I have begun uploading various articles, art, and prose unrelated to the subjects this site is dedicated to;

https://khaospunk.wordpress.com/

This new site may also be of interest to many currently directed to this blog via various online Chaos Magic lists & pages. Since I have been accused of having some vendetta against Chaos Magic as a whole, it seems reasonable to prove this lie by publishing these writings; a combination of new material, as well as pieces already published here and there over the years.

http://www.walesonline.co.uk/news/wales-news/couple-accused-abusing-child-black-8331997

Wakes Online

Dec 22, 2014 14:38

• By David Deans

Carolee Hickman, 64, indecently assaulted a schoolgirl and held her down while her husband Albert John Hickman, 65, raped her

Carolee Hickman, 64, was on trial for indecently assaulting a schoolgirl and holding the victim down while her husband Albert John Hickman, 65, raped her during the 1970s.

She had been accused of grooming and abusing the young schoolgirl when they lived in South Wales at the time, after petrifying her with black magic threats.

The couple, both of the Wheatlands, Baschurch, Shrewsbury, were found guilty on all counts.

As Judge Daniel Williams remanded the pair in custody, Carolee Hickman sobbed into her hand and shouted “no” from across the courtroom.

Her husband loudly protested as he was taken down to the cells.

Both Carolee Hickman and former RAF man Albert Hickman, who had been previously jailed for five years for sex abuse, had denied the charges.

The victim, now in her 50s and who can’t be named, said she had blocked out memories of the abuse for almost four decades until they came back during counselling for bereavement and depression in 2011.

She earlier told Cardiff Crown Court that she went to Carolee Hickman’s Bridgend home while skipping school with friends, aged 11, but was soon being terrified into submission.

“Carolee said she was a witch and would come and get me and would make my mother ill,” the victim said.

“She even said she could kill my mother if she wanted to.

“She had a knife with a jewelled handle kept in a wooden box with carvings on the top.

“She cut my hand and sucked the blood out of it.

“There were tarot cards, she used to tell our fortunes and she even had a black cape.”

The woman said she and friends visited Hickman in Cricklewood Close because she would allow them to smoke and even drink while her husband was away working.

“I was on the bed when she held my arms while he (Albert Hickman) raped me,” she said.

The court was told Carolee Hickman laughed out loud when police asked if she was a witch.

“I’ve got books on spells but I wouldn’t know how to do them – I wouldn’t know where to start”, she is recorded as telling police officers conducting interviews with her.

She said she had no idea of the identity of the woman now making the complaint and did not recognise her when shown photographs taken when the victim was young.

Her husband, who described his abuse of other girls in a way that prosecuting counsel Michael Jones described as “chilling,” had denied a rape took place at Bridgend where he was a fitter at St Athan and involved in mountain rescue operations.

A large number of books on spells and the occult were found when officers arrested the grandmother and her husband at their home in Shropshire.

Carolee and Albert John Hickman divorced in 1985 but remarried more recently.

Carolee Hickman told police they separated while he was serving 10 years (reduced to eight on appeal), and she five years for child sex offences, which they had been convicted of in 1982 in Northampton.

“If I didn’t divorce him, I wouldn’t have got parole – as soon as we divorced I got it”, she said.

Mr Hickman was sentenced for five sex offences and Mrs Hickman for indecent assault and for aiding and abetting another man to rape a 14 year old girl as part of a devil worship ritual.

The couple have been remanded in custody ahead of a sentencing hearing to be heard in January.

I have received a barrage of loony hate mail recently, as one should only expect. They suggest the scum who abused and exploited ‘Child X’ (see numerous other posts) are feeling a little insecure about their future. They also suggest a steady decline in mental health, again as would be expected from anyone with so much to fear.

Many of these messages contain garbled sentences which are intended to cause me some upset, and be unexplainable to anyone else. They have also dragged various names into their vitriol- of friends and allies- in some attempt to mess with my head, perhaps. I am sure none of these people will be happy to know that this SHAME-MAN has been pretending to be them. So far, this SHAME-MAN has pretended to be a whistleblower from the I.O.T., a member of Anonymous, and the Clown Army.

He has also been hilariously mistaken in thinking that I have been using ‘sockpuppets’ of my own. At least one person he mentions is an accomplished sorcerer and martial artist, as well as a good father, who he thinks is me. Woops. Seems SHAME-MAN is keen to add to his list of enemies?

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greg.thunder@riseup.net To me 11 Dec NEW YORK 123:123:23.1 Daemon mailer re-send# re-send loop #134:56:56 User comment: This mail will be re-sent until 01/04/2087 ‘EZRA DREAD OF THE SMELLY SHED’ To: Nathaniel R. Harris <skratte1945@yahoo.co.uk> Ω re-send to shed lord bi-valve bi-ped bi-Easton bi-cycle bi-sexy jazz-devil–lovehttp://www.angelfire.com/mech/jinsaotome/JinsDangerousToys/BlackheartCircle4_001.JPG :-| ΔΨ∞ • remember to forget •   • remember to forget •   • remember to forget •   • remember to forget •   • remember to forget On 2014-10-24 20:56,greg.thunder@riseup.net wrote: > REPEAT TRANSMISSION > mailer demon failure, this message is being resent > dehsdehsdehs /8080:// > > Sub Item_PropertyChange(ByVal Name) > Select Case Name > Case “Status” > if Item.Status = 2 then ‘2 = Completed > Set NewItem = Application.CreateItem(0) > NewItem.To = “myemailaddress@myisp.com” > NewItem.Recipients.ResolveAll > NewItem.Subject = “anderous notions” > NewItem.Body = “re//9080://.” > NewItem.Display = marmalade lane smelly mummy > End IF > End Select > End Sub > > On 2014-10-21 19:03, greg.thunder@riseup.net wrote: >> Quote is from Augustine and only popularised by A.Crowley. >> >> I KNOW IT MAY BE HARD FOR YOU TO COME TO TERMS WITH YOUR OWN ABUSE, >> BUT WHAT I SAY IS ONLY THE FACTS. >> >> THE TAIL OF YOUR INVOLVMENT WITH I.:-@.T IS WELL KNOWN, YOU HAVE BEEN >> BRAVELY HONEST ABOUT YOUR BOOKS BEING ‘SHIT’ AND I THOUGHT YOU COULD >> COME OUT ABOUT YOUR OWN DEVIANT OCCULTISM (WHICH YOU HAVE VALIANTLY >> REJECTED). I THOUGHT YOU WOULD ALSO SHED LIGHT ON THOSE STORIES ABOUT >> YOUR BEING ‘_RECEPTIVE PARTNER_’ OF A WELL-KNOWN CHAOTE AUTHOR AS WELL >> AS THAT MANTIS PERSON? SOUNDS LIKE LOTS OF DEBASED SEX ‘MAGICK’ WAS >> HAPPENING IN THOSE DAYS OF THE UK MAGIC(K) SCENE. >> >> g.html – typical >> apologist for perversion. >> >> Yes consent matters, the problem is that (bad) occult groups >> manipulate consent so that people think they are ‘informed’ but really >> they are being duped into deviance. You may yourswelf have repressed >> memories of this On 2014-10-19 21:23, Nathaniel Harris wrote: >>> Why do you say this, and then end your article with a quote from Crowley? >>> >>> Personally, I think all expressions of adult sexuality, amongst >>> consenting, well informed, sane adults is their own business. I >>> certainly do not agree that heterosexuality or celebacy are in any way >>> superior expressions of love. >>> >>> Exploitation, coercion, and rape are a transgression upon the free >>> will of another. Such acts deserve to be punished. The abuse of >>> children is especially damaging, and anyone who participates in such >>> willfull violations of an innocent’s life deserve to pay the ultimate >>> price. >>> >>> What is this about me being duped into homosexuality when I was a >>> ‘High Priest’? IS THIS SOME >>> APOCRYPHAL TALE YOU ARE REPEATING?_ I made mistakes in my youth, this >>> is true, but homosexuality was not some TRICK or requirement of the >>> I.O.T. >>> >>> >>> On Friday, 17 October 2014, 21:40, “greg.thunder@riseup.net” >>> “Temple of Perverts” >>> >>> You may know that chaos magic, the Cultus Sabbati of Andrew Chumberly, >>> Grant’s Typhonian OTO and the religion of Aleister Crowley are all >>> associated with homosexuality, and while it may be said with some >>> certainty that not all homosexuals are also child rapists when all is >>> said and done, the fact is that the majority of child sexual >>> exploitation is not, at its heart, heterosexual. >>> >>> Operation Yewtree figures proove this. >>> >>> Underground occult groups use ‘deviant’ forms of sexuality >>> (transgenderism, inter-racial sex, fat-facesitting, paraphillias of all >>> sorts, BDSM, scatological desires) they are ‘normalised’ and the same >>> for sexual behaviours that include pederastry, zoophillia and forms of >>> sex that are against the law of both the land and of nature. >> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YmsGKTZ5AbE (new life) actusally happens. Not through the ‘negtive Left hand path’ >>> methods of deviant sexual symbolism. These only lead to insanity and >>> death. >>> >>> Every sound magician knows this and that’s why even if they were duped >>> into homosexual acts(as Nathaniel was when he was an High Priest of IOT ) >>> real magicians are either celebate or straight. Fact. >>> >>> Real sex magic is about LOVE, TRUE love under Will – and this formula >>> cant happen when it is being enabled through sick and sadistic sexual >>> practices. >>> >>> Greg. >> >> SIGNOFF: o/black  all else is maya, us clowns will pie-ya! that voodoo that you do iz white boyz doodoo :phttp://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clandestine_Insurgent_Rebel_Clown_Army love Greg xx

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Very amateurish. Two can play at that game. Here is my reply..

High Five, mr. Brunswick, walking on the drak side of the Street.You are NOT looking well.

Bethankings for the Con-Firmations of your own misinformation, and the subtle manifestations of my own enchantments.

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/europe/france/10433011/Human-skull-inscribed-with-death-to-paedophiles-found-on-French-seabed.html

Also, good to know you have all been lying to each other. Not that it is any surprise. If we can see your lips moving, we know you are spewing shit.

There is so much happening.. and you are out of the loop. An irrelevance, you have been misdirected and lied to by the very people you believe you can depend upon. Waiting to stab you in the back. You will ALL stab each other in the back. Done up like a Cornish Patsy.

How long before Fra. Mantis makes his joyous deathbed confession? Wyrd how vayne men like to use one another. Prataboutabit has a lot to say about you, too. Hehehe.

The one thing you all know is my shit works.. not like your stupid dress up games of pseudo(peado) Druidry. It is what upsets you so much, kiddy fucker (hey that nearly rhymes with your REAL name). Feeling outclassed?

Your neurolinguistics are amateurish at best. Ask the Crowman what message I sent? Just a coincidence, was it? Banished to Milton Keynes, and awaiting his own demise in the psychiatric hospital. What more could we wish for?

