SUFIS PEOPLE OF THE PATH
SUFI MASTER UWAIS, HOW
TO FEEL THE NEARNESS OF DEATH
UWAIS WAS
ASKED, 'HOW DO YOU FEEL?'
HE SAID, 'LIKE ONE WHO HAS ARISEN IN THE MORNING AND DOES NOT KNOW WHETHER HE
WILL BE DEAD IN THE EVENING.'
THE OTHER MAN SAID, 'BUT THIS IS THE SITUATION OF ALL MEN.'
UWAIS SAID, 'YES, BUT HOW MANY OF THEM FEEL IT?'
ONCE a learned Mohammedan came to me and asked, "You are not a Mohammedan, then
why do you speak on Sufism?' I told him, 'I am not a Mohammedan, obviously, but
I am a Sufi all the same.'
A Sufi need not be a Mohammedan. A Sufi can exist anywhere, in any form --
because Sufism is the essential core of all religions. It has nothing to do with
Islam in particular. Sufism can exist without Islam; Islam cannot exist without
Sufism. Without Sufism, Islam is a corpse. Only with Sufism does it become
alive.
Whenever a religion is alive it is because of Sufism. Sufism simply means a
love affair with God, with the ultimate, a love affair with the whole. It means
that one is ready to dissolve into the whole, that one is ready to invite the
whole to come into one's heart. It knows no formality. It is not confined by any
dogma, doctrine, creed or church. Christ is a Sufi, so is Mohammed. Krishna is a
Sufi, so is Buddha. This is the first thing I would like you to remember: that
Sufism is the innermost core -- as Zen is, as Hassidism is. These are only
different names of the same ultimate relationship with God.
The relationship is dangerous. It is dangerous because the closer you come to
God, the more and more you evaporate. And when you have come really close you
are no more. It is dangerous because it is suicidal... but the suicide is
beautiful. To die in God is the only way to live really. Until you die, until
you die voluntarily into love, you live an existence which is simply mediocre;
you vegetate, you don't have any meaning. No poetry arises in your heart, no
dance, no celebration; you simply grope in the darkness. You live at the
minimum, you don't overflow with ecstasy.
That overflow happens only when you are not. You are the hindrance. Sufism is
the art of removing the hindrance between you and you, between the self and the
self, between the part and the whole.
A few things about this word 'Sufi'. An ancient Persian dictionary has this for
the entry 'Sufi'... the definition given goes in rhyme: SUFI CHIST -- SUFI,
SUFIST. WHO IS A SUFI? A SUFI IS A SUFI. This is a beautiful definition. The
phenomenon is indefinable. 'A Sufi is a Sufi.' It says nothing and yet it says
well. It says that the Sufi cannot be defined; there is no other word to define
it, there is no other synonym, there is no possibility of defining it
linguistically, there is no other indefinable phenomenon. You can live it and
you can know it, but through the mind, through the intellect, it is not
possible. You can become a Sufi -- that is the only way to know what it is. You
can taste the reality yourself, it is available. You need not go into a
dictionary, you can go into existence.
I have heard....
A small boy was playing in the garden. He was a very small boy and was very
much frightened of the large bulldog that occupied the yard next to his home.
One day, feeling rather adventurous, the little boy climbed the fence, and the
huge bulldog rushed up to him and licked his face. The boy began to scream and
his mother arrived on the scene almost immediately.
'Did he bite you, darling?'
'No,' whimpered the little boy, 'but he tasted me.'
If you are not ready to have a bite of Sufism you can at least taste it.
And that's what I am going to make available to you -- a little taste. And once
you have tasted even a drop of the nectar called Sufism you will become more
thirsty for more. For the first time you will start feeling a great appetite for
God.
These talks cannot explain to you what Sufism is -- because I am not a
philosopher. I am not a theologian either. And I am not really talking on
Sufism, I will be talking Sufism. If you are ready, if you are ready to go into
this adventure, then you will attain to a taste of it. It is something that will
start happening in your heart. It is something like a bud opening. You will
start feeling a certain sensation in the heart -- as if something is becoming
alert, awake there; as if the heart has been asleep for long and now it is the
first glimmer of the morning -- and there you will have the taste.
Sufism is a special kind of magic, a rare kind of magic. It can be transferred
only from person to person, not from a book. It cannot be transferred by
scriptures. It is also just like Zen -- a transmission beyond words. The Sufis
have a special word for it -- they call it silsila. What Hindus call parampara
they call silsila. silsila means a transfer from one heart to another heart,
from one person to another person It is a very, very personal religion.
You cannot have it without being related to an enlightened Master -- there is
no other way. You can read all the literature that exists on Sufism and you will
be lost in a jungle of words. Unless you find a guide, unless you fall in love
with a guide, you will not have the taste.
I am ready to take you on this far-away journey, if you are courageous,
adventurous. I hope you are -- because only courageous people become attracted
towards me. This place is not for cowards; this place is not for those so-called
religious people; this place is not for so-called Godfearing people -- this
place is for those whom I call Godloving people. And they have a totally
different quality. A Godfearing person never moves into the deeper realms of
religion, he cannot -- because of his fear.
