
murdering his father. The father must have been a dangerous man; must have
suppressed this boy too much. In his dreams he was thinking of murdering, in his
daydreams also he was thinking of murdering his father. He escaped from his home
only just so that the father is not there. Otherwise, any day something can
happen. The madness is there; it can erupt any moment.
He was here with me. And I told him, "Don't suppress it." I gave him a pillow
and said, "This is your father. Now do whatsoever you like." At first he started
laughing, laughing in a mad way. And he said, "It looks ridiculous." I told him,
"Let it be ridiculous. If it is in the mind, let it come out." For fifteen days
continuously he was beating and tearing the pillow, and doing it. On the
sixteenth day he came with a knife. I had not told him. So I asked him, "Why
this knife?"
He said, "Now don't stop me. Let me kill. Now the pillow is not pillow for me.
The pillow has actually become my father." That day he killed his father. And
then he started crying; tears came through his eyes. He became calmed down,
relaxed, and he told me, "I am feeling much love for my father, much compassion.
Now allow me to go back."
He is back now. The relationship has totally changed. What has happened? Just a
mechanical obsession is released.
If you can stand still when some old pattern grips your mind, it is good. If
you cannot, then allow it to happen in a dramatic way, but alone, not with
someone. Because whenever you enact your pattern, allow your pattern with
someone, it creates new reactions and it is a vicious circle.
The most significant point is to be watchful of the pattern -- whether you are
standing silently or acting your anger and hate out -- watchful, looking how it
uncoils. And if you can see the mechanism, you can undo it.
All the steps in yoga are just for undoing something which you have been doing.
They are negative; nothing new is to be created. Only the wrong is to be
destroyed, and the right is already there. Nothing positive is to be done, only
something negative. The positive is hidden there. It is just like a stream is
there, hidden under a rock. You are not to create the stream. It is already
there, knocking; wants to be released and to become free and flowing. A rock is
there. The rock has to be undone. Once the rock is removed, the stream starts
flowing.
Bliss, happiness, joy or whatsoever you call it is there already flowing in
you. Only some rocks are there. Those rocks are the conditionings of the
society. Uncondition them. If you feel attachment is the rock, then make efforts
for non-attachment. If you feel anger is the rock, then make efforts for
non-anger. If you feel greed is the rock, then make efforts for non-greed. Just
do the opposite. Don't suppress greed. Just do the opposite: do something which
is non-greed. Just don't suppress anger; do something which is non-anger.
In Japan, when someone gets angry, they have a traditional teaching. If someone
gets angry, immediately he has to do something which is non-anger. And the same
energy which was going to move into anger moves into non-anger. Energy is
neutral. If you feel angry with someone and you want to slap his face, give him
a flower and see what happens.
You wanted to slap his face; you wanted to do something -- that was anger. Give
him a flower and just watch what is happening within you -- you are doing
something which is of non-anger. And the same energy which was going to move
your hand will move your hand. And the same energy which was going to hit him is
now going to give the flower. But the quality has changed. You have done
something. And the energy is neutral. If you don't do something, then you
suppress -- and suppression is poisonous. Do something, but just the opposite.
And this is not a new conditioning, it is just to uncondition the old. When the
old has disappeared, the knots have disappeared, you need not worry for anything
to do. Then you can flow spontaneously.
The last question:
Question 4
YOU SAID THAT THE SPIRITUAL ENDEAVOR MAY TAKE TWENTY TO THIRTY YEARS OR EVEN
LIVES, AND THAT EVEN THEN IT IS EARLY. BUT THE WESTERN MIND SEEMS TO BE
RESULT-ORIENTED, IMPATIENT AND TOO PRACTICAL. IT WANTS INSTANTANEOUS RESULTS.
RELIGIOUS TECHNIQUES COME AND GO LIKE OTHER FADS IN THE WEST. THEN HOW DO YOU
INTEND TO INTRODUCE YOGA TO THE WESTERN MIND?
I am not interested in the western mind or the eastern mind. These are just two
aspects of one mind. I am interested in the mind. And this eastern-western
dichotomy is not very meaningful, not even significant now. There are eastern
minds in the West and there are western minds in the East. And now the whole
thing has become a mess. East is now also in a hurry. The old East has
disappeared completely.