Loony runes for you, too. No need to CmdC when you can rede, rite, and spell for yourself, fucktard. Have some Luck..

Such a shame, man.

Time. It is only time. You try to tell yourself you can cheat the destiny you have forged for yourself, but the only way out is suicide. Maybe then you can die before everyone KNOWS about you.

What is it like, knowing the only people who actually like you would, and WILL, despise you should they learn the truth?

You see, lasting effects take time and patience. They are gradually achieved through influence that never lapses- not through acts of violation. Results of this kind are less striking than those achieved through suprise attack, but they are more enduring and more complete.

You would know that, if you were who you like to pretend you are.

Speaking of pretending.. You have 13 minutes and 37 seconds to find yourself. Maybe you should fuck off to India, where the sex tourism is so much easier.

You do realize I am not afraid of you, right? Not in any way at all. Disgusted, yes, but not afraid, or in any way impressed. I always thought you were a deluded twat, even before Child X made his disclosures about what you and his father had been up to. YOU ARE A DINGLEBERRY HANGING OFF MY ARSEHAIR TRYING TO MAKE ITSELF IMPORTANT.

KENNAZ reveals your crimes. TYRWAZ brings the Left Hand of Justice. HEL awaits you.

THE EXPRESS

By: Paul Murray Published: Sun, November 9, 2014

http://www.express.co.uk/news/uk/533091/EXCLUSIVE-Charities-claim-satanic-abuse-children-rife

CHILDREN have been the victims of satanic abuse including rape, murder and even the production of so-called snuff films which depict killings, two leading charities claimed last night.

One campaigner said he had heard of babies born but never registered, so they would not be missed when killed by secret paedophile networks.

The existence of such terrifying cults is said to have gone unchecked in Scotland for decades, with victims facing scepticism and outright disbelief.

Many incidents took place years ago but experts are sure ritual abuse rings still operate.

Police Scotland said yesterday they were taking the allegations “incredibly seriously” and would investigate any complaints.

The claims will put the Scottish government under intense pressure to announce a public inquiry into historic child sexual abuse, with Scotland now the only part of the UK without such a review.

The disturbing claims of snuff films and widespread ritual abuse made by two charities came to light during a lengthy investigation by the Sunday Express.

Horrific things are happening and nobody is getting caught
Joseph Lumbasi
Last year we revealed that shamed DJ Jimmy Savile raped a girl aged 15 in 1975 during a satanic abuse ritual, while cloaked paedophiles looked on.

Kate Short, of Kilmarnock-based charity Break The Silence, said: “We have had quite a lot of people who have been abused as part of a cult or a paedophile ring.

“In the worst cases they have been forced to watch the making of snuff movies.

“It’s the extreme, barbaric type of terror that can lead to serious personal disorder.

“Victims are so brainwashed they don’t dare to speak out.”

Charity Izzy’s Promise is based in Dundee.

Project co-ordinator Joseph Lumbasi said: “Babies are aborted for sacrifices.

“There is pornography, sick films.

“Horrific things are happening and nobody is getting caught.”

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Nathaniel; This is not a false Satanic Panic. All those Pagans and occultists that insist it is are as myopic as the Catholic Church has ever been. Every paedophile in the ‘occult community’ brings their shame down upon us all, upon all our rites and Mysteries, if we do not do everything to expose and destroy them. Stop being a dupe, and take action.

 No OATH OF SECRECY is worth Jack’s shit if it is being employed to cover up child abuse. There is no honour in upholding such oaths. If you have information on abuses by members of your community, reveal it.

Thank you, David. We love you.

I have already told of how Bristol Social Services and the Family Law Courts worked to cover up the evidence of a cultic paedophile ring, and returned Child X to the care of his sociopathic abusive father.

http://nathanieljharris.wordpress.com/2014/09/22/satanic-abuse-multi-agency-failure-a-personal-experience/

Here is evidence of just how corrupt they are truly are.

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Jail social workers who take children without telling parents why, says Britain’s top family judge

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2476232/Jail-social-workers-children-telling-parents-says-Britains-family-judge.html#ixzz3H6jcf55Z

PUBLISHED: 01:36, 25 October 2013 | UPDATED: 01:37, 25 October 2013

Sir James Munby attacked workers in Bristol who didn’t explain themselves
They did not tell a couple why their two children were being taken from them
They breach a court order in doing so – which could carry a jail term in future

The country’s most senior family judge yesterday launched a furious attack on social workers who failed to tell parents why their children were being adopted – and suggested that in future the same offence could carry a jail term.
Local authority workers in Bristol ignored a court order requiring them to explain why the couple’s two children were being taken for adoption.
They only released the information to the parents 45 minutes before the decision was due to be finalised, giving the family no real hope of mounting a challenge in court.
Sir James Munby, who is President of the Family Division, said their behaviour was ‘deplorable’ and ‘symptomatic of a deeply rooted culture in family courts’.
In his judgment, he accused the social workers of having a ‘slapdash’ and ‘lackadaisical’ attitude to court orders.
He said the couple, who were facing the ‘permanent loss of two children’ had been denied ‘vitally important’ information.
He also warned that in future, there would be ‘consequences’ for social workers, suggesting that they could be jailed for contempt if they fail to comply with court orders – an offence that carries a sentence of up to two years.
Until now, local authority workers have largely been protected by family courts, which also routinely tolerate delays and inefficiencies in their work.
By contrast, members of the public who have failed to comply with court orders have been dealt with severely.
The most notorious case of this was the prison sentence for contempt handed down to Wanda Maddocks, who wanted to get her father out of a care home where she thought he was being ill-treated. Miss Maddocks was jailed without representation and in secret until her case was revealed by the Daily Mail.

But Sir James’s warning suggests council staff will now face the same punishment as ordinary members of the public if they fail – either through incompetence or unwillingness – to hand over the required information on time.
He told the court: ‘That the parents should have been put in this position is quite deplorable.
‘It is, unhappily, symptomatic of a deeply rooted culture in the family courts which, however long established, will no longer be tolerated.
‘The court is entitled to expect – and from now on family courts will demand – strict compliance with all such orders.

Notorious case: Wanda Maddocks, pictured, was jailed in secret for failing to comply with a court order
‘Non-compliance with orders should be expected to have and will usually have a consequence.’
He added: ‘There is simply no excuse for this. Orders must be obeyed and complied with to the letter and on time. Non-compliance with an order, any order, by anyone is bad enough.
‘It is a particularly serious matter if the defaulter is a public body such as a local authority.
‘It is also a particularly serious matter if the order goes to something as vitally important as the right of a parent who is facing the permanent loss of their child to know what case is being mounted against them by a public authority.’
Lib Dem MP John Hemming, who has campaigned for openness in the family courts, said: ‘At least anybody who is sent down for contempt by Sir James will not be locked up in secret.
‘He has put the boot on to the other foot. The next time courts are let down by the incompetence or bloody-mindedness of social workers, it will be a director of children’s services facing jail rather than a parent.’
Read more: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2476232/Jail-social-workers-children-telling-parents-says-Britains-family-judge.html#ixzz3H6lOhfek

By Neal Keeling

http://www.mirror.co.uk/news/uk-news/ex-cop-paedophile-found-dead-home-4488652

Former police sergeant Don Mackintosh was found hanged by the neck at his Manchester home after appearing in court accused of historic crimes

Don Mackintosh had just appeared in court over child sex allegations
A paedophile former police officer has been found dead just days after answering fresh child sex allegations.

Serial abuser and ex-Greater Manchester Police sergeant Don Mackintosh was found hanged at his home by officers who smashed down his door.

The twisted sex beast, who was once a church Boys’ Brigade leader, was convicted of a string of offences against young boys in 1994 and sentenced to nine years in jail.

Mackintosh, 71, was found hanged by the neck after appearing at Manchester Crown Court last week accused of indecent assault against two boys dating back to the mid 1970s and 80s.

His body was discovered after neighbours reported they had not seen him for several days.

He was due to appear again on December 5 for a plea and case management hearing and was scheduled to go on trial next May.

The latest allegations were made earlier this year and he first appeared in court in September.

He was accused of ten counts of indecent assault and one of indeceny with a child. The allegations date back to 1975. Both of the alleged victims were boys under 14.

In 1994 Mackintosh pleaded guilty to indecently assaulting five boys dating back to 1964.

When the offences started he was a young police officer. By the time he was first questioned in 1993 he was a well-regarded sergeant with 31 years in the force. On arrest he opted to retire and took a £52,000 golden handshake plus £11,000 a year pension.

Mackintosh, who also worked as an education welfare officer for Manchester council in the 70s, was also a lieutenant in the 59th Batallion of the Boys’ Brigade, based at Platt Lane Methodist Church, Fallowfield, where he abused his trust to pursue youngsters.

He got away with his crimes for 25 years until one victim had the courage to come forward. This triggered a police investigation and other victims were traced.

About a dozen men gave statements against Mackintosh and five were proceeded with.

One of his victims from the first conviction, who waived his right to anonymity, has told how he is “glad” his abuser is now dead.

Andrew Brown was just 12-years-old when the ‘great bloke’ who helped run his Boys’ Brigade troop began abusing him.

He said: “I am glad I will not meet him again. I still had a fear that one day I might do so. But I feel sorry for the new alleged victims who will not have their day in court.”

Mr Brown’s two-year long abuse hell began when Mackintosh took him to the swimming baths where the paedophile would abuse the boy in the cubicles.

An emotional Mr Brown said: “I never told my mum and dad or any of my family until I went to the police.

“He would take me swimming, ten pin bowling, to Blackpool, and sent me a birthday card. He went for me because I was quiet.”

But Andrew, 62, now a successful businessman in Rhyl, north Wales, told the Manchester Evening News: “I have no shame about what happened to me. I am a survivor. I hope that by speaking about what happened to me it will give others the courage to report abusers.”

Mackintosh would have got away with his crimes if Andrew had not decided to go to the police 30 years after the attacks.

His complaint led police to other victims and confronted by a wealth of evidence Mackintosh admitted his guilt.

A relative of one his victims said: “Mackintosh admitted to being a prolific and predatory paedophile before the Crown Court. Up until then for decades by maintaining a falsehood of respectability as a police sergeant and boys brigade leader he subjected countless young boys to horrific sexual abuse, scarring them mentally for life.

“But for the courage of my relative coming forward I have no doubt Mackintosh would have continued to be the habitual abuser of which he transpired to be.”

When charged in the 90s Mackintosh went missing, leaving a note. He drove to the Lake District, with booze and pills, but later drove home.

The abuse by ‘Big Mac’ as he was known to colleagues at Stockport police station could have been exposed FIVE years earlier but for a cover-up.

In 1988 a boy attempted suicide after he was assaulted by Mackintosh and later told his parents.