The word 'Godfearing' is so absurd. If you are afraid of God then where are you
going to be loving? Whom are you going to love? If you cannot even love God then
love will not be possible for you at all. If even with God you are related
through fear, then this can't be a relationship.
But we have been taught to be afraid of God. In fact, we have only been taught
to be afraid of everything. Our whole life is a trembling, a fear, a cowardice
-- fear of hell, fear of God, fear of punishment. We are good, virtuous, because
we are afraid. What kind of virtue is it which is based on fear?
And how can you love God if your basic approach is through fear? Out of fear
love never arises -- that is an impossibility. And out of love fear never
arises. When you love a person all fear disappears. And when you are afraid ail
love disappears. You can hate the person if you are afraid of him, but you
cannot love him. Down the centuries man has been taught to be afraid of God and
the ultimate result is that Nietszche had to declare that God is dead. That is
the ultimate result of the fear-oriented mind. How long can you tolerate this
God? How long can you remain afraid? One day or other you will have to kill him.
That's what Nietszche did. When he said, 'God is dead,' he also said, 'Now man
is free.' 'God is dead and now man is free.' Otherwise how can you be free with
God if God is only a source of fear? Fear cannot give you freedom.
People who come to me are Godloving people. When I say 'Godloving' I mean they
are in search. They want to know. And they want to know authentically, they
don't want to have borrowed knowledge about it. They want to have a taste. They
want to encounter, they want to face God, they want to look into his eyes.
But before you can become capable of looking into the eyes of God, you will
have to become capable of looking into the eyes of a Master. From there you take
off. The journey begins.
I will make myself available to you. Sufism is just an excuse. I will not be
talking about Sufism, I will be talking Sufism itself. The word 'Sufism' is also
beautiful. It has many orientations and all are beautiful. And I would not like
to emphasise any one orientation, as it has been done again and again. A few
people choose one orientation, a few people choose another, but my understanding
is that all those orientations are beautiful and have something special to say.
I accept them all.
One old Sufi Master, Abul Hasam, has said, 'Sufism was once a reality without a
name and now Sufism is a name without reality.'
For many centuries Sufism existed without a name. It existed as reality. That's
why I say Jesus was a Sufi, so was Mohammed. so was Mahavir and so was Krishna.
Anyone who has come to know God is a Sufi. Why do I say so? Try to understand
the word 'Sufi' and it will become clear to you.
The word 'Sufi' is a new coinage, a German coinage, out of German scholarship.
Is not more than one hundred and fifty years old. In Arabic the word is tasawwuf.
But both come from a root 'suf' which means wool.
It seems very strange. Why should wool become the symbol of Sufism? The
scholars go on saying that it is because Sufis used to wear woollen robes.
That's true. But why? Nobody has answered it. Why should they be wearing woollen
robes? Mohammed says in the Koran that even Moses was wearing a woollen robe
when he encountered God. When God spoke to him he was entirely in a woollen
robe. But why?
There is a deep symbolism in it. The symbolism is that wool is the garb of the
animals and a Sufi has to become as innocent as an animal. The Sufi has to
attain to a primal innocence. He has to drop all kinds of civilisation, he has
to drop all kinds of cultures, he has to drop all conditionings, he has to
become again an animal. Then the symbol becomes tremendously significant.
When man becomes animal he does not fall back, he goes higher. When man becomes
animal he is not just an animal. That is not possible. You cannot fall back.
When a man becomes an animal he becomes a saint. He remains conscious but his
consciousness is no more burdened by any conditioning. He is no more a Hindu and
no more a Mohammedan and no more a Christian. He is in tune with existence as
deeply as any animal. He has dropped. all kinds of philosophies, he carries no
conceptualisations in his mind, his mind is without any content. He is, but he
is no more in the mind. To be without mind -- that is the meaning of the woollen
robe. To be like innocent animals, not to know what is good and what is bad...
and then the highest good arises, the 'summum bonum'.
When you know this is good and that is bad, and you choose good against bad,
you remain divided. When you choose, there is repression. When you say 'I will
do this. This has to be done. This should be done', this becomes an 'ought'.
Then naturally you have to repress -- you have to repress that which you have
condemned as bad. And the repressed part remains inside you and goes on
poisoning your system. And sooner or later it will assert, sooner or later it
will take revenge. When it explodes, you will go mad.
Hence all civilised people are always on the verge of madness. This earth is a
big madhouse. A few have already become mad, a few are potentially ready. The
difference between you and the mad people is not of quality, it is only of
quantity, only of degree. Maybe they have gone beyond the hundred degrees and
you are just lingering somewhere -- at ninety-eight, ninety-nine -- but any
moment any situation can push you beyond the boundary. Don't you see it? Can't
you observe your mind? Can't you see the madness that goes on and on inside? It
is continuously there. You avoid it; you get occupied in a thousand and one
things just to avoid it. You don't look at it, you want to forget about it. It
is too scary, frightening. But it is there -- and whether you avoid it or not it
is growing. It is continuously accumulating momentum. It can come to the peak
any time. Any small thing can trigger it. When you choose, you have to repress.