I am reminded of one Taoist anecdote. Three Taoists were meditating in a cave.
One year passed. They were silent, sitting, meditating. One day one horseman
passed nearby. They looked. One of the three hermits said, "The horse he was
riding was white." The other two remained silent. After one year again, the
second hermit said, "The horse was black, not white." Then one more year passed
again. The third hermit said, "If there are going to be discussions, I am
leaving. If there is going to be any bickering, I am leaving. I am leaving! You
are disturbing my silence!"
What did it matter whether the horse was white or black? Three years! But this
was the flow in the East. Time was not. East was not conscious of time at all.
East lived into eternity, as if time was not passing. Everything was static.
But that East no longer exists. West has corrupted everything; the East has
disappeared. Through western education everybody is now western. Only few
island-like people are there who are eastern -- they can be in the West, they
can be in the East, they are not in any way confined to the East. But the world
as a whole, the earth as a whole, has become western.
Yoga says -- and let it penetrate you very deeply because it will be very
meaningful -- yoga says that the more you are impatient, the more time will be
needed for your transformation. The more in hurry, the more you will be delayed.
Hurry itself creates such a confusion that delay will result.
The less in a hurry, earlier will be the results. If you are infinitely
patient, this very moment transformation can happen. If you are ready to wait
forever, you may not wait even for the next moment. This very moment the thing
can happen, because it is not a question of time, it is a question of your
quality of the mind.
Infinite patience. Simply not hankering for results gives you much depth. Hurry
makes you shallow. You are in such a hurry that you cannot be deep. This moment
you are not interested here in this moment, but what is going to happen in the
next. In result you are interested. You are moving ahead of you; your movement
is mad. So you may run too much, you may travel too much, you will not reach
anywhere because the goal to be reached is just here. You have to drop into it,
not to reach anywhere. And the dropping is possible only if you are totally
patient.
I will tell you one Zen anecdote. One Zen monk is passing through a forest.
Suddenly he becomes aware one tiger is following him, so he starts running. But
his running is also of a Zen type; he is not in a hurry. He is not mad. His
running also is smooth, harmonious. He is enjoying it. And it is said that the
monk thinks in the mind, "If the tiger is enjoying it, then why not I?"
And the tiger is following him. Then he comes near a precipice. Just to escape
from the tiger he hangs with the branch of a tree. And then he looks downwards.
One lion is standing there in the valley, waiting for him. Then the tiger has
reached, he is standing just near the tree on the hilltop. He is hanging in
between, just with a branch, and another lion is waiting for him, deep down.
He laughs. Then he looks. Two mice are just cutting that branch... one white,
one black. Then he laughs very loudly. He says, "This is life. Day and night,
white and black mice cutting. And wherever I go, death is waiting. This is
life!" And it is said that he achieves a satori -- the first glimpse of
enlightenment. This is life! Nothing to worry about; this is how things go.
Wherever you go death is waiting, and even if you don't go anywhere day and
night are cutting your life. So he laughs loudly.
Then he looks around, because now it is fixed. Now there is no worry. When
death is certain, what is the worry? Only in uncertainty there is worry. When
everything is certain, there is no worry; now it has become a destiny. So he
looks for these few moments how to enjoy. He becomes aware just by the side of
the branch some strawberries, so he picks a few strawberries, eats them. They
are the best of his life. He enjoys them, and it is said he becomes enlightened
in that moment.
He has become a Buddha because death is so near even then he is not in any
hurry. He can enjoy a strawberry. It is sweet! The taste of it is sweet! He
thanks God. It is said in that moment everything disappears -- the tiger, the
lion, the branch, he himself. He has become the cosmos.
This is patience, absolute patience! Wherever you are, in that moment enjoy
without asking for the future. No futuring in the mind -- just the present
moment, the nowness of the moment, and you are satisfied. Then there is no need
to go anywhere. Wherever you are, from that very point you will drop into the
ocean; you will become one with the cosmos.