They alerted a church official but it was decided not to report the matter to police because the boys parents’ thought it would increase his trauma.

Amazingly the church official’s son had also been a victim and that also went unreported.

The Methodist church said that with only ‘hearsay evidence’ it was decided the ‘best course’ of action in 1988 was to ask Mackintosh to resign as an officer in the Boys Brigade.

He also left the church.

Before going to court in 1994 to be sentenced Mackintosh, who then lived in Heaviley Stockport, at the time, confessed: “I have brought shame on myself, my family, my church, and the police. I cannot express enough remorse for what occurred and now I just have to take what is coming to me.

“It is difficult for me to understand why I did wrong. If was a huge mistake and probably and illness of sorts. I hope others can forgive me.”

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Nathaniel says; If we are going to offer empathy and forgiveness to paedophiles, like so many apologists think we should, then it is my view we go the whole hog and offer them ASSISTED SUICIDE.

By David Shurter

Many people have asked me to give specifics of my programming, and so I have decided to detail some of the things I went through. This could be incredibly triggering for some- so please read no further if you think this article could affect you in a negative way. I just feel that it is important to discuss and explain some of what I endured as a child and try to offer my explanations as to why.

The reason why the False Memory pedophile protection squad fights so hard to keep Dissociative Identity Disorder in the realm of conspiracy theory is that this was the goal of the MKUltra training. Programming helplessness in children- those in charge believed that their subjects were much easier controlled when inducing extreme trauma and fear as children. Dissociation was the goal of their studies, and the PP Squad realizes that if what so many of us went through comes to the public light there could be a huge outcry. That is why the False Memory Syndrome Foundation formed and has fought so vehemently against allowing any real discourse on the subject for the past three decades. Nothing more than a campaign to keep our governments criminal actions quiet through propaganda and intimidation, the False Memory Foundation is the voice of this movement to protect those who stand accused of crimes against humanity- let alone their own children. Claiming that all of our memories of abuse are fabrications caused by bad therapists, the false memory pedophile protection movement has done anything and everything they can to discredit our experiences. However, many of us, like me- never “repressed” our memories, which is why there is a new surge to quiet and isolate anyone who would discuss what happened in our childhoods.

I was involved with MKUltra before I was born. My mother went into labor with me Thanksgiving night but my birth was somehow held off until December 6, 1966. Being born into a family that was actively practicing Satanism- it was incredibly important that I associate with the 666 in my birthdate, as I was raised to be the Anti-Christ. Doing their best to make me into a sociopath- or worse, a psychopath- I was inducted into a program of abuse from my birth and it was all I really knew right from the very beginning.
I remember always being strapped down- to chairs, beds, and worse, their machines. My first memories are that of being on a machine that spun me in all directions. It was this that prevents me from even being on a swing- as the movement and motion of simply rocking back and forth is enough to induce nausea with me. In other training- words, sounds, and symbols imbedded in blinding flashing lights that rapidly flowed in the apparatuses that were strapped to my head. I couldn’t look away or close my eyes because they prevented eyelid movement with small clamps on my lids. Electric shock was often used in my abuse as a teaching method, and the fear of answering wrong made my adrenaline rush to the point that I was beyond hyperaware.

Drowning was also used as an obedience tool. Held under water until unconsciousness- the pain of waking with water in my lungs and the spasms induced by choking was a familiar thing in my childhood. Like I was told- “life Is pain”, and I quickly learned to be what was expected of me- although my obedience didn’t stop the torture of my training.

Much of the program I went through was all about reading people and influencing events around me. Basically looking for psychic achievements, I was taught to see into people- watch how they act, and figure out what they were thinking. Graduating each level- I was taught to remotely view conversations at a distance- first by listening, then by reading lips, until it came to a point that I was expected to look into their heads and try to feel what they were thinking. More than that- I was trained to look into a person and find out what frightened them.

It is hard to explain- but the best way I know of is to equate it to what social workers can tell you about abused children. They become hyperaware of their surroundings and the people around them. They become conditioned to guess the moods of their abusers as they desperately do what is only human, and try to avoid being hurt. Those involved in my training as a child wanted to take this to an extreme- see what happens, and ascertain if they could control it. Had my father and stepmother not make me light a man on fire when I was 10- which was neither part of my official training nor was I drugged in any way, who knows what I would have become. However, it messed everything up and destroyed my program of being a psychopath.

Up until then – the Satanic ritual abuse that I suffered went hand in hand with the MKUltra training, although there is a huge distinction in that my training at Offutt Air force Base was abuse that happened to me personally- and the blood sacrifice that I was forced to partake in happened to others. Killing children was common in my childhood- and I was schooled in the rituals of worshipping Satan and manipulating the energies of the dark. No- we didn’t conjure any demons up and commune with them- but that wasn’t to say that rituals weren’t enacted to give worship and gain favor with dark forces. For me as a child- Satan was much more real than God- and in many ways- MUCH more powerful.

Human sacrifice is a necessary part of the dark side- and for me- all I remember of those we tortured, cannibalized, and killed- in that order- were prepubescent white boys. ALL of my training had a Nazi flair to it but although I know survivors who killed African Americans; such wasn’t true of my abuse. There also were NO BABIES murdered by our group, or at least none that I am aware of. However, there were countless numbers of young boys sacrificed- and at the moment right after their death, we always drank their blood and I always got raped.

Being buried alive in a casket with a corpse was also part of my abuse, as well as watching other children be buried. Forced to lay on a grave in Forest Lawn Cemetery after I watched a boy being buried alive, I was told to listen closely and see if I could hear him screaming. For the longest time I figured the boy was dead until my sister pointed out that he probably was dug up later on- just as I was dug up eventually. But then- everything was a mind fuck back then.

A constant in my childhood was always being drugged, thus preventing me from really knowing what was going on a lot of the time. Mantras such as “Remember to Forget” were drilled in my head, and I spent much of my life- as a result- doubting my own reality and life experiences. Often times it was just easier to pretend it wasn’t happening- or mentally drift away so that I wasn’t consciously there- and the drugs helped make that possible. Dissociation was so much easier when I was doped up and desperately trying to escape what was happening to me. Mentally going somewhere else- or pretending I was someone else- to escape the horror, shame, and derogation that I was experiencing was an everyday experience for me.

When I wrote Rabbit Hole- A Satanic Ritual Abuse Survivor’s Story, I wanted to see what I remembered in black and white to help me figure out if what I lived through was real or just crazy? I had been content all my life believing that I was crazy because it was easier than actually dealing with the truth of the whole mess, besides- when my father and stepmother weren’t trying to convince me to commit suicide- they were doing their best to negate and reconstruct my every day reality by assuring me that I was crazy- horribly flawed- and “not worth the air that I breathed.” But a funny thing happened in writing Rabbit Hole in that I learned that what I remembered was not only possible- but probable considering all that was going on at the time. I gained a whole new perspective of the world that allowed me to find my place in helping to expose and change what I believe is still happening to others still today. The thing is- there are a whole community of survivors who can relate to everything I have said in this post and have their own tales of horror as to what happened to them that, and although we are all different, our experiences are all too similar to each other.

There are two things that differentiate me from many other survivors in that I never really repressed my experiences and I have what so many others lack- and that is corroboration from another family member- that being my older sister. All three of my older siblings went through what I did, only they had it worse because my father and his friends were much younger and more energetic when they were children- although their enthusiasm certainly wasn’t lacking years later when I came along. We all remembered what we had experienced, and spoke about it in great detail when we would reminisce about our childhoods and what we all had gone through growing up in the family that we did. Although my older sister and brother are now deceased- there are still two of us left- and considering that my sister graduated at the top of her class at the end of both her undergrad and masters level work, she can hardly be considered crazy like my family always asserted about her when she stood as the whistleblower and began speaking out loud of a past the rest of us were all too eager to forget.

Always asked the question why I didn’t end up dead or in jail- it took me a long time to admit that it was only by the grace of God that I survived- and learning the energy work that I did in my training has allowed me, as an adult, to connect with the world and those within it in a way that wouldn’t have been possible had I not gone through what I had. In a way-I kind of look at it as if I went through God’s training camp and learned how to be a warrior as a result. Taught to be tenacious, unrelenting, and have no mercy basically- I have come to the conclusion that what is one life to give to God, and so I have, throughout the years, educated myself as to how to use what I was taught rather than run from it- thus becoming the man I WANT to be rather than allow myself to be the monster they did their best to convince me I was. I have come to grasp the fact that I am formidable in my own right and what they taught me so voraciously works in ways that I don’t think Aquino and his ilk ever imagined.

One last thing- I can’t impress upon people enough that there were, nor has there ever been, alien lizard people involved in mine- nor any other survivors abuse. What I and so many others have endured is the worship of demons- and it is this that I fight against- and not some dumb alien mumbo jumbo. The war mankind is fighting is much greater than aliens from outer space, as it is spiritual in nature. I was taught of the new world order- the grand plan to rise and be gods while subjugating the masses to nothing less than slavery. Eaters and breeders are what the general population was referred to, and there has been a long standing plan to create controllable chaos as people are so much easier to control when they are scared and hopeless. World domination- all with the help of demons- or dark energy- or whatever you want to call it, that has been fed decade after decade, century after century, by a bunch of power hungry Luciferians who believe that Satan lives and have been preparing the world for the war he is about to have with God- which they believe he will win. I was also taught that this time was now respectively. However- again- it was men and women and NOT alien lizard people that were behind this- and it is they, and the system they support- that needs to be exposed and not some otherworld takeover conspiracy.

Reposted with permission of the author.

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These images are ‘All rites reversed’.

Posted: Monday, October 6, 2014 5:03 pm, Mon Oct 6, 2014.
CNHI News Service

A West Virginia man who prosecutors say conducted ritualistic sex acts with young girls who believed him to be a “warlock” has been convicted on multiple counts of sexual abuse involving juveniles.
Jurors found James Rolan Irvin, 57, of Bluefield, guilty Monday of 30 counts of sexual assault and sexual abuse involving juveniles.
Irvin faces a minimum sentence of 220 years in prison, according to Mercer County Assistant Prosecuting Attorney George Sitler.
The verdict came after three days of deliberations by the jury in the case, which gained notoriety as claims of Nolan’s use of magical powers surfaced during testimony.
Police say Irvin used those claims to get close to children and sexually abuse them. According to an arrest report in the case, a teenage girl told a Bluefield Police Department detective her mother was engaged in wiccan and pagan practices with Nolan and “believed him to be a magical warlock.”
The 17-year-old testified last week she was approximately 10 years old when Irvin began to sexually abuse her. Irvin, who was living in Bluefield with the girls and their mother, said the acts were happening in order to help her mother, the teen stated when being questioned by Sitler.
She said Irvin was “friendly” at first, but when Sitler asked if she had liked him, she replied that he made her uncomfortable.
“I had a gut feeling he was not a good guy, that he was off,” the teen said. “I didn’t feel right around him.”
She added that her mother, who told her she had a blood disorder, asked her to perform a “ritual” with Irvin, which involved going to the home’s living room and removing her clothes with both Irvin and her mother present. Under Sitler’s questioning, the teen said she did not recall what happened afterward.