The animal does not choose. Whatsoever is, is. The animal simply accepts it;
its acceptance is total. It knows no choice.
So does a Sufi. A Sufi knows no choice. He is choicelessly aware. Whatsoever
happens he accepts it as a gift, as a God-given thing. Who is he to choose7 He
does not trust in his mind, he trusts in the universal mind That's why when you
come across a Sufi you will see such animal innocence in his eyes, in his being;
such freedom, such joy, as only animals know -- or trees or rocks or stars.
Idries Shah has condemned the definition of 'sufi' from 'suf' -- wool -- on
exactly the same grounds as I am approving of it. He says that Sufis are so
alert about symbols how can they choose wool as a symbol? The wool represents
the animal and Idries Shah says Sufis cannot choose the animal as a symbol. They
are the people of God -- why should they choose the animal? He seems very
logical, and he may appeal to many people.
But on exactly the same grounds I approve the definition. To me, to be an
animal means to be innocent, not to know morality, not to know immorality. To be
an animal is not a condemnation. A saint is more like animals than like you,
than like the so called human beings. The human beings are not natural beings,
they are very unnatural, artificial, plastic. Their whole life is a life of
deception. If you touch somebody's face you will never touch his face, you touch
only his mask. And remember, your hand is also not true. It has a glove on it.
Even lovers don't touch each other; even in love you are not innocent; even in
love you are not without masks. But when you want to love God you have to be
without masks. You have to drop all deceptions. You have to be authentically
whatsoever you are, to be choicelessly whatsoever you are. In that primal
innocence God descends.
So the reasons Idries Shah finds to condemn the definition that 'Sufi' comes
from 'suf' are exactly the reasons I approve it.
I have heard....
The Catholic priest was trying to get a Jew converted to his faith.
He said, 'All you have to do is say three times, "I was a Jew, now I'm a
Catholic. I was a Jew, now I'm a Catholic. I was a Jew, now I'm a Catholic."'
He said it, but the priest thought he had better check up on his convert one
Friday at his home.
The Jew was frying chicken. 'Now, you know you can't eat that chicken on
Friday.'
'Oh, yes, I can,' he replied. 'I dipped it in a pan three times and said, "Once
I was a chicken, now I am a fish."'
That's how we go on living.
All our religion is just like that -- just verbal. It does not penetrate into
your being. And you know that whatsoever you say you do exactly the opposite of
it. You think one thing, you say another, and you do something else. You are a
trinity, you are not one. And all those three persons are going in three
different directions. You are a crowd -- hence the misery.
The animal is one -- hence the blissfulness of the animal. The animal has
nothing whatsoever to be happy about. He has not a big palace to live in and he
has not the TV and the radio and all that. He has nothing and yet you will find
great peace, silence, joy, celebration. Why? One thing is there: the animal is
not a chooser.
The Sufi is not a chooser. Choose and you deceive; choose and you start going
false; choose and you become plastic.
A man was going to attend a Halloween party dressed in the costume of the
Devil. On his way it began to rain, so he darted into a church where a revival
meeting was in progress. At the sight of his Devil's costume, people began to
scatter through the doors and windows.
One lady got her coat sleeve caught on the arm of one of the seats and as the
man came closer she pleaded, 'Satan, I've been a member of this church for
twenty years, but I've really been on your side all the time.'
But that's the situation of all ladies and of all gentlemen -- they pay
lipservice to God but basically they are surrendered to the Devil. The Devil is
deeper because the Devil has been repressed. Whenever something is repressed it
goes deeper into your being; you become only a hypocrite.
By asserting the symbol of the animal Sufis declare, 'We are simple people. We
don't know what is good and what is bad. We know only God, and whatsoever
happens is his gift. We accept it. We are not doers on our own accord. ' This is
the first meaning of the word 'Sufi'.
There is another possibility: the word 'Sufi' can be derived from 'sufa' --
purity, cleanliness, purification. That too is good. When you live a life of
choicelessness a natural purity comes. But remember, this purity has nothing of
morality in it. It does not mean pure in the sense of being good; it means pure
in the sense of being divine, not in the sense of being good. Pure simply means
pure of all ideas, good and bad both. Purity means transcendence. One has no
idea at all, no prejudices. One trusts life so utterly that one need not have
any ideas, one can live without ideas. When ideas are there in the mind they
create impurity, they create wounds. When you are too full of ideas, you are too
full of dirt. All ideas are dirty. Yes, even the idea of God is a dirty idea,
because ideas are dirty.
For a Sufi, God is not an idea, it is his lived reality. It is not somewhere
sitting on a throne high in the heavens, no -- it is herenow, it is all over the
place, it is everywhere. God is just a name for the totality of existence.
Purity means a contentless mind -- so please don't be misguided by the word
'purity'. It does not mean a man who has a good character. It does not mean a
man who behaves according to the Ten Commandments. It does not mean a man who is
respected by the society as a good man.
A Sufi has never been respected by the society. A Sufi lives such a rebellious
life that the society has almost always been murdering Sufis, crucifying them --
because the Sufi makes you aware of your falsity. He becomes a constant sermon
against your artificiality, against your ugliness, against your inner inhumanity
to human beings, against your masks, against all that you are and represent. A
Sufi becomes a constant pain the neck to the so-called society and to the
so-called respectable people.