But the mind is not interested in here and now. The mind is interested
somewhere in the future in some results. So the question is, in a way, relevant
for such a mind, the modern mind it will be better to call it rather than
western. The modern mind is constantly obsessed with the future, with the
result, not with the here and now.
How this mind can be taught yoga? This mind can be taught yoga because this
future orientation is leading nowhere. And this future orientation is creating
constant misery for the modern mind. We have created a hell, and we have created
too much of it. Now either man will have to disappear from this planet earth, or
he will have to transform himself. Either humanity will have to die completely
-- because this hell cannot be continued any more -- or we will have to go
through a mutation.
Hence, yoga can become very meaningful and significant for the modern mind
because yoga can save. It can teach you again how to be here and now -- how to
forget past, how to forget future, and how to remain in the present moment with
such intensity that this moment becomes timeless; the very moment becomes
eternity.
Patanjali can become more and more significant. As this century will come to
its closure, techniques about human transformation will become more and more
important. They are already becoming all over the world -- whether you call them
yoga or Zen or you call them Sufi methods or you call them Tantra methods. In
many, many ways, all the old traditional teachings are erupting. Some deep need
is there, and those who are thinking, anywhere, in any part of the world, they
have become interested to find again how humanity in the past existed with such
beatitude, such bliss. With so poor conditions, how such rich men existed in the
past, and we, with such a rich situation, why we are so poor?
This is a paradox, the modern paradox. For the first time on the earth we have
created rich, scientific societies, and they are the most ugly and most unhappy.
And in the past there was no scientific technology, no affluence, nothing of
comfort, but humanity was existing in such a deep, peaceful milieu -- happy,
thankful. What has happened? We can be more happy than anyone, but we have lost
contact with existence.
And that existence is here and now, and an impatient mind cannot be in contact
with it. Impatience is like a feverish, mad state of mind; you go on running.
Even if the goal comes, you cannot stand there because the running has become
just the habit. Even if you reach the goal you will miss it, you will pass it
because you cannot stop. If you can stop, the goal is not to be searched.
Zen Master Hui-Hai, has said that, "Seek, and you will lose; don't seek, and
you can get it immediately. Stop, and it is here. Run, it is nowhere."
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THE YOGA SUTRAS OF PATANJALI - THE CESSATION OF THOUGHTFORMS AND NEGATIVE EMOTIONS.
OSHO BOOK: YOGA: THE ALPHA AND THE OMEGA, VOL. 1
Discourses on the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali, Talks given from 25/12/73 pm to 10/05/76 am, English Discourse series, 10 Chapters.
Introduction : Osho is saying that all the techniques of Yoga have really one focus: how to use the mind. Rightly used it becomes no- mind and you are absolutely silent; wrongly, it becomes so divided you go insane. Through the sutras of Patanjali, Osho leads the reader step by step toward an understanding of the mind - that it is not something different from the body, and how to use it as an instrument.
OSHO BOOK: YOGA: THE ALPHA AND THE OMEGA, VOL. 2
Discourses on the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali, Talks given from 01/01/75 am to 10/01/75 am, English Discourse series, 10 Chapters.
Introduction : Osho says, "Patanjali is our future, 5000 tears old." And when he comments on Patanjali's sutras - about the two kinds of samadhi, succeeding through total effort and surrender, meditating on the AUM mantra, disease and anguish, breath and inner light, we see the true significance of Patanjali to the here and now.
OSHO BOOK: YOGA: THE ALPHA AND THE OMEGA, VOL. 3
Discourses on the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali, Talks given from 01/03/75 am to 10/03/75 am, English Discourse series, 10 Chapters.
Introduction : Osho brings a juiciness to the aridity of Patanjali's language, turning it into a fascinating garden of exploration. Patanjali says, "When the activity of the mind is under control..." Osho says, "The mind is a process...doesn't exist, only thoughts, thoughts moving so fast that you think and feel that something exists there in continuity. One thought comes, another thought comes another, and they go on and on. The gap between them is so small that you cannot see the gap between one thought and another. So two thoughts become joined, they become a continuity. Because of that continuity you think there is a mind." Osho brings a simple but intriguing view to these sutras about knowledge and reasoning, samadhi, samadhi with and without contemplation, subtle objects of meditation and subtle energies. He has the knack of removing the dust and tarnish of the passage of time to make these sutras irresistible and vital reading.