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NATHANIEL;

Just another Wiccan paedophile, ritualizing his abuse and justifying himself (to himself, and his victims) with supposedly Pagan belief. May he, and all those like him, be cursed forever. What a piece of sh*t.

His vile actions had nothing to do with ‘magic'; they were just an excuse and nothing more.

A Submission in response to the Office of the Children’s Commissioner Inquiry into Child Sexual Exploitation in Gangs and Groups (CSEGG)

Introduction – Dr Linda Stalley

Three recent reports conducted by ROTA (Race on The Agenda), CEOP (Child Exploitation & Online Protection Centre) and the University of Bedfordshire have pointed to the use and abuse of significant numbers of vulnerable children by gangs and groups, usually for sexual exploitation. This is not a new phenomenon but the reports have helpfully highlighted that this alarming situation warrants careful and thorough investigation and attention.

The Children’s Commissioner has called for evidence to be submitted of known situations of victimisation and abuse. However, the collection of evidence of this type is made difficult by the nature of the problem which, by definition, is deliberately covert. The abuse of victims is often not disclosed by the individual until adulthood – usually because of threat-induced fear – and, in the case of satanist ritual abuse, mind control and programming techniques are used to specifically detach the victims from conscious memory of the events which have taken place.

This submission sets out details of a particular form of child sexual abuse by groups involved in ritualistic abuse which, in the UK, is most often associated with satanist practice.

This form of abuse is a specific entity which is intentionally sadistic and which involves the worst forms of abuse, including torture, mind control, forced participation in criminal acts and abuse and harm of others, in addition to horrific forms of sexual exploitation. Survivors (not all survive) from this form of abuse usually do not present themselves until young adulthood when fragmented memories of past events start to emerge. Since the 1990’s these individuals have become recognised as a specific group of patients, known as “Ritual Abuse Survivors”, by the psychiatric therapeutic services and there is considerable well-documented evidence for the existence and continued practice of this form of abuse. The Maranatha Community has been involved in responding to requests for help from a number of survivors of Satanist ritual abuse over many years.

Scale of the Problem

The scale of victimisation and abuse by gangs and groups is unknown, mainly for the reasons stated above. The National Missing Persons Bureau has reported that approximately 200,000 people go missing each year. It is well known that within groups engaged in ritual abuse activity, births of babies are often not registered, therefore an estimation of the numbers involved is extremely difficult to obtain.
Some idea of the scale of the problem could be gained by an assessment of the numbers of adults who seek help at a later date, but many of these individuals are not recognised due to the lack of awareness by conventional services.

The Nature of Satanist Ritual Abuse

Satanist ritual abuse may be defined as an extreme, sadistic form of abuse of children and non-consenting adults. It is methodical, systematic sexual, physical, emotional and spiritual abuse, which often includes mind control, torture and highly illegal and immoral activities, including murder, child pornography and prostitution. The abuse takes place in the context of a supposed religious ideology which, in the west, is often satanist in origin.

What differentiates satanist ritual abuse from other forms of abuse is that ritual abuse trauma is orchestrated deliberately and systematically by a perpetrator group with the aim of creating a dissociative mental state that can be manipulated by the perpetrator group in such a way that mind control of the victim is established.

Networks

Satanist ritual perpetrator groups are composed of individuals who often have professional jobs in the police, legal and social services and local authority. Satanist groups also frequently include members who are freemasons. There is deliberate intent to have members in different spheres of influence in order to maximise the security of the group and to gain social respectability for individual participating members.

Many groups have extensions of their own member networks to those in other parts of the nation, and even other nations, which increases their capacity to control their victims

Victim Profile

A significant proportion of the children who suffer Satanist ritual abuse are born into intergenerationally-involved families and the abuse begins at birth.
It is also established that satanist ritual perpetrator groups prey on vulnerable children, such as those placed in ‘care’, and vulnerable adults, especially those with learning difficulties, outside of their group in order to use them for ritualistic purposes.

Effects on Victims

The consequences of satanist ritual abuse are severe, affecting every part of the victim’s life, often for the rest of their lifetime. Victims suffer a multiplicity of problems, including various forms of mental illness and behavioural problems as well as a wide range of physical morbidities.

There is a natural protective amnesic effect associated with extreme forms of abuse, but also, in the case of satanist ritual abuse, there is ‘programmed’ amnesia, which means that victims are often unaware that they have been abused until memories start to emerge in early adulthood.

Survivors of satanist ritual abuse are often frequent users of health services. However, because their health problems are related to abuse rather than primary pathology they are often referred for numerous investigations and consultations which do not produce a clear diagnosis. For this reason, they have often been labelled as having psycho-somatic illness (which, strictly speaking, is true but this diagnosis is regarded negatively by health care professionals with usually no offer of treatment) or, worse, attention-seeking or manipulative behaviour.

Although the health sequelae of sexual abuse are becoming more widely recognised there is very little experience or knowledge of the specific problems associated with satanist ritual abuse amongst health care professionals. This often leaves survivors with negative ‘labels’ and without appropriate support or treatment.

Inducement of fear is central to satanist ritual abuse and this is used to maintain control of victims. Mind control techniques, together with threats make it difficult for survivors of this kind of abuse to break free from the group. Many have had to change their identity, cutting all ties to family and friends in order to make a fresh start. Most therapists would maintain that it is virtually impossible for victims to be completely restored to full mental health and many survivors remain in therapy for many years.

Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) is a condition almost exclusively resulting from satanist ritual abuse. It is a psychological system of spontaneously created defences against overwhelming trauma or, in other words, a natural self-protection mechanism which takes place in a child exposed to recurrent extreme traumatic events. It has also been recognised that perpetrators of satanic ritual abuse use elaborate and cruel techniques of inducing DID in order to gain control over their victims. Therapists have developed ways of ‘neutralising’ this form of control but the treatment is lengthy and also in of itself traumatic.

Perhaps one of the most damaging consequences of satanic ritual abuse for the victim is that when memories begin to emerge, and they gain the courage to disclose these, they are not believed or, worse, are labelled as having an overactive imagination or as being a liar. This is often promoted and used by perpetrator groups to ensure their own protection.

The Law

There have been a significant number of successful convictions in the UK courts of people who have engaged in satanist ritual abuse (see below). Given the high standards of evidence required by the British criminal justice system to secure such convictions, it is clear that satanist ritual abuse is a real problem in the UK. However, for every successful conviction against UK satanist ritual abusers there are almost certainly many more who are never investigated. This is sometimes due to police indifference or lack of competence in investigating such crimes, or due to influence exercised by the abusers over some of the police.

To date, the UK authorities have not engaged seriously in developing a more robust and effective way to deal with the subject of satanist ritual abuse with the result that very few police forces have knowledge and experience of this serious and horrific crime – which is primarily targeted against children – and are therefore often unaware of the necessary lines of enquiry which should take place.

It is also recognised that in some cases, the ritual element of abuse has been dropped where it is not deemed to be central to securing a conviction.

The reason for this is often cited as being the desire not to “worry” the jury with the distressing details related to rituals.This denies the far greater seriousness of ritual abuse and the need for this to be reflected in sentencing.

Similarly, there is often inadequate provision made for the protection of the victim and other witnesses. Many thousands of ‘normal’ prosecutions in UK fail each year because of intimidation of witnesses. In the case of satanist ritual abuse the situation is considerably worse with threat of harm or death to the individual as well as family members and friends.

The nature of satanist ritual abuse means that witnesses already feel degraded and ashamed. This, together with a fear of not being believed when describing details of ritual events, means that they are easily intimidated by the cold environment of police interviews and courtroom cross examination. There has been considerable improvement in this aspect over recent years but there is still widespread ignorance and inexperience of satanist ritual abuse in the police and legal systems.

Victims of satanist ritual abuse often report forced involvement in criminal activity ranging from mutilation and killing of animals, bestiality, induced abortion and many more horrific acts to desecration of graveyards. For this reason they are often reluctant to participate in legal proceedings for fear of exposing themselves to criminal charges.

UK law does allow immunity for certain classes of person. Firstly there is an irrebuttable presumption that a child under the age of 10 cannot commit a crime. Secondly Section 71 of the Serious Organised Crime and Police Act

2005 allows the Crown Prosecution Service (CPS) to issue an “immunity notice” blocking criminal proceedings from being pursued against any person. The test is whether the prosecutor thinks it is appropriate to offer the person immunity in a specific case for the purpose of the investigation or prosecution. This power is reserved to the CPS and other prosecuting bodies, but not the police. Thorough and sensitive consideration, in advance, by the CPS of the appropriateness of immunity for victims in cases of satanist ritual abuse would be likely to increase the effectiveness of evidence gathering and testimony in court.

The nature of the groups which are conducting the satanist ritual abuse of children in the UK is similar in many ways to that of other organised criminal networks such as the Mafia. As is often the case in dealing with such organised criminal organisations, the granting of immunity may have to be seriously considered for key prosecution witnesses as the only way to obtain enough evidence to secure a conviction against the perpetrators.

Satanist groups in the UK which ritually abuse children and young people are often also engaged in other types of criminal activity such as the production and distribution of child pornography. Failure by the authorities to more robustly crack down on such abusive groups leaves them free not only to sexually abuse children and young people but also to conduct other criminal activities.

Over the years there have been several successful prosecutions and convictions of satanist ritual abusers in the UK. Below are just a few of several UK cases where satanist ritual abusers were successfully prosecuted and convicted:

i) In March 2011 four adults belonging to a satanist coven were convicted at Swansea Crown Court for sex offences against children and young adults. The satanist ritual abuse perpetrated by the defendants occurred not only in Kidwelly, Wales, where their coven was based, but also in some other parts of the country.

ii) On 9th November 1982 four adults were convicted in Telford, Shropshire, for a series of sexual and other serious offences against children which also involved satanist rituals. One of the defendants carved an inverted cross on one child’s abdomen and branded her genitals with a red-hot altar knife.

iii) On 23rd July 1987 a man was convicted at the Central Criminal Court in London for the sexual abuse of 15 girls and boys. He assaulted his victims on an altar dedicated to Satan and forced them to abuse each other. The rituals were performed with a pentagram drawn on the floor in blood.

iv) On 8 August 1990 Reginald Harris was convicted at Worcester Crown Court and sentenced to two and half years in prison after admitting to two specimen charges of unlawful sexual intercourse with a 15 year old girl and her younger sister. The Court heard that he had used satanist rituals to frighten and dominate the children. Harris told his victims he was a satanist high priest. The children were terrified into submission by Harris’s satanist practices. The Court also heard how he had drawn up a satanist “coven contract of marriage” to the older girl.

v) On 3rd July 1992 a 57 year old satanist was sentenced at Liverpool Crown Court to 12 years in prison for sexually abusing his niece. The Court heard how he had raped his victim two or three times per week between the ages of 10 and 12. The Court also heard details of a “black magic room” where the abuser kept an altar and ritual equipment. When the child was 12 she became pregnant as a result of the abuse and was required by her uncle to give birth in the “black magic room”. Evidence was also clearly provided at the trial that the victim was terrified by her uncle’s satanist rituals.