I have heard.... It happened that Abu Yasid, a Sufi mystic, was praying --
these are parables, remember, they are not historical facts -- and God spoke to
Abu Yasid and said, 'Yasid, now you have become one of my chosen people. Should
I declare it to the world?' Abu Yasid laughed. He said, 'Yes, you can -- if you
want me to be crucified. Declare. You declared about al-Hillaj and what
happened? They crucified him. Whenever you declare that somebody has attained,
people crucify him immediately. They don't love you and they cannot tolerate
your people. So if you want me to be crucified, declare.' And it is said that
God never declared about Abu Yasid. He kept quiet.
This has been the case.
Somebody asked al-Hillaj Mansoor, the greatest mystic ever, 'What is the
ultimate in Sufi experience?' Al-Hillaj said, 'Tomorrow, tomorrow you will see
what the ultimate in Sufi experience is.' Nobody knew what was going to happen
the next day. The man asked, 'Why not today?' Al-Hillaj said, 'You just wait. It
is going to happen tomorrow -- the ultimate.' And the next day he was crucified.
And when he was crucified he shouted loudly for his friend who had asked the
question. He said, 'Where are you hiding in the crowd? Now come on and see the
ultimate in Sufism. This is what it is.'
If you start living in God you become intolerable to the so-called society. The
society lives in hypocrisy. It cannot tolerate truth. Truth has to be crucified.
It can love the Church but it cannot love Christ. It can love the Vatican pope
but it cannot love Jesus. When Jesus is gone then it is good -- you can go on
worshipping him. When Mansoor is gone you can go on talking about him. But when
he is there he is a fire. Only those who are ready to be consumed by the fire
will be ready to fall in love with Mansoor.
'Sufa' means purity; purity in the sense that there is no content in the mind
any more. Mind has disappeared. There is no mind, no thinking, no thought. It is
a state of satori, samadhi.
There is another possibility and that too is beautiful. And I accept all these
possibilities. The third possibility is from another word, 'sufia', which means:
chosen as a friend by God.
Sufis say that you cannot search for God unless he has already chosen you. How
can you search for God if he has not already searched for you? All initiative is
from the side of God. He is searching for you, he is desiring you, he goes on
groping for you -- 'Where are you?' When he chooses somebody only then do you
start choosing him. You may not know it -- because when he chooses, how can you
know?
The same is true about a Master. You think that you choose a Master? Nonsense,
just nonsense! It is always the Master who chooses you. The very idea that you
choose the Master is egoistic. How can you choose the Master? How will you know
in the first place who the Master is? How will you decide? What criterions have
you got? You cannot choose a Master, the Master chooses you.
You have come to me from far-away lands -- many more are coming, they are on
the way. Soon this place is going to become really crowded because I have chosen
many who are not yet even alert about it. But they have started moving. They
think they are searching for a Master; they think they are seekers. And it is
natural. It can be forgiven. But they have been chosen by somebody.
And so is the ultimate case with God. God chooses first, then you start feeling
a hunger for him. And it is only Sufis who have told it. No other tradition has
said so clearly that man cannot choose God, it is God who chooses man. It is a
blessing. Even to feel a thirst for God is a great blessing. You should feel
happy that you have been chosen, that God has already called you. The first call
is always heard in the deep unconscious so you cannot figure it out -- what it
is, from where it is coming. You feel it as if it is coming from you. It is not
coming from you.
Man cannot take the initiative. How can man take the initiative? Man is so
impotent, man is so helpless. Man cannot start the journey on his own unless he
is pulled, unless some magnetic force starts pulling him towards some unknown
goal. You can choose only that which you know. How can you choose God? You can
take the initiative for other things, the worldly things, because you know them.
You can have an idea of how to purchase a beautiful house or how to have this
woman as your wife or this man as your husband or how to have more money, more
power, more prestige -- you can choose these things. How can you choose God? You
have not even had a glimpse, not even in your dreams. How can you choose
something so utterly unknown to you?
But you are not unknown to God. He can choose you. Whenever he chooses, a great
desire arises in you to find him. That is an indication that he has chosen you.
You have become a Sufi -- chosen as a friend by God.
That is also beautiful.
The fourth possibility is from the Greek word 'sufiya'. 'Sufiya' means wisdom.
Wisdom is not synonymous with knowledge -- knowledge is through scriptures,
through others, borrowed. Wisdom arises in your own being; you are a light unto
yourself. Wisdom means that you know, not that you believe. Knowledge is belief.
Somebody says 'God is' and you believe. You believe the man, hence you believe
that he must be saying the truth. Jesus says 'God is' and you believe; I say
'God is' and you believe -- then it is knowledge. You love me, you trust me, you
start believing -- but it is knowledge.
And a man becomes a Sufi only when he has known. When he himself has known,
when he himself has touched the reality, when he himself has seen the face of
God, then he becomes a Sufi. He has become wise. He is no more just
knowledgeable, it is his own experience now.