OSHO BOOK: YOGA: THE ALPHA AND THE OMEGA, VOL. 4
Discourses on the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali, Talks given from 21/04/75 am to 30/04/75 am, English Discourse series, 10 Chapters.
Introduction : Osho dissects the cause of misery -- our clinging to life and fear of death, egoism, attraction and repulsion...our lack of awareness. At the outset he puts the situation straight, that the austerity Patanjali is talking about has nothing to do with torturing the body: "Life is more if you are sensitive; life is less if you are less sensitive." Osho as always has the vision and understanding to bring everything, even the seemingly most complex to its simplest: "To me life in its totality is good. And when you understand life in its totality, only then can you celebrate... Celebration is my attitude, unconditional to what life brings."
OSHO BOOK: YOGA: THE ALPHA AND THE OMEGA, VOL. 5
Discourses on the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali, Talks given from 01/07/75 am to 10/07/75 am, English Discourse series, 10 Chapters.
Introduction : Osho presents the eight steps of Yoga: self-restraint, fixed observation, posture, breath regulation, abstraction, concentration, contemplation and trance. With complete understanding and compassion he speaks on what meditative techniques are best for different types of people. There is no right or wrong only the individual and his choice for that works best.
OSHO BOOK: YOGA: THE ALPHA AND THE OMEGA, VOL. 6
Discourses on the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali, Talks given from 01/09/75 am to 10/09/75 am, English Discourse series, 10 Chapters.
Introduction : Osho discusses modern scientific research on four states of consciousness : alpha, beta, theta and delta; and continues to expand on the significance of the eight steps of Yoga. Patanjali's whole art is of how to attain to the state where you can die willingly, with no resistance. These precious sutras are a preparation, a preparation to die and a preparation to a greater life, and you can use this book and Patanjali's methodology to touch these very depths.
OSHO BOOK: YOGA: THE ALPHA AND THE OMEGA, VOL. 7
Discourses on the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali, Talks given from 01/01/76 am to 10/01/76 am, English Discourse series, 10 Chapters.
Introduction : Osho shows how three methods -- concentration, uninterrupted flow of consciousness and oneness -- bring about an inner balance when subject and object disappear. He defines Yoga as an attitude toward life not concerned with metaphysics but with questions close to the seeker's heart.
OSHO BOOK: YOGA: THE ALPHA AND THE OMEGA, VOL. 8
Discourses on the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali, Talks given from 11/04/76 am to 20/04/76 am, English Discourse series, 10 Chapters.
Introduction : Osho introduces Patanjali's sutras as scientific methods to commit suicide—that is, real suicide, the death of the ego as a pretender. He describes subtle obstacles that can arise when going within and encourages the reader to understand that these are only tricks, sabotage—that the only way to reach the goal is to search deeply within.
OSHO BOOK: YOGA: THE ALPHA AND THE OMEGA, VOL. 9
Discourses on the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali, Talks given from 21/04/76 am to 30/04/76 am, English Discourse series, 10 Chapters.
Introduction : Osho speaks of Patanjali's system of preparation for enlightenment as empirical, a tool to work with. He talks on mastery over the five bodies of the human personality—the food body, energy body, mental body, intuitive body and the bliss body; cognition; non-attachment; and liberation.
OSHO BOOK: YOGA: THE ALPHA AND THE OMEGA, VOL. 10
Discourses on the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali, Talks given from 01/05/76 am to 10/05/76 am, English Discourse series, 10 Chapters.
Introduction : Osho talks at length on the mind and how it functions. He speaks of desirelessness, enlightenment and pure consciousness. But what is the art of liberation? "Nothing but the art of de-hypnosis," says Osho, " -- how to drop this state of mind; how to become unconditioned; how to look at reality without any idea creating a barrier between you and the real; how to simply see without any desires in the eyes; how simply to be without any motivation. That's all yoga is about. Then suddenly that which is inside you, and has always been inside you from the very beginning, is revealed."
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