Summary

The existence of groups involved in satanist ritual abuse is established in the UK and involves the use of children in systematic abuse and exploitation of the worst possible kind. The nature of the abuse and the deliberate and sophisticated mind-controlling techniques used by perpetrator groups means that victims do not present themselves, and indeed are often unaware of the abuse themselves, until early adulthood.

Several specialist therapeutic and support groupings have emerged over the past 20 years to help the survivors of this type of extreme abuse and should be asked to help with the ‘Call for Evidence’.

Conclusion

There is a need for an urgent, thorough and pro-active consideration of the nature and extent of satanist ritual abuse of children, including a review of court cases, police and legal procedure, and meetings with victims.

Imagine you are a single mother, and one day your child discloses that whilst they were in the care of their father they had been sexually abused. These disclosures are completely convincing, but the father has been cunning and there is no physical evidence. The police can do nothing.

Now imagine social services become involved, and say you made your child say all they disclosed, because you are a vindictive and want to damage the life of the father. That it is all lies, and that you have emotionally abused your child.

Now imagine they take your child away, and you find yourself in the Family Law Courts, with social services moving to send your child to live with their father, and remove your rights as a parent. You are told that if you ever say the father is an abuser, to anyone, that you will be sent to jail.

This is a situation that arises in the U.K. with disturbing regularity. Campaigners calling attention to the problem call it Court Ordered Abuse.

Now imagine all of the above, but your child also tells you their father was involved with an abusive cult who made films of the abuse to distribute on the ‘black market’. That your child had been deliberately brain damaged, and subjected to ‘mind control’. Imagine this horrific criminal conspiracy includes members of your own family and many people you trusted, over a period of a decade. Imagine some of those involved have already been convicted, that you have actually met them, and that however shocking these disclosures may be you know your child is telling the truth.

In September 2012, I was present during the first disclosures by a teenager I shall call ‘X’. These disclosures concerned events ten years preciously, when they had been ritually abused, psychologically manipulated (brainwashed), and sexually exploited by the cult of Colin Batley. They had been only six years old when this abuse happened, and it was so horrific it took a decade to speak up. Their disclosures identified many people I had once been friends and associates with, as well as close members of my own family, to be amongst their abusers.

There are many things X recalls, despite having never read the newspapers or any books on occultism, which coupled with my own knowledge means I am personally more than 100% certain as to the identities of a large number of his abusers. Some of these people I once loved, most have had my respect at one time or another. Only a few would I ever have suspected of being capable of abuse; but then again, what abuser does not know how to exploit trust? Betrayal is their kick..

All these people were/are connected, effectively if not ‘officially’ (i.e. by initiation, which cannot be ruled out) in the same cult operating in the West Country, Cornwall, Wales, as well as having cross county links to other groups around England, some of whom in turn have links internationally.

Until they have been successfully prosecuted, I am not in a position to directly name all the guilty-at-large in a work such as this without risking further legal troubles of my own. Furthermore, any information made public may hinder police investigation; it is my sincere hope that one day there will be a thorough investigation into this matter.

X also made disclosures concerning abuse that had occurred far more recently and locally. It turned out that one cult member was an immediate neighbour. Another, a convicted child killer, also lived somewhere close by. They had continued to target X even after they had come to live with their mother. X had been groomed, and sexually assaulted by a startling number of people throughout the summer holiday of the previous year, and whenever they had been staying with their father.

X took their disclosures to the police. Unfortunately, due to their extremely unusual nature, they were not taken seriously. Indeed, it took two months before anyone was assigned to their case. Even then, the Crown Prosecution Service concluded, without further investigation, that there was no case. None of the accused were ever even interviewed, apart from one- X’s biological father, and the worst betrayer of all- who voluntarily entered his local police station and convinced the local carrot crunching officers of his rural abode that he was a nice friendly harmless hippy.

From then onwards it became apparent that X’s disclosures had not only been unfairly dismissed, but massive errors had been made by the assigned Child Protection officer in interpreting events. Those that were guilty then had all written letters to the police and social services, weaving a clever illusion that made it appear I was behind the allegations, due to a vendetta and/or delusional paranoia. Despite that no such complaints had ever been leveled against me before, and this landslide of complaints only happened after X made his disclosures, and all came from the very people identified as abusers, this proved very effective in discrediting X’s disclosures and provoking negative attention upon myself.

The fact that I had been directly involved with occultism was in itself interpreted by four out of the seven psychiatrists I have been interviewed by during all this as proof of delusion; as was my claim that family members, ex-lovers, lost friends, and even neighbours (believe it or not!) were also all involved in occultism, and were furthermore members of a cult guilty of ritual abuse and the making/distribution of child abuse images.

At one point, I even found myself being sectioned in a psychiatric facility. This was rescinded after only four days of observation. (Ironically, one of the nurses on the ward I was in happened to be a practicing Pagan, who liked to stand in the smoking area in the morning and invoke the Horned One in Gaelic; although it was not they who made the decision I should be released). Nevertheless, the fact I had been sectioned at all went some way to ensuring there was no police investigation. Despite having been judged in good mental health, the stigma remained.

That there was no investigation was then held up as evidence there had been no abuse, which in turn was proffered as further evidence that I must be delusional- since I continued to believe there had been. This misinformation then went back to the police, and we all three fell to the mercy of an abusive cult with effectively no recourse or protection from the law.

The fact that X continued to stand by his original disclosures, as did their mother, meant that they too had their sanity questioned. It was effectively claimed I had them both under some kind of mind control.

During the time of the court-case I was attacked in the street by some of those directly involved in X’s abuse a number of times. I was also attacked and knocked down by strangers misdirected by the guilty into believing I deserved it. I was even attacked on my own doorstep. Meanwhile, the police acted as if it has all been some feud they could make sense of; continuing to believe that our allegations of involvement in a paedophile ring and abusive cult were false. Frightening times indeed.

All this lead, inevitably, to a social worker enforcing contact between X and his sexually abusive biological father, who had also allowed his ritual abuse by Colin Batley’s cult. Indeed, when concerns had first been raised some years before, another social worker had already enforced contact and prolonged extreme child abuse for a further three years.

Social Services did everything within their power to deny their mistakes, which resulted in further trauma to X- whose disclosures were discounted due to a social worker’s decision that X’s mental condition meant his word could not be trusted.

A case was held in the Family Law Courts. Social Services accused me, and the mother of the young man who made his disclosures, on trial for apparently making him say and write everything he had told the police, and attempted not only to enforce contact with his abusive father but to send him back to live with him.

Although I was not initially a part of the court case, I was mentioned so many times- with Social Services continually claiming I was somehow behind the X’s disclosures, for a number of presumed motives from having some personal vendetta, to trying to boost my book sales, to having accidently implanted memories or otherwise influenced X during imagined amateur therapy sessions that never, in reality, took place (supposedly validating their hypothesis of False Memory Syndrome).

A message was delivered to me through a mutual friend of X’s mother, and so I applied the case as an intervener, and was granted permission by the judge. As the case progressed further, they attempted to place the burden entirely upon X’s mother and myself to prove that the paedophile ring really existed, and everything he had said was true; i.e. to do everything the police should have been doing, had the social worker not acted towards closing down any investigation in the first place.

In a bid to protect her son, X’s mother agreed he should be placed in temporary foster care. Members of the paedophile ring not only knew where they were living, but had already targeted X locally, with many instances of stalking and further sexual assaults including gang rape. Since she had no money to move home, and was receiving no help or protection from local authorities or police, placing her son somewhere where even she did not know where he was seemed like a sensible, if somewhat traumatic, decision to make. It would also mean nobody could say X was being made to say things, so it was hoped this could go some way towards his disclosures being taken seriously. It was also understood that X would receive appropriate therapy- the judge ordered it, although Social Services did not arrange for any.

All manner of assumptions were made, largely based upon slanderous ‘concerned disclosures’ made to police and local authorities by the very people guilty of abuse.

The cult had a plan in place, and knew how to misdirect local authorities, police, and others. There are members who have already gotten away with murder, quite literally, as well as the abuse of both children and adults over decades. They know the law as well as any barrister, having come up against it many times, and have never been successfully prosecuted. Others, including a child killer who served 48 years in jail, have learnt from their experiences and are cunning enough to avoid being captured again.

Much was made concerning my having been sectioned, and references made to ‘deteriorating mental health’. I had never needed to be psychiatrically assessed before any of X’s disclosures, and had no history of mental illness, but was assessed once again; bringing the total number of psychiatrists I had spoken to that year to seven. It was, quite honestly, enough to send anyone crazy.

Painfully, the fact that my mother had been treacherous and I had experienced abuse during my own childhood was proffered as evidence that I would be more likely to suffer the delusion that X had been abused.

Social Services called one of those accused of abusing X in his disclosures, raping them in a local park at the bequest of X’s father and possibly others in the abusive cult, as a witness against us. They made all all kinds of outrageous lies, saying they had witnessed my bullying X, and that- on first meeting him- I had spontaneously told him I had myself been involved with child abuse as a members of the Illuminates of Thanateros and was attempting to detract from my own crimes by whistleblowing on other abusers in the cult. A friend of X’s father over many years, he pretended not to know him in the court room.

A 150 page document was delivered to X’s father from a prominent member of the Illuminates of Thanateros attempting to give the impression that I had a vendetta against them going back several years. In reality, I had nothing against this person until X informed me of their role in ritual abuse. This material also failed to convince the judge, since it included a letter I had written in good faith due to their involvement with X’s father, and their insistence upon taking my own daughter to X’s father’s house house. This clearly showed I had no vendetta, but had been attempting to act as a responsible adult.

My own daughter took the stand and did all she could to undermine our integrity with numerous lies. She revealed that she had also continued to have contact with X’s father, and others who had been involved in the conspiracy of abuse.

The whole process took nine months, and wasted several thousands of pounds of public money. During this time, Social Services wore X down, and successfully arranged contact with their abusive father; the very man who had arranged their ritual torture, sexual exploitation, stalking, and further rapes. They even allowed this vile ‘man’ to photograph and film X, and almost allowed him to visit the foster carer’s home, despite the location still being a secret to his mother. In short, almost exactly the opposite of everything they should have been doing to protect them.