The English term 'philosophy' comes from the same root 'sufiya' but it has gone
astray. Sufi also comes from the same root 'sufiya' but it has not gone astray.
Philosophy became just speculation -- thinking and thinking and thinking, never
arriving at any conclusion. And if you don't arrive at any conclusion your life
is not going to be transformed. Just by thinking, nobody is transformed; only
when you arrive at some experienced conclusions do you grow. Philosophy is a
game with words and logic -- a beautiful game. If you like it you can play it,
but you remain the same. It never changes you.
That's why science had to get a divorce from philosophy. The day science got a
divorce from philosophy it started growing. It became experimental, it became
objective. Science does not depend on thinking any more, it depends on
experimentation. That is one possibility of getting a divorce from philosophy.
Another possibility of getting the divorce is Sufism. Science moves towards the
object and becomes experimentation, Sufism moves towards the subject and becomes
experience. But both are concerned about reality -- science for the reality that
is outside and Sufism for the reality that is inside. Both have divorced
philosophy.
Science depends on experiment because with the object experiment is possible;
Sufism depends on experience because you can only experience the inner
consciousness, you cannot experiment upon it. It is not an object, it is your
subjectivity.
And the last possibility is from the Hebrew root 'ain sof' which means the
absolutely infinite, the search for the absolutely infinite, the search beyond
the relative, the search for the unbounded, the eternal, the timeless.
Yes, that's exactly what Sufism is. Sufism is all these things and more. To
indicate that more I will repeat the definition in the Persian dictionary: SUFI
CHIST -- SUFI, SUFIST. WHO IS A SUFI? A SUFI IS A SUFI. Nothing more can be said
about it.
But you can enter into the temple of Sufism and you can taste it.
Before we enter into this small story of today a few more things will be
helpful to understand. They will become a background.
The Koran says there are three basic qualities which have to be in the heart of
the seeker. The first is khushu. khushu means humility, humbleness. The second
is karamat. karamat means charity, sharing, the joy of giving. And the third is
sijd. sijd means truthfulness, authenticity, not to pretend but to be whatsoever
you are. These three are the three pillars of Sufism.
Humility does not mean the ordinary so-called humbleness. The ordinary humble
person is not egoless. He carries a new kind of ego -- of being humble. He
thinks he is humble, 'Nobody is as humble as I am. I am the topmost in
humility.' But he goes on comparing. The ego has not changed, the ego has only
taken a new posture, a new gesture, more subtle.
First the ego was very gross. When you go on bragging about your money. It is
very gross. One day you renounce your money and then you start bragging that you
have renounced all. This is very subtle, but the bragging continues. First you
say, 'I am somebody.' In a thousand and one ways you try to prove that you are
somebody. Then one day, seeing the futility of it, you drop the whole trip, you
turn back, you take another gesture -- you stand on your head and you start
saying, 'I am nobody.' But 'I am' continues. The claim was for somebody, now it
is for nobody. The claim was there, the claim is still there. Now it has taken a
subtle form.
Humility, khushu, means a man who has understood all the ways of the ego. And
by understanding all the ways of the ego, the ego has disappeared. There is no
claim, not even of being humble. When there is no claim, there is humility,
there is khushu.
This is one of the most essential qualities for those who want to move towards
God -- because if you are too much you will not be moving. You have to be
liquid, you have to melt; you cannot remain frozen in your ego. Only when you
melt will you start moving. And when you start moving where else can you move?
All movement is towards God. Only those who are ossified are not reaching
towards God -- otherwise, if you are moving, you are moving towards God. There
is no other movement.
The second is charity -- karamat. Charity does not mean that you give and you
feel very good that you have given, that you give and you oblige the person to
whom you have given. Then it is not karamat, then it is not charity. Charity is
when you give and you feel obliged that the other has taken it; when you give
with no idea that you are obliging anybody in any way; when you give because you
have too much -- what else can you do? It is not that the other needs. Charity
is when you give out of your affluence, when you give out of your abundance. It
is not that the other is needy and you are helping the other; the other is not
the question at all. You give because you have -- what else can you do? The
flower has bloomed and the fragrance spreads to the winds -- what else can the
flower do? The lamp has been lighted and it shares its light, it spreads its
light. The cloud is full of water and it showers -- what else can it do?
When you do out of your abundance only then is there charity. And then you
don't bother who is worthy of receiving it -- that is not the point at all.
You must have read the beautiful parable of Jesus. Jesus is incomparable as far
as parables go. A man, a rich man, called a few labourers to work in his garden.
By the afternoon it was felt that they were not enough, that the work would not
be completed by the evening. So a few more labourers were called. But by the
evening it was felt that even those were not enough so a few more labourers were
called.
At sunset the rich man gave them money for all that they had done. But he gave
them all alike: those who had come in the morning received the same and those
who had come in the afternoon they also received the same and those who had come
just when the sun was setting they also received the same. Naturally, the
labourers who had come in the morning were angry. They protested. And they said,
'This is unjust. We came in the morning, we did the whole day's work and we
received the same award. And these people have just come and they have not done
a thing and they are also receiving the same. This is unjust.'