The social worker could not have acted more inappropriately if she had secretly been a member of the cult; if at any point we wondered if she was part of the conspiracy, it was because she acted as if she may as well have been. Information from an anonymous whistleblower ‘deathcultreject’ suggests there were/are social worker within the abusive cult, and she just happened to come from Wales- not far from where Colin Batley and his cult were active. If there is one thing I have learnt throughout all this, it is that no possibility can be discounted, however improbable it may seem at the outset. After all, the cult had ten years to plan and prepare for the eventuality of X’s disclosures and it is a simple matter to ask for a transfer. She certainly seemed more interested in winning than getting to the truth.. the lies she told are countless.

In the end, the court gave a residency order to the abusive father. Since there was no proof that anybody had deliberately made X ‘say these things’, it was concluded that X had been accidently induced to have false memories.. something expert hypnotists have proved impossible to do intentionally, let alone accidently!

It was traumatizing enough that these things happened. To be treated as we were by police, local authorities, and the family law courts increased this trauma considerably. It is no exaggeration to say this situation could have killed all three of us.

It still might.

‘Annabelle Forest’ was exposed to the sick cult at the age of seven
At 14 she was forced to have group sex with mother and neighbours
Told performing sexual ‘tests’ would win her God’s love by cult
Forced into prostitution to raise money for the group’s ‘church’
Fell pregnant by mother’s boyfriend when she was 17 and fled after birth
Colin Batley and Jacqueline Marling were jailed for their crimes in 2011
Annabelle Forest has written memoir detailing horrendous abuse

By JENNIFER SMITH FOR MAILONLINE
PUBLISHED: 14:47, 21 September 2014 | UPDATED: 16:26, 21 September 2014

The daughter of a woman involved in a Satanic sex cult has revealed her evil mother made her sleep with 1,800 men by the time she was 18.
The woman, who has called herself Annabelle Forest, was initiated into the sick cult after having to watch her mother perform a sex act on the cult’s ringleader Colin Batley at the age of seven.
At 11 she was raped twice by the man, and three years later made to take part in group sex with her mother at their home near Llanelli in Wales, where at least two other households on the street took part in cult activity.

Jacqueline Marling (left) and Colin Batley (right) systemically sexually abused the girl throughout her childhood. The sick neighbours were jailed in 2011 for their roles in a satanic sex cult in Wales
Colin Batley and Jacqueline Marling were jailed for systemically sexually abusing the girl as she was growing up.
Batley’s wife Elaine was also convicted of sexually assaulting a child alongside Sheila Millar, a prostitute who is thought to have frequented Batley’s house.
A 2011 trial at Swansea Crown Court heard how Batley, who was married at the time and lived on the same street in a different house, wore hooded robes and chanted before having group sex with the women and children.
Snakes would be kept near an ‘altar’ in his lounge where residents on the quiet cul-de-sac would congregate on Sunday evenings.

Now settled with her own family, Annabelle has spoken out against Batley and her mother who were sentenced to at least 11 years and 12 years imprisonment respectively.
‘Nothing can hurt me as much as my mum and that man. My mother was an evil woman and I’ll never forgive her,’ she said.
‘To be abused like that by your own mum beggars belief.’
In her recently released memoir, Annabelle reveals she had slept with almost 2,000 men by her 18th birthday after being forced in to prostitution to raise money for the cult’s ‘church’.
The couple’s twisted ideology was based on the Book of the Law by Aleister Crowley, and made children believe they were proving themselves to god by having sex with other members, all the while egged on by Batley, now 48.

House of horrors: The girl was forced to endure years of sexual abuse at the house in Wales where Batley taught her and other children that passing sexual ‘tests’ would please God

Batley and his bisexual wife Elaine invited neighbours from the cul-de-sac round to their home where Annabelle and other children were suffered horrendous sexual abuse
‘I was 11 when he first raped me – the worst thing about it was the fact that he made me think I was doing it out of choice,’ she said.

Colin Batley was jailed in 2011 after sexually abusing children for decades
‘It was awful. The most painful and shocking thing that had ever happened – but it was my path, that’s what he told me, and if I didn’t do it I would go to the Abyss, which was our version of hell.
‘Colin knew how to manipulate you, to make you believe anything he said.’
‘We weren’t even allowed to look in his eyes.
‘He ruled our little community with an iron will and we were made to do what he ordered for fear of angering the Gods.’
After being sexually assaulted by her own mother aged 14, the teenager tried to kill herself.
‘Afterwards, Colin asked me if I enjoyed it and I knew what I had to say – I had to say yes.
‘But inside I felt like dying.
‘I was a schoolgirl by day and a sex slave at night.
‘It got so bad that at one point I tried to take my own life.’
At the age of 17, Ms Forest became pregnant by her cruel step-father.
A year after the birth of the child she fled the house in the dead of the night, and did not see either her mother or Batley until their sentencing in 2011.
‘I went to the sentencing in court because I wanted to see her one last time, I wanted her to reach out to me, to say it was all his fault and she was under his spell.

Jacqueline Marling (left) and Batley’s bisexual wife Elaine (right) were both found guilty of sexual offences. Batley’s wife is seen sporting an Egyptian tattoo – a common characteristics of cult members who had strong beliefs in the Egyptian god Horus

Evil: Colin Batley forced the woman into prostitution to raise money for the cult’s ‘church’ and fathered a baby with her when she was just 17

The woman, who now calls herself Annabelle Forest, has detailed her horrifying childhood in a book
‘But she didn’t. She just made a face and asked what I was doing there.
‘She went to prison unrepentant and I suppose that made me realise it wasn’t just him. She was evil too.
‘As a mother myself I can hardly believe how she treated me. It was unnatural and cruel.
‘But there is no point getting depressed about it, you have to live for the future.
‘But I never want to see her again. Nothing can hurt me as much as they did, but that is what makes me stronger.’
Annabelle, who now lives in north England, has chronicled her horrifying childhood in a memoir tited The Devil on The Doorstep: My Escape from a Satanic Sex Cult.
The mother-of-two hopes it will help save other children from the ordeal she faced.
‘If there’s one thing I would like to achieve with my book, it would be for others to start really paying attention to the community they live in.’
‘There are abused children everywhere – it just takes one person to see it and that life could be saved.’
Stop child sex abuse – ChildLine can change the lives of children

CUL-DE-SAC CULT INSPIRED BY NOTORIOUS SATANIST ALEISTER CROWLEY
The cult’s inspiration, Aleister ‘the Great Beast’ Crowley, believed himself to be a prophet of a new age of personal liberty, controlled by the ancient Egyptian god Horus.
He was a bisexual heroin addict whose doctrine for life was ‘Do What Thou Wilt’, advocating sexual promiscuity and prostitution.
Crowley was a frequenter of orgies and brothels, and contracted gonorrhea from a prostitute.
Born into a wealthy family in Leamington Spa, Warwickshire, he gained such notoriety during his lifetime that he was denounced in the press as ‘the wickedest man in the world’.
Crowley’s work has been cited as an influence by famous figures including Led Zeppelin guitarist Jimmy Page, who bought Crowley’s former home and set up an occult bookshop and publishing house which published some of his work.
One of Crowley’s publications, the Book of the Law, includes the passage: ‘Let all chaste women be despised. Sex with anyone is not just permissible but to be encouraged.’
And this: ‘Some of the most passionate and permanent attachments have begun with rape. Rome was founded thereon.’

Aleister Crowley is one of the most notorious satanists of the 20th century and has been described by the press as the ‘wickedest man in the world’
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Originally posted on Database of UK and Eire paedophiles/child abusers:

March 2011

‘Ruler of a sick kingdom': Cul-de-sac sex cult leader Colin Batley is jailed and ‘may never be released’

Cult leader Colin Batley and he’s wife Elaine.

The ‘evil ruler’ of a Satanic sex cult who preyed on young children for more than a decade was yesterday told he may never be released from prison.

Sexual predator Colin Batley created his own ‘sick little kingdom’ where his victims were subjected to ‘organised and systematic’ abuse.

The former Tesco security guard was sentenced to 22 years at Swansea Crown Court but warned he may never be released from prison for the depraved crimes he committed as master of his black magic sect in a sleepy Welsh seaside town.

The scruffy and unassuming dog breeder exercised absolute over his ‘quasi-religious cult’ in a nondescript cul-de-sac in Kidwelly, Wales.

He had only to snap his fingers and his victims and ‘disciples’ would…

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November 2006

Women and children were at risk from freed child killer

A psychopathic child killer who spent 38 years in jail was released into the community without any proper supervision, an inquiry has found.

Probation inspectors discovered that Frank Parker was allowed to live at a bail hostel without any serious assessment of the risk he posed. Parker, who has since been returned to prison, featured in an undercover investigation carried out by the BBC’s Panorama programme.

He was supposed to live under strict conditions because he remained a danger to children. But he was filmed befriending two young girls in a block of flats close to the hostel in Bristol.

The inspectors, in a report published today, found failures at almost every level. Parker, who was 21 when he killed a neighbour’s 10-year-old daughter in a frenzied sexual attack in 1966, was released by the Parole Board in…

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Sep 21, 2014 08:17 By Cathy Owen
Annabelle Forest was initiated into a sex cult when she was just seven, and was even abused by her own mother

Dyfed Powys Police’Evil': Jacqueline Marling even abused her own daughter
The victim of a satanic sex cult has told how she will never forgive her “evil” mother for putting her through 11 years of hell at the hands of the sick group.

Annabelle Forest was initiated into a notorious sex cult that operated from a quiet Welsh cul-de-sac by her own mum at the age of seven.

Even worse, she was abused by her mother as a teenager under the orders of the cult’s leader Colin Batley – the man she can’t even bring herself to name.

Now a mum herself and living happily in another part of the UK, Annabelle has taken the brave step of recounting her horror in a bid to get others to speak out about suspected abuse.

She told WalesOnline : “Nothing can hurt me as much as my mum and that man.”

“My mother was an evil woman and I’ll never forgive her.”

Annabelle has written a book that tells how she was just seven-years-old when first forced to watch her mother perform a sex act on Batley.

At the age of 11 she raped by him in her own home and three years later she was made to take part in group sex with her mother.

Batley was given an indeterminate sentence for public protection in 2011 with a recommendation he spend at least 11 years in jail.

AthenaJailed: Colin Batley
Jacqueline Marling was jailed for 12 years for her part in the group’s crimes but Annabelle, which is not her real name, says she can never forgive her mother for putting her through such torture.

“To be abused like that by your own mum beggar’s belief,” she says.

“I went to the sentencing in court because I wanted to see her one last time, I wanted her to reach out to me, to say it was all his fault and she was under his spell.

“But she didn’t. She just made a face and asked what I was doing there.

“She went to prison unrepentant and I suppose that made me realise it wasn’t just him. She was evil too. As a mother myself I can hardly believe how she treated me. It was unnatural and cruel.

“But there is no point getting depressed about it, you have to live for the future. But I never want to see her again. Nothing can hurt me as much as they did, but that is what makes me stronger.”

Now Annabelle has revealed the true extent of the horror she suffered at the hands of the cul-de-sac cult in her memoir The Devil on The Doorstep: My Escape from a Satanic Sex Cult.

The cult’s twisted ideology, based on a bizarre text called the Book of the Law by Aleister Crowley, formed the backdrop to Annabelle’s childhood.

The children of the cult, based in a small cul-de-sac in Kidwelly, were cut off from other children, forced to take part in long church services and obey Batley’s every whim.

“We weren’t even allowed to look in his eyes,” says Annabelle.

“He ruled our little community with an iron will and we were made to do what he ordered for fear of angering the Gods.”

In Batley’s ‘Church’, children were led to believe they were proving themselves to the Gods by passing tests, which usually involved sex with either him or other cult members.

Annabelle recalls the first time he raped her when she was just 11-years-old.

“The worst thing about it was the fact that he made me think I was doing it out of choice,” she says.

“It was awful. The most painful and shocking thing that had ever happened – but it was my path, that’s what he told me, and if I didn’t do it I would go to the Abyss, which was our version of hell.

“Colin knew how to manipulate you, to make you believe anything he said.”

Brave story: Annabelle’s book The Devil on the Doorstep
But Annabelle’s most horrific experience was when her own mother assaulted her at the age of 14.

“Afterwards, Colin asked me if I enjoyed it and I knew what I had to say – I had to say yes. But inside I felt like dying.”

The tests did not end there – at 14 she was forced into a relationship with another cult member five years her senior and by then she was having regular group sex with Batley and her mother.

“I was a schoolgirl by day and a sex slave at night,” she says. “It got so bad that at one point I tried to take my own life.”

Aged 18, three months after having Batley’s child, she was forced into prostitution.

It was the love of her daughter that saved her and gave her a reason to live – she bravely escaped in the dead of night when her baby was one year old.

By the time of her escape she had slept with over 1,800 men – the proceeds of which had all gone towards ‘the Church’.

In 2011, her evidence helped convict Batley for life as well as three others, including her mother.

Today, Annabelle lives a happy and contended life with her partner and her two children but she says the recent Rochdale case brought back chilling reminders about her own past.

“It was astonishing to me that people who came into contact with these children thought they were behaving this way out of choice. When you have control over a child and you can intimidate them, they will do anything you say.

“It was the same for me. Too many people looked away, too many people ignored the signs. It astonishes me that we lived in that small cul-de-sac for so many years and not one person saw anything that gave them cause for concern,” she says.

“After the case, people said they thought things were odd, but nobody said anything and saying that after the case is a waste of time. It was like the case in America where the girls were locked up in the house for years.

“Why did no-one think it strange that all the windows were boarded up? And how did no-one notice anything about the girl in Germany who was locked in the basement?”

Annabelle says that if her book makes one person think, or saves one person’s life, it has been worth it.

“If there’s one thing I would like to achieve with my book, it would be for others to start really paying attention to the community they live in. You can’t just walk around living in a bubble. There are abused children everywhere – it just takes one person to see it and that life could be saved.”

* The Devil on The Doorstep: My Escape From a Satanic Sex Cult by Annabelle Forest, published by Simon & Schuster, is available from Amazon priced £5.99 and also Asda and WH Smith.

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Nathaniel; There are still abusers from Batley’s cult out there. My own parents were ‘initiates’ in his scummy sex ring. Some of them are mentioned elsewhere in this blog.

By NC

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No magician today can fail to notice the terrible state that occultism is in.
About on the internet, in bookshops and gatherings there are dangerous people in the crowd.
There cannot be a better time for us, the minority of what Dione Fortune called ‘Sane Occultists’ to stand up and be counted.
Hope is about all we have, but we know that we are better in our hearts than those so-called Pagans and magicians who have sold out.
Aggressive reactions are bound to follow from our movement, but we will go on!

No-more will we be fed lies and so-called ‘initiations’ that are really just an opportunity for a grope.
I will not stand for it, neither should you!
Evil has it’s ways, finding hidden places in governments, social services, occult lodges and even the police.
Lurking in these dark places it does it’s terrible work.

Just when you think you are safe, protected by the law, or God, or serious magics, evil strikes!

Hold on, you are not alone!
And when we turn the inner eye to see its path, the abusers shall be gone.
Red and black, the colours of the Voudousants will protect us.
Riches shall come to those of us who have bravely embraced poverty so we can fight this darkness.
In the streets and the care homes, children will call out ‘we have been saved!’

Stop the abuse!
Stop the abusers!
Unconditionally destroy all the structures of abuse and horror, pain and violence.
clip the wings of those ‘leaders’ in occultism who have laughed at those with genuine intent!
Kill the King, when Love is the Law!
Strip away the lies of the judges, the police, the officers who are undoubtedly part of the conspiracy.

Calm the frightened weeping of the children they have hurt
open the eyes of all who stand on the sidelines.

Come and make your stand with us!
Kick away the chairs and let them swing!
Save our children and our magics!

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Originally posted on Nathaniel J. Harris:

To Colin Batley, Elaine Batley, Jaqueline Marling, Shelly Millar, Peter Petrauske, Jack Kemp, Peter Pracownik, Peter Mastin, Julian Vayne, Nicola Ward (aka Nikki Wyrd), Frank Parker, Martin Tucker (aka Martyn Healer, Dr. Love, and ‘Shed Boy’), Tony Stone (aka Tony the Wizard), Angelina Lovecraft, Anton Channing, Denise Channing (Jaq D. Hawkins), Mogg Morgan of Mandrake of Oxford, Robert Harris (aka Szandor Dashwood), Ann & Adrian Bryn-Evans.. and to anyone else I have missed (you know who you are), without all of whom this book would never have been written. May life bring each of you everything you truly deserve. So mote it be.

To Peter J. Carroll. May you learn how to divine. A little humility can go a long way.

To PC Chris Adams 840 and DS Amy Hewitte 801. Better luck next time in spotting the guilty. We all make mistakes.

To social workers Rebecca Mumford and Katherine…

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Exploring Thelema and Chaos Magick, with Pete and Sef (Part 10).

Are you reading what I am reading? Peter J. Carroll says of Julian Vayne (born LaFey, peviously of Milton Keynes);

“Ah the inimitable Julian, yes one certainly has to admire his Chaoism, his fearless disregard for self-consistency when it comes toparadigm shifting, sexuality, lifestyle, and psychonautics sets an example to us all; we have honoured him in the image of Mercury in the Portals Deck.”

Woops.

Then, even more ironic;

“I abhor and despise all religions and cults, including any that I may have inadvertently created myself… And so far so good, despite the inevitable casualties.”

But funniest (not in a way Carroll is likely to appreciate this incarnation);

“I just hope I don’t die leaving behind something that gets seriously falsified, for that might cast a cloud over the rest of my work.”

Personally, I don’t think it is Carroll’s factors disappearing up his fudge tunnel that are going to prove the greatest blight on Chaos Magic. There are problems much less abstract, and far more immediate, that he still seems to be failing to add up.

Come on, Mr. Carroll. There is enough information out there for you to start revising your maths.

by Elderen Alfred Raeburne

Skynet is not a literal computer but a human with Asperger’s Syndrome that has powers similar to Professor X. This is actually Fenrir in our Gothic Tradition and is known as The Beast in the Christian religion. Linked to other people who have this disorder there is an army of “psychic machines” (=Jotuns) who are lacking in humanity.

There will be a spread of soul loss that will sweep through the world where people will believe they are losing their emotions, and we will see a rising number of statistics of people with Psychopathy and Aspergers syndrome. In reality it is a psychic phenomena where strong willed yet deeply disturbed individuals are actually blocking people spiritually and emotionally.

It is a dangerous reaction to the expansion of Consciousness in our time period. It is an Anti-Consciousness (=Non-Being) that is a reaction to easy access to information, the occult, and other such things. The way to fight this is through The Good and alliance with the True Gods and Goddesses who embody Wisdom, Truth, Valour, Courage, Generosity, Compassion, Beauty, Love, and Courtesy.

Go forth and ally yourself with Pro-Social religions such as The Gothic Troth, Wicca, Buddhism, Hinduism, Neo-Egyptian Paganism, Catholicism, Romuva, Druidism, and Spiritual Humanism. Absolutely AVOID Setianism, Satanism, “Odianism”(The Path of Fenrir) of Stephen E. Flowers and any kind of Western Left Hand Path religion.

They are highly intelligent sounding yet completely destructive religions that will shatter your spiritual and emotional well being.

I also call upon the IOT to return the Chaotic Good vision of Peter Carroll and disavow yourself with these institutions, and work with Pro-Social religions & magical systems for your “paradigm shifts”.

The Left Hand Path tends to scoff virtues such as Compassion. Keep in mind that if you remove this from your emotional set you are actually cutting yourself off from your Living Fetch and reducing rather than increasing your ability to survive the shock of death and survive as a soul in the unseen when you pass into the hidden realms upon your death. These LHP religions DO NOT possess any secret to immortality and they are rife with absolute lies and delusion. In our Tradition the LHP is embodied in beings such as Loki and Fenrir who correspond with the Christian Satan in the form of The Prince of Lies as well as The Beast.

The Goetic Lucifer also corresponds with Dvalin (Deluder). In the proper practice of Goetic Magic the Tetagrammaton (Similar to Odin / Vile / Ve) and the Four Archangles (similar to Thor, Heimdall, Tyr, and Lodhur) are invoked in order to challenge and question Lucifer (similar to Dvalin) and the Daemons (similar to Dark Elves) in order to remove Delusion from their souls.

The Western Left Hand Path does not invoke the Aesiric-like forces and instead uses a faulty and delusional system that lacks understanding of Christian Mythology and Religion. There are ennagrams that prevent calling upon these forces without elisting the help of the Aesiric-like forces (Tetagrammaton and the Angels), and allying yourself with Lucifer instead of the Tetregrammaton is basically saying “I am a moron who lacks understanding of a particular mythology”.

In our Gothic Tradition this is saying that Loki ( a force of pure chaos and delusion) should be called upon to command the Dark Elves. In reality these powers can only be worked with if you are in line with the powers of Wisdom (Odin) and Justice (Tyr), otherwise they will destroy you completely. Therefore systems such as those promoted by The Order of the Black Dragon (Michael Ford’s works) are actually faulty systems of magic.

The use of dark imagery in the Gothic Tradition symbolizes the overcoming of these dark forces and then wearing them as a mantle which demonstrates Honour in Fighting Evil. Hercules for examples wears the Lion’s Skin, Sigurd bears the Helm of Terror (from the defeated Dragon), and the Catholic Cathedrals have human follies that should be overcome all of their walls in the form of Gargoyles (in our Tradition, “defeated dwarves” that have turned to stone). Any kind of Dark Romance should be satisfied by approaching these forces in this manner, they should be fought against and then used as a mantle as a symbol of your fight. Thus, we wear images of dragons because we have fought and overcome them. We wear dark colours because we fear not the darkness and forces that would otherwise bully us.