The master laughed and he said, 'Whatsoever you have received is not enough for
the work you have done?' They said, 'That is enough. But what about these people
who have not done anything and who have also received?' And the master said, 'I
give to them out of my abundance. Can't I give my money? It is my money. You
have received. For whatsoever you have done you have received. Can't I throw my
money away? What protest is there? Shy should you be worried?'
And Jesus used to say, 'This man is the man of charity. He gives out of his
abundance.'
This is what Sufis call karamat.
And the third is truthfulness. It does not mean saying the truth, it means
being the truth. Saying is only half way; being is the true thing. You can say
truth a few times when it doesn't harm you -- that's what people go on doing.
When truth is not going to harm them they become truthful. And if sometimes
truth is going to harm others they persist in being very, very truthful. But
when the truth is not going to help you then you drop it, then it is no more
meaningful.
That's why people say 'Honesty is the best policy.' But the man who say
'Honesty is the best policy' is not an honest mall, remember. Policy? The very
word is dishonest. Truth cannot be a policy and honesty cannot be a policy. They
can only be your very heart -- not policies. Policies can be used and dropped.
Policies are political. When honesty pays, you are honest -- that's what it
means. 'Honesty is the best policy.' When it does not pay, you become dishonest.
You have no relationship with honesty. You use it. That's what it means when you
say policy.
SIJD -- the Sufi word means to be truthful, to be true. It is not only a
question of policy. Whatsoever happens, whatsoever the result, not thinking of
the result at all but just to be whatsoever is true, to risk all for truth --
that's what sijd is. It is to risk everything for truth -- because if truth is
saved, all is saved, and if truth is lost, all is lost.
Now this small story.
UWAIS WAS ASKED, 'HOW DO YOU FEEL?'
Uwais is a Sufi Master.
HE SAID, 'LIKE ONE WHO HAS ARISEN IN THE MORNING AND DOES NOT KNOW WHETHER HE
WILL BE DEAD IN THE EVENING.'
THE OTHER MAN SAID, 'BUT THIS IS THE SITUATION OF ALL MEN.'
UWAIS SAID, 'YES, BUT HOW MANY OF THEM FEEL IT?'
Now many things have to be understood.
First, when Uwais said, 'LIKE ONE WHO HAS ARISEN IN THE MORNING AND DOES NOT
KNOW WHETHER HE WILL BE DEAD IN THE EVENING,' he is saying many things. It is a
very pregnant statement. You will have to go deep into it.
First he is saying that a Sufi lives moment by moment; he does not bother about
what is going to happen the next moment. He has no plan for the next moment. A
Sufi has no future. This moment is all. He lives in it, he lives totally in it,
because there is nowhere else to go. You cannot live totally in the moment if
you have a future -- a part of your being will be flowing towards the future,
naturally. If you have a past you cannot live in the present -- part of your
mind will be flowing towards the past. You will become fragmented. The major
part of. your being will remain hanging somewhere in the past and the remaining
greater part will have already moved somewhere in future. Nothing will he left
for the present. And the present is so small, so atomic, that you can miss it
very easily. People are missing it. People have pasts and people have futures,
people don't have any present.
The Sufi lives in the present. To live in the present the basic need is to
withdraw yourself from the past, to withdraw yourself from the future. Then
there comes a concentration of energies, then this small moment becomes
luminous, you pour your total energy into it -- then there is joy and
benediction. If you are miserable it is only because you live in the past and in
the future. A miserable man has past and future, a man who lives in bliss has
only the moment, this moment. He lives in the now.
Ashley Montagu has coined a new word -- it will be very, very helpful to
understand. He says that this newness, this constantly being new in the moment,
this constantly dropping out of the past and not jumping into the future is a
great art. He calls that art 'neoteny'. 'Neo' means new, 'teny' means stretched
out, extended.
A man can live his whole life in newness, a man can live his whole life like a
child, a man can have the quality of a child extended all over his life -- the
art is to live in the moment. The person who lives in the moment never grows
old. He matures but he never grows old. He really grows. Growing old is not
really growing. Growing old is only dying slowly; growing old is only committing
suicide. The man who lives in the moment never becomes old in the sense that
people become old. He never becomes knowledgeable; he is always innocent,
curious, thrilled, full of wonder. Every moment brings a new surprise. He is
ready to explore new dimensions of life. He is always on an adventure. He is an
explorer. He is never fed up with life. He is never bored.
In a church the priest declared that after the services there would be a
meeting of the Board. Everybody left. Only the Board members were there. But a
stranger was also sitting there just in the front row.
The priest was a little puzzled. He said, 'Sir, have you not understood? I said
there would be a meeting of the Board.'
And the stranger said, 'Yes. And who is more bored than me? You tell me.'
Look at people. Look at people's eyes. They don't have the glimmer of surprise.
Look at their faces. Their faces say that nothing is going to happen any more.
They are bored, utterly bored. If they are not committing suicide it is only
because they are cowards. Otherwise there is nothing to live for; there is no
meaning, no significance. There seems to be no joy. Just go to any street and
stand on the side and see people. Just everybody seems to be so full of dust.
Why do people go on living? -- because they are afraid to commit suicide.