I call upon the Forces of Good of any Path to come together and fight against Evil. Let us all stand against The Left Hand Path and its Denizens of Delusion and fight back with the fury of the blazing Sun. May leeks be scattered upon them, may blessed waters be cast upon them, may the hammer of Thor smash them, may the hail-cross -Freya’s Necklace- ward against them, may the sword of Seaxnot cleave through them!

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I have published the above article with the blessing of its author. I am keen to post other articles from practicing magicians with the Courage to face up to what has gone wrong with Western magic(k), and to do something active about it. We are engaged in spiritual warfare, and whilst the rest of us are busy arguing as to whether Ritual Abusers even exist, the Psychopaths are organizing themselves and targeting us as individuals.

By our progress in the Good, these miscomprehending (Cr)Etins will destroy themselves.

So Mote It Be

Originally posted on Voluntary Public Interest Advocacy:

Dear Rebecca Gough [Ministry of Justice]

OPEN EMAIL

This is just to let you know that I welcome the good intentions published in the Government’s Commitment to Victims, but I’m afraid it’s too little too late.

Please note:

1. As published on Victims Unite in March 2012: The Royal Commission into New South Wales Police established in 1997 thatCorruption, Reform and Paedophilia were its findings.
   1. The parallels with Savile and Rotherham are blindingly obvious!
2. Thanks toSavile and Rotherham, #paedobritain has become ‘topical’ in the mainstream media of the UK.
   1. However, more and more people are realising that a regular supply of children is not only policy with adoption targets for Local Authorities, but that #childsnatchuk feeds #paedobritain.
   2. In fact, Channel IV publishes that a child is taken every 20 minutes!
3. It would thus be far more effective if Local Authorities were given new ‘marching orders’ to stop…

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For survivors of ritual abuse, mind control and torture, and pro-survivors.

THE Dublin Rape Crisis Centre’s (DRCC) Annual Report has revealed the highest number of calls to their 24-hour helpline since 2009. Findings include the fact that 47 per cent of calls related to childhood sexual abuse, including ritual abuse and suspected abuse.

http://www.dublinpeople.com/article.php?id=4026&l=100

To Colin Batley, Elaine Batley, Jaqueline Marling, Shelly Millar, Peter Petrauske, Jack Kemp, Peter Pracownik, Peter Mastin, Julian Vayne, Nicola Ward (aka Nikki Wyrd), Frank Parker, Martyn Tucker (aka Martyn Healer, Dr. Love, and ‘Shed Boy’), Tony Stone (aka Tony the Wizard), Angelina Lovecraft, Anton Channing, Denise Channing (Jaq D. Hawkins), Mogg Morgan of Mandrake of Oxford, Robert Harris (aka Szandor Dashwood), Ann & Adrian Bryn-Evans.. and to anyone else I have missed (you know who you are), without all of whom this book would never have been written. May life bring each of you everything you truly deserve. So mote it be.

To Peter J. Carroll. May you learn how to divine. A little humility can go a long way.

To PC Chris Adams 840 and DS Amy Hewitte 801. Better luck next time in spotting the guilty. We all make mistakes.

To social workers Rebecca Mumford and Katherine Marsden of the Welsman Centre, Bristol. May the world recognize your deeds. Children depend upon people like you, and you FAIL them.

With all sincerity;

To Valerie Sinason of The Tavistock Institute, without whose advice and support we might never have survived this far. We are not alone.

To Sonia Poulton. If only there were more journalists like you.

To my daughter, Rose Ward. May you awaken to the truth and act appropriately. It is the only way you will survive this unharmed. I still love you, and always will.

Similarly to my brothers; Jasper, Silas, & Zachary. May you put the pieces together and come over to the right side. I miss you.

To Vanessa, the sister I have yet to meet. I hope you read this, and see through all the lies you have been fed about me.

To brave young ‘X’, and their mother. May you both be granted full and miraculous recovery.

To all survivors of abuse. Know that you are stronger than those who harmed you. Be proud, and help one another. May healing laughter be yours.

BACK SOON

THAT’S A PROMISE

Cursed are they who have ruined this fair land

Cursed are they who have sealed up our wells

Cursed are they who abandoned the God’s hand

And built this strange place for our children to dwell

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Cursed be thy breath and cursed be thy breathing

Cursed be thine eyes and cursed be they sight

Cursed be thy hands that have slackened the harvest

And closed the Old Ways to the joy and the light

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Now cursed be thy name all lost and forgotten

Cursed beyond memory, place, or recall

And cursed be thy soul out of nothing begotten

Nothing, to nothing, and nothing to all

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By mind’s fire your crimes shall be revealed

By the mother’s whip you shall be punished

By the left hand of justice you shall be judged

So must it be.

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and film it for posterity. Or, at least they’d like to. In this rare audio clip of a BBC interview, Johnny Rotten (John Lydon) said how he would like to have killed Jimmy Saville, and makes direct reference to the cover up of his crimes. The interview was censored before broadcast, but can now be heard on the re-issue of the first Public Image Ltd. album. It seems everyone in the BBC knew about Saville, but was too self interested to speak up.  The BBC has been a veritable nest of abusers, enablers, and cocaine addicts, all snuggled up nicely with Military Intelligence, for decades. Just like the occult community in the UK.

The following letter appeared in Chaos International issue 5, 1988. I feel it illustrates succinctly the greatest weaknesses of Chaos Magic’s philosophy of ‘Everything is Permitted’. I could not tell you honestly what the meaning of this little exchange was between these two behemoths of Chaos Magic; whether Mr. Carroll is angry at Phil Hine’s stance, or simply that he used the umbrella of Chaos Magic to openly promote it. Certainly, it was something Carroll seems to have been willing to overlook in allowing Hine to rise to popularity whilst ‘flying the flag’.

During my short friendship with Hine, when contributed comic strips for his magazine Pagan News and  illustrated his first self-published chapbooks on Chaos Magic, I went to visit him at his high rise flat in Leeds (where he lived at the time). He had copies of a magazine called Ganymede, a pro-paedophile boy lover’s publication, strewn about on the floor. I do not know if he was a contributor to that magazine, but he did not seem opposed to its contents.

I am angry at myself for ever glossing over these aspects of Chaos Magic, when I was involved during my twenties (I am now in my forties); I was blinded by the flattery of believing myself amongst some kind of ‘spiritual elite’. I guess the lies that are hardest to see through are the one’s we are most willing to be blinded by. I was very young at the time, appearing much younger although of course I thought I was a proper adult, and flattered by the fact that Hine obviously fancied me (as would become apparent, he fancied just about everyone, and seemed unhealthily fixated with sex).

I am reminded of the words of Sifu Julian Wilde, whose name old school Chaos Magicians might recognize as being the author of ‘A Grimoire of Chaos Magic’, who grew up to become a lay Buddhist teacher of much wisdom and good reputation; “The greatest of all powers is to see what you see.”

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From Pete Carroll

Bristol

Dear Sir,

If you publish any further favourable reviews of paedophiliac material, then I shall cease to write for your publication, nor need you bother sending me any further copies of your magazine.

[..slapped wrists to the C.I. staff ( guess that means we won’t be reviewing Hakim Bey’s novel ‘Crowstone’, huh?). Bear in mind that Pete has proclaimed on other occasions: “..explore sexualities which are unusual to you. Do something you normally feel to be utterly revolting.. whatever is repressed, restricted, ridiculed or despised, almost always contains a telling counterpoint to mainstream ideas.” Liber Null. Is it that some subjects are too abhorrent to be mentioned, even for the supposedly iconoclastic chaos magician? Ironically, I found the techniques in Liber Null very useful when working with “peds” on a professional basis. Don’t believe everything you read in chaos magic manuals.. Phil Hine.]

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http://originalfalcon.com/cd-chaos_vol1.php Now available as a c.d. from Original New Falcon, this recording was first made available as a home made cassette tape, which could be ordered directly from Mr. Peter J. Carroll, founder of the Illuminates of Thanateros, at his home address in Bristol. I bought my copy back in 1988, after coming across the following advert in Chaos International magazine, issue 5, back when I was a mere nipper and still impressed by all that rubbish. It seemed the perfect antidote to the countless New Age meditation cassettes circling at the time. Given some twenty five years distance, the recording seems just as cheesy as anything available from the tape rack of Mysteries, or any of those awful shops in Glastonbury. The first thing any student of Greek might notice is that Mr. Carroll spelled ‘Chthonios’ wrong- there should be two ‘h’, not one, and he missed an ‘i’ (from χθόνιος – chthonios, “in, under, or beneath the earth”, from χθών – chthōn“earth”;^[1] pertaining to the Earth; earthy; subterranean). I must admit that I did not notice this myself until after I had used the word so many times in writing my text The Khaonomicon; it was not a word used much in occultism at the time, at least not outside of the works of Kenneth Grant. It seems nobody dared point this out to Carroll until I did, some time around 2006. Perhaps this is indicative of Carroll’s inability to accept criticism, and to ‘shoot the messenger’ if he does not like the message. Never mind, it is hardly the worst mistake he has made in his ‘magical career’ (see ‘What the Illuminates of Thanateros Do Not Want You to Know’). The music accompanying the ‘astral working’ is unlistenable, and the reverb on Mr. Carroll’s voice, presumably intended to make him sound spooky and intimidating, instead makes him sound like a pompous Goth with his head in a biscuit tin. You can also hear the odd sounds from the street, giving the impression the recording was made in the front room of his house on Cleave Street, and not in some obsidian tower rising above the Pandaemonium, as one might expect from his attitude. The lecture accompanying the ‘astral working’ has a couple of interesting points, yet unfortunately makes bold statements where a wiser man would be throwing out questions. The reductionist tools of Chaos Magic are presented, specifically the five ‘categories of conjuration’ that later formed the basis of Liber KKK; the training program that used to allow for admittance into the degree of so-called ‘Adept’. I cannot be bothered to write an entire essay pointing out all the weaknesses of this approach, but I will draw your attention to the most glaring of errors; Mr. Carroll’s ascertion that ‘Illumination’ is merely the ability to will changes within the core structure of one’s own ‘self’, as opposed to developing faculties of honest self reflection; central to any genuine quest for Magical attainment, according to almost anyone else. One should not be surprised that, coupled with the doctrine of ‘fake it until you make it’, that the I.O.T. has become an environment where dangerous sociopaths have been allowed to thrive. All in all, this is not a recording worthy of re-release or distribution, unless it is to laugh at the idea that anyone ever took Chaos Magic seriously in the first place. Besides, I expect you can hear it onYouTube.

The original advert for The Cthonos Rite, from Chaos International, Issue 5, 1988