Otherwise life has no joy. Or maybe they are so bored that they don't feel that
anything is going to happen even in death. They are so bored, nothing is ever
going to happen. Nothing ever happens. And the reason? The reason is that they
are burdened by the past.
Sufism says: don't be burdened by the past and don't be burdened by the future
either. This moment is precious, why waste it in thinking about things which are
no more or in thinking about things which are not yet? Let this moment be one of
great joy.
And that joy becomes a prayer, that joy becomes jikr, that joy becomes a
remembrance of God. It is no use just repeating Allah, Allah, Allah; it is no
use just repeating Ram, Ram, Ram. When you are full of joy then you remember
Allah in the deepest core of your being. It is not that you repeat it verbally;
your whole existence says Allah, your every cell, your every fibre of being,
says Allah. It is not that you repeat it; it is not verbal, it is existential.
It is there, it is constantly there. It becomes a climate inside you. You start
living in that juice, in that joy.
So the first thing Uwais says is, 'This is my feeling. I live moment to moment,
without any plan or future. I don't know what is going to happen this evening --
maybe death.' By 'death' he simply means that anything is possible, even death
is possible. 'I live in surprise, I live in wonder, I live in mystery. And the
greatest mystery is death.'
There are only two mysteries: life and death. And the greatest is certainly
death -- because life is spread out and death is very intense. Life happens in
seventy, eighty, a hundred years. Naturally it is spread out. Death happens in a
single moment, it is very intense. Death is the culmination, the crescendo.
Death is the greatest orgasm there is -- hence, by the way, people are afraid of
orgasm. It is because they are afraid of death. Many people don't have orgasms.
Or even if they do, it is a local orgasm, not very orgasmic -- because of fear.
The orgasmic moment is a death moment. And in death happens the. ultimate
orgasm. In that moment you utterly disappear into nothingness. It is the
greatest experience.
Uwais says, 'I don't know what is going to happen -- maybe death.' Death is a
door to God. Those who know how to die know how to enter into God. Clingers
clinging to life never know what God is because they don't allow death. And
death comes every day. As each moment passes by, something dies. If you are
thirty years old you have been dying for thirty years continuously. If you
gather those moments of thirty years, those dead moments that you have already
lived, if you gather them then you are burdened. Then you start growing old.
Then you are carrying such a load -- how can you be in a dance? That load won't
allow it. If you can drop that load every day and you are again fresh, again
innocent, again a child, then, then you also know death happening every day --
life and death happening both together.
And then one day comes the ultimate death and one accepts it, welcomes it,
celebrates it, disappears into it dancing. How you behave at the moment of death
will show how you have lived. Your death moment will be a testament.
Uwais is saying, 'I am always facing death and waiting for it. And I am
thrilled by the possibility of it.' But to face death means to live
courageously. People avoid death. They have even avoided the very idea of it.
They think that everybody else dies but they are not going to die.
If you live in such innocence you live in ignorance. Ignorance is a great
religious quality. A man of knowledge cannot become religious but an ignorant
man can easily become religious.
Uwais says, 'LIKE ONE WHO HAS ARISEN IN THE MORNING AND DOES NOT KNOW WHETHER
HE WILL BE DEAD IN THE EVENING.' Nothing is certain, nothing is predictable;
everything remains open. For a Sufi all. is possible. Nothing is absolutely
certain, everything is possible -- that is what opening, an open mind, means.
THE OTHER MAN SAID, 'BUT THIS IS THE SITUATION OF ALL MEN.'
Everybody is going to die and nobody knows when he is going to die.
The other has not understood the statement of Uwais. We understand only at our
own plane.
UWAIS SAID, 'YES. BUT HOW MANY OF THEM FEEL IT?'
They are going to die.
Every moment the unknown penetrates into life -- that's what death is. But they
don't feel it. They are not aware of it. People live in a kind of sleep, in a
kind of slumber. People are almost sleep-walkers.
The passenger in the taxi cab was more than slightly inebriated. Glancing at
his watch he saw that the time was seven o'clock. Shortly afterwards he glanced
at a clock in a jeweller's store which registered 6:55.
'Hey, what's the time?' he asked the cabbie.
'It's 6:50,' the cabbie replied.
'Stop and turn around,' he demanded, 'we're going in the wrong direction!'
People are almost asleep, drunk; there is not even a ray of awareness.
It happened....
It was the first part in five years that he had managed to get in any play.
True, it was only a small speaking part, but it was a start. The hero was to
come on the scene and say, 'Did you see this man get killed?' His part was
simply to look the hero straight in the eyes and answer, 'I did.'
For weeks he practised with those two words -- I did, I did, I did -- studying
elocution, practising facial expressions and intonations Then came the big day.
The hero walked in glanced at the body on the floor looked at the actor and
asked, 'Did you see this man get killed?'
Looking full into the eyes of the hero he answered clearly, 'Did I?'
People are not alert at all. They are asleep. A kind of dullness, a kind of fog
surrounds your being. It is very foggy and confused. Very rarely do you become
alert, very, very rarely; rare are those moments. Gurdjieff used to say that if
a man had them seven times in his life it is more than you can expect. Very
rarely.
In very great danger sometimes you become alert. Somebody comes to kill you and
puts a revolver on your chest -- then for a single moment the fog disappears.
Death is there. Or, if you are driving at ninety, a hundred miles per hour and
then suddenly at a turn you see that now everything is gone, for a moment the
accident seems to be certain, absolutely certain -- the fog disappears. Hence
the appeal of danger -- because only in danger do you sometimes feel that you
are. Hence the appeal of war. When people go to war and move into the clutches
of death, sometimes rare moments come. But otherwise, in an ordinary
comfortable, convenient life, people go on snoring.
A traveller enquired the way to the post office from a drunkard. The drunkard
was an old inhabitant of the town.
'Well, you go down two blocks and turn right... no, you go down two blocks and
turn left... no, that ain't right either, you go up this street one block, turn
right and go one block.... Truth is mister, I don't think you can get to the
post office from here at all.'
People are living in that fog. And it is not only that when you drink you
become foggy -- you are drinking a thousand and one kinds of alcohol every
moment. Somebody is money-mad -- then money is his alcohol. Somebody is
power-mad -- then he is drinking power and will become a drunkard. And there are
different kinds of mad people. But everybody has his own particular kind of
alcohol which makes him drunk.
Have you seen the eyes of a miser looking at his money? He looks at the money
as if he is looking at his beloved. He touches money with such tenderness. He
feels one hundred rupee notes with such love and care. And when the money is
there he forgets the whole world.
Watch a politician -- power-mad. He is drunk. He need not have any other
alcoholic beverages, he need not have any drugs. He is already drugged by power.
He may even be against alcohol and against drugs, he may try to bring
prohibition to the country, but he himself is drunk. And certainly the alcohol
that is created out of power is more dangerous than any alcohol that comes out
of grapes. These power maniacs are the really dangerous people in the world.
But everybody is drunk. They drink different kind of drinks but they are drunk.
A Sufi is one who is not drunk -- that's what Uwais means when he says, 'YES.
BUT HOW MANY OF THEM FEEL IT?'
Remember, there is a difference. If the same question was asked of Bodhidharma
or Rinzai they would have said, 'How many of them are aware of it?' Uwais says,
'How many of them feel it?' That's the difference between two different paths --
the path of awareness, meditation, and the path of love, feeling.
Sufism is the path of love, feeling. If Bodhidharma had been asked he would
have said, 'How many are aware of it?' He would have used the word 'aware' not
'feel'. No Zen Master would use the word 'feel' -- that is the basic difference,
otherwise there is no difference.
Sufism is heart-wakefulness -- the arising of feeling. The Koran says: 'It is
not the eyes that are blind but the hearts.' By 'heart' is meant the faculty
that perceives the transcendent, the beloved. Sufis are known as those who have
hearts. Says al-Hillaj Mansoor, 'I saw my Lord with the eye of the heart. I
asked him "Who art thou?" and he answered "thou."' The eye of the heart....
Remember this. Sufism is the path of love. It is more dancing than Zen, it is
more singing than Zen, it is more celebrating than Zen. That's why the countries
where Sufism has existed have created the best and the most beautiful poetry
that has ever existed in the world. The Persian language became very poetic and
it has created the greatest poets of the world. The very language has become
poetic, the very language has become very juicy -- because God is thought of as
the beloved.
That too has to be understood -- the last thing today. For Zen people there is
no God, your own awareness is the ultimate. Zen comes out of Gautam Buddha's
insight. Sufism comes out of Mohammed's love affair with God.
It happened....
The year was 610 A. D. Mohammed was in a cave on Mount Hira. He received his
first spiritual experience and feared that he had become either mad or, as he
said, a poet. He went to his wife trembling with fear saying, 'Woe is me. Poet
or possessed?' He had even thought of casting himself down from the high rocks
to kill himself. It was such a shock, it was such a great voltage of love. For
three days he was trembling constantly as if in a deep dangerous fever.
And the fear was that he thought that he had either become a poet or he had
gone mad. Out of this experience of Mohammed starts the river of Sufism. It has
remained always both poetic and possessed. He was both. He had become a poet and
he had become possessed. He had gone mad and he had become a mystic.
You must have heard about the beautiful Sufi legend of Majnu and Laila. It is
not an ordinary love story. The word 'majnu' means mad, mad for God. And 'laila'
is the symbol of God. Sufis think of God as the beloved; 'laila' means the
beloved. Everybody is a 'majnu' and God is -- the beloved. And one has to open
one's heart, the eye of the heart.
That's why Uwais says, 'YES. BUT HOW MANY OF THEM FEEL IT?' People have become
completely unfeeling, they don't feel at all. They have by-passed their heart.
They don't go through the heart, they have reached to the head. They have
avoided the heart Hence there seems to be no benediction in life. It is only
through the heart that the flowers bloom and it is only through the heart that
the birds start singing, and it is only through the heart that you come to
realise life not as a dry awareness but as a celebration.
Sufism is great celebration. I invite you to celebrate it with me.
OSHO - Sufis, the People of
the Path Volume 1 Chapter 1